"Wrong. You are awesome. Don't let anything tell you anything else."

Gilbert was holding himself. "Then why do I feel so confused..?"

"I can't answer that.... You can tell me your problems though... I'll listen.."

He shook his head. "That's a bad idea."

"I'm your friend, Gil. I want to help you..."

Gilbert turned away. "I can't..." He wiped his now watery eyes.

She frowned, got a tissue, and handed it to him. "Then... Is there something you want to talk about?"

He sighed and shook his head. "No. I'll be ok."

"Okay... um.. would you like me to leave...?"

He didn't even manage to answer, he just started crying.

She moved and put her arms around him, stroking his hair like a baby.

"I'm such an idiot.." He mumbled.

"No your aren't Gil... You definately aren't"

"You see..I don't want to be alone anymore..but Ludwig is in love with me..but if I say yes..." He just stopped.

She rubbed his back. "I understand... It's okay to be confused..."

"Raven...what should I do?"

"Do you love him romantically?"

Gilbert started to cry again. "Yes...I think...maybe..no.." He couldn't admit to something so immoral. It nearly killed him.

She sighed softly. "If you love him, screw morals, and everything else of the sort. Nothing should stand in the way of two people who love each other."

He sniffed. "No! I am a religious man!! I can be gay, and I can't love the man that I raised. I can't do that. It's wrong and everyone will look down on Ludwig and you'll he left all alone!" He was so close to freaking out completely.

"Calm down!" She held him and rubbed his back. "Please just relax..."

"I can't be that selfish." He said, more tears running down his cheeks.

She wiped away his tears. "That's not selfish..."

"Yes it is. Feliciano loves Ludwig, you and I could've had something, Ludwig's reputation would be trashed..."

She sighed. "I guess I understand..."