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Old 01-03-2012, 12:45 PM

~getting nommed~ :D hey youre back -ouch- where'd you go? -ouch- things go aright with your boyfrie-ouch-nd?

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:45 PM

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Where, you did a fabulous job. You tied so much into your story. It was really good. And the ending was quite literally something that readers were waiting for :D
Thank you :B That makes me so happy :D. Hmm, I can't remember if I included an NPC in every stop *ponders*

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:45 PM

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Lets just say that my depression is taking turn for the worse.
That sucks Jack~I'm stuck with Type 2 Bi-Polar and I refuse to take my meds for it >.>

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:46 PM

Jack, is there anything we can do to help? Been there, but that doesn't make things easier for you. Do you want to just chat or vent?

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:47 PM

letting it out helps, it's k, despite my random posts i'm not as happy as i seem, you shouldn't be taken away to a mental hospital

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:47 PM

HIM and Jack can go into one together

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:48 PM

I was in a mental institution once. I was kicked out :(

Not even joking.

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:48 PM

I don't think that venting will work any more. Besides feeling helpless there is anger as well... Trust me, I can literally see me murdering someone/anyone in the most gruesome ways one can imagine. I should go see the doctor about it...

With nice matching jackets, right HIM?

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:49 PM

:/ you can make a change, listen, i don't know what the issue is but you have to let go, move on (im probably off track arent i? O.o)

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:50 PM

You are way off track. My only enemy is me.
I cannot break from the one I am right?

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:50 PM

*Stretches and gives Jack hugs*

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:51 PM

oh i get it, totally understands you jack, therefore i can't exactly help since i hate myself too, and have no control over my mind or emotions....

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:52 PM

Jack~I have a poem for you that describes that situation exactly..one sec while I get it from my facebook blog. Also :mail: :)

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Taken from my blog ~ Facebook profile

Life is a prison,
Oh God let me out.
No one to listen,
To hear when you shout.

Climb the walls of insanity,
Ride the waves of despair.
If you fall it don't matter,
There's no one to care.

Used to wish for a window,
To see birds, trees and sky,
But you're better without one -
Stops you aiming too high.

Watching freedom is painful,
For those locked away.
Seeing joy, love and happiness,
Another price that you pay.

Strong is good, weak is bad.
Be it false, be it true.
Your mind makes the choice,
And enforces it too.

Cell walls built by society,
With rules to adhere.
If you breach the acceptable,
You had better beware.

Hide the pain, carry on,
Routine is the key.
Don't let on that you're not,
What you're pretending to be.

Lock it all up inside you,
How badly that bodes.
Look out for that one day,
When it all just explodes.

Leaving naught but a shell,
Base functionality too.
But killing all else,
That was uniquely you.

So how do you grow,
With a timebomb inside?
Or how to defuse it,
Without destroying its ride?

You can't.

-Imagination aka Tanner

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:53 PM

Jack, you say your enemy is you. I take it then you hate yourself? Been there. Don't know why or how I am not anymore. Just saying I have been there. Your not alone.

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Wow, that is a really good poem. You said it perfectly. I mean really got to the heart of it.

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I wish I had known you all a year ago. Would have been nice.

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:55 PM

Thanks~I have others but they would be slightly off topic right now :)

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:55 PM

Bloop
~on the floor~

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:56 PM

yeah jack, youre not alone, i am having trouble living with myself too...and yes my family doesnt help =_=

@IMG - that poem was amazing, i can so relate to that so badly...youre a really good poet :)

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:57 PM

For a long time writing was my escape from whatever I was feeling at the time Cheese~

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:57 PM

That's a good, truthful poem!

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:58 PM

I had a hard time living last school year. I blogged... I thought I left out my darkest thoughts in my blog... but going back and reading it now I realized I put out what needed to be put out for me to understand myself better later.

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:58 PM

I don't know who I am anymore and it scares me more than anything else. I have no luck with anything at the moment, so winging it just doesn't do.
And because of that I'm getting more and more tense.

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Old 01-03-2012, 12:58 PM

Thanks :)

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Old 01-03-2012, 01:00 PM

I wish I knew what to say. I have the experience that should come in handy. I should have words... but saying it will be alright doesn't seem quite right.

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Old 01-03-2012, 01:00 PM

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I don't know who I am anymore and it scares me more than anything else. I have no luck with anything at the moment, so winging it just doesn't do.
And because of that I'm getting more and more tense.

O_O holy crap we are more alike than i thought....

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Old 01-03-2012, 01:00 PM

Boyfriend's awake!
At last
see you laters

 


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