-i pour Oil on buffy-

for someone who's older than me, you sure don't know how to spell the correct words!
I should give you a dictionary for your birthday.

Buffy: I'm actually pretty thin.
I have a bit of a belly, but that can be taken off if I start riding my bike a little more.
I'm only a bit more than 130.
that's how much I weighed when I last went on a scale. xD

Spelling, and Grammer, has never been My Strong Suit. Using them to Prove A point has been.

Yeah, same here.
But mene has taught me how to spell and use grammar corectly! \o/

-smacks momo- o-o

i have no comment on how much i weigh

...-kill andy- what the hell was that for?!

Buffy: real women don't say tell people their weight. :ninja:
That's why i didn't give everyone an exact number.
//realy hasn't checked how much she weighed in a loooong time//

Women are so typical - .-

Oh shut up, ass hole.

You're a typical five year old. :talk2hand:

Rather be 5, then Some Cynical, Self-loathing 'beep'

...are you suggesting that I'm a cynical, self loathing beep?
If you are...dude, that's too far.
I'm fine with being made fun of in a joking or friendly manner, but that kind of insult is a bit over the top.

If you're not insulting me, then....|D

....Im sorry momo. idk why, but lately, iv not only been acting like a dick to everyone, but im just annoyed all the time. That aint no excuse to take it out on you, so still, sorry.

have your man PMS? :c
-huggles-
it's okay.
It's a good way to get back at me for being a dick to you sometimes. xDDD

It's probably part of your grieving process.
A lot of the time, frustration and anger kicks in before/during/after the sadness.

I dont greive for my mom. Momo, you dont know how much I resented her, espically for what she did to my sisters.

Maybe not grieving out of love, but maybe grieving over the fact that she just left you guys behind forever.
And I know you resented her a lot, but a part of you probably did love her a tiny bit.
Even if she was a terrible mother, she was the ones that brought you into this world.
She made her mistakes (not that I'm justifying them), but she's still your mother.
When someone you know dies, it does have an impact you, even if it's someone you don't know well or don't like.

I doubt it. I detested her so much, that i said to myself, if i ever saw her again, id tell her to go die. She left my Sister's for 4 years, and they STILL love her. You dont know how much that pisses me off.

Weren't they with her, though?
You didn't have a mom that you loved, so you can't really understand what it's like to really love your mom.
If they were with her a lot of the time, they got to know her and they thought "this is my mom, I love her.".
Like I said, she wasn't the best mom, and probably didn't act like a mom a lot, but she probably did act like a mom a little with them.
Yeah, she left, but didn't she come get them later, or visited them once those 4 years were up?
They probably thought of her as a mom and missed her.

No she didnt. Truth be told, and this may sound Selfish of me, but I Detested my mom, because she never Acknowledged me. I love my sisters, but they were all she spoke about. Like i didnt even exist.

It's not that selfish. I wouldn't like my mom if she never acknowledged me.
I don't know why she didn't talk about you like she did your sisters, but maybe she did when you weren't around?
I'm not taking her side or anything, but maybe she was proud of you but didn't say anything.
I mean, with girls, they can get real low self esteem easily, unlike guys.
So, maybe she talked about them a lot to keep them happy, but didn't think you needed to be all the time?
(sounds harsher than meant to be. ;__; )

if that's not it, well...she missed out.
You're a good kid from what I've seen. You're nice (can be an ass sometimes...), kinda smart, and a bit cool.
There's probably many things I don't know about you, but I know you have to have many awesome things about you.
She just might not have seen them, but we have. (buffy, jake, and gothy)

She had her chance. My mom and dad (grandparents) supported a 'Open Door policy' She always had the chance to aknowledge me, but she never took it.

Well, that's her fault. She should have acknowledged you, but she didn't.
At least you have your grandparents to do that now.

The reason you hear me call my parents mom and dad is because thats who they are to me. I respect my parents far more then my birth parents. My dad's decent, he managed to get his act straight, but my mom can burn in hell for all i care.

Understandable. They pretty much raised you, so it's not surprising you see them as parents.
Some people aren't...how should I say, Mature?
Okay, yeah, mature. Anyway, some people aren't mature enough to get their act together once they do drugs.
Or they're not strong enough.

Momo, stop finding excuses! nothing is going to change the way I feel about my Birth mom.

I'm not finding excuses!
I'm not trying to change your mind, either!
I'm just saying what I think and/or giving you advice.