Sinsue looked at Serenity and felt sick to her stomach as she remembered how she had treated her sister at the school... it wasn't her doing she knew... but still the cold look was for her that Serenity had... she had hurt her before and she knew it. "What did you want to talk to me about Rosalin?" She asked softly wondering curiousely about... well everything right now... she still couldn't remember some things.

"First I want to know what happened to you over the years I want to help you." Rosalin said.

"Um... allot of different things really... he torchered me for a long time... he did so many horrible things to me... he told me that you guys didn't love me anymore... and if you did then you would have came and found me sooner... he told me that if I didn't do what he said he would kill me... then he would go and find you guys and kill you too." Sinsue said as a bit of tears came to her eyes thoug she didn't even say the worst part... she couldn't... now here... not now... she would probably talk to her sister about it later.

Rosalin's eyes flashed in anger wishing she had cause the man more pain then she had, but she also knew that there was more and would speak to her alone later. Rosalin's face closed off as she look at Sebastian. "Hurt my sister and I will cut your balls off and feed them to the wild wolves that live on this land."

Sinsue blinked a bit when she heard the comment towards Sebastian and didn't quite understand what that was about. She did, however, know that Rosalin knew something else had went wrong and would definitely want to talk later... probably in depth.

Later once every one was asleep Rosalin knocked on Sinsue's door asking for entrance.

"Come in... it's open." Sinsue said softly looking through a family album she had from when she was a child and had been living here in her home. She just couldn't understand... how could she have forgotten all of this? How could she have forgotten the ones she held so near and dear? She knew it wasn't her fault... but she still felt awful about it.

Rosalin opened the door walking and take one of the chairs that sat close to Sinsue. "I know you didn't tell me everything, and I want to know it might help me find a way for you to get your memories back." Serenity said softly.

Sinsue was very quiet for a few minutes and wouldn't look up in the least. "He did so many bad things to me... things that made me feel bad... even though it's not my fault... they still make me feel bad" She said softly not looking at her sister. Tears were slowly streaming from her hidden eyes... so much had changed since she had been kidnapped... so much pain... so much sorrow... it all hurt so much and it still did as if it were fresh.

Rosalin sighed, her sister was really changed there were only two was that she could help. First would be to dominate her Omega show her that she had somewhere to belong and second would be to let Sebastian court Sinsue hoping that he could help her more than she ever could.

Sinsue finally looked up at Rosalin, tears still falling, worry clear on her face. "You're... being so quiet... why?" She asked worriedly wondering if she had said something... or maybe not said something that could have irritated her.

Rosalin stood as she spoke. "There's not much I can say, but I want you to know that as your alpha I will always be here for you." Rosalin turned and walked out of the room know that her sister needed some time by herself.

Sinsue watched Rosalin leave the room and sighed a bit before moving over to the bed again. She pulled out her book once more and read a bit of it before closing it and looking down. She just couldn't concentrate now... her mind felt weird... almost like it was numb and like she was loosing herself again. "No... I can't... I.. don't want to be that girl anymore...." she whispered holding her head a bit as tears started to slip from her eyes.

(could you maybe be Sebastian? like him coming to check on her or something?)

(Sure.)
Sebastian stood outside Sinsue's room for a moment before he gently but firmly knocked on the door.

"Come in it's open" Sinsue said still looking down and holding her head. Her head was hurting so much... she couldn't even concentrate on who was outside her door. Why did this have to happen? Why did she have to have gotten kidnapped when she was younger?... why couldn't she just get over the pain of it and the personality it had left in her?

Sebastian opened the door his eyes widening as he took in the suffering girl. His body moved on it's own and he held her in his arm. "Clam down and breath." Sebastian said softly "Don't force yourself to remember, let your mind remember on it's own. Rosalin and I will be here for it's going to be okay."

Sinsue looked up a little surprised then blushed a bit when she felt the males arms around her and wasn't exactly sure what to think... well if she could exactly right now anyway. She looked up at Sebastian and felt the tears continue to fall before she hugged him and cried some into his chest. "It bothers me so much... I let someone take away my family... my memories... and so many other things about me... and I wasn't strong enough... I'm not strong enough... not even to remember who I was... who I am... my family... It took Rosalin hurting me for me to remember anything..." she sobbed holding onto the male and it was clear she was still in allot of mental pain... though right now allot of it was from her own doing... from her trying to remember by force.

Sebastian held Sinsue close as she cried. "Shh, it's okay, I know you'll remember but you need to calm down, your only hurt yourself more like this."

Sinsue whimpered a bit as she slowly allowed her mind to calm some... though as she did that she found it harder and harder to hold onto her old self... her mind wanted to go cold... it wanted to go back to the mindset she had been forced to go into... but she didn't want it to. Her body shook some with the force it took to keep herself together... for whatever reason... she really didn't want this male to meat the new her... the one she had been forced to create to keep herself sane.

Sebastian could let Sinsue was struggling with herself and he would not let this go on anymore. "Let go I will not mind the other you, my mate, let go." He whispered seductively into ear.

Sinsue's face turned a bright red when she heard Sebastian and suddenly everything about her changed... but not in the way that it had already been going. She was surprised... so surprised it stunned her other side as well and kept them both at bay for a moment. "Mate?" she whispered still clearly surprised and embarrassed and unsure. Such a thought was nearly unthinkable for her... who would WANT to have her as a mate? Who would want her knowing that she had two sides? Knowing how much problems her mate would have to deal with... who would want to do that?

Sebastian chuckled lightly pulling her even closer to his body. "Yes mate. You are mine." He said his eyes flashing red in want. "I accept all of you good and bad, because I am one Hell of a Butler. Why do you thing your sister threatened to hurt me if I even dared to hurt you?" He asked with another chuckle.

"I... don't know... she threatens allot of people... she threatened me when I was just five years old... and I know what you are... and I know it's not just a butler so you don't have to say that to me." Sinsue grinned a little though soon felt her mind snap a bit and whimpered some as she finally lost her grip and her eyes dulled back to the darker color of her other mental state. Though now instead of being harsh like she was before... her body was limp... she was so tired from her old side trying to keep control and her new side trying to take back control... it was both mentally and physically just exhausting. She couldn't keep this up for long... the mental pain was just too much.

"So clever my mate and so beautiful. Sleep now we'll talk more in the morning for I must go now and prepare my master for bed." Sebastian said kissing Sinsue's cheek before he walked out of the room.

Setsudan blinked a little when she felt Sebastian kiss her cheek then heard him leave. She moved a bit so she could get more comfortable on her bed and covered up falling asleep quickly and slept very well throughout the night. She woke early the next morning and got ready for the day. She found herself walking outside and over to the garden and leaned against one of the large trees. She now could remember that day... this is where she had been taken... this was the last place she stood before her life was ruined. For the first time since Setsudan showed up as a personality... she felt true sadness... she felt anguish... all of the feelings she pushed away from herself... all the feelings that that man had made her force away and back... she could feel them all falling down on her now... looking at this beautiful landscape of flowers... who had been taking care of them since she had vanished?