Lol! XD

Originally Posted by Moon!

Lol! XD

what time is it where you are?

So, anyway, I'm watching Scrubs, starting at the beginning. :) I like this show but have only ever seen a couple scattered reruns on TV.

Staar: Four am

It's 5:30am here.

Originally Posted by monstahh`

So, anyway, I'm watching Scrubs, starting at the beginning. :) I like this show but have only ever seen a couple scattered reruns on TV.

never could get into scrubs..

Originally Posted by Moon!

Staar: Four am

YOU LIVE ON MY SIDE OF THE PLANET

Oh, I think its very funny.

Originally Posted by monstahh`

Oh, I think its very funny.

could just be im more of a charmed.. Star Trek Voyager kinda girl..

coloring and coloring ywes i am coloring

Originally Posted by Shadami

coloring and coloring ywes i am coloring

seems more like your coloring your girl she's very red and blackish

i have no orange items. and i kinda like it . xD

Originally Posted by Shadami

i have no orange items. and i kinda like it . xD

it does look cool

Two shows I've never seen.

I like some Sci-fi, but I tend to hover more around the fantasy genre.

But for the most part, I actually just watch comedies or action thrillers, like Burn Notice or White Collar.

ive seen a bit of burn notice..

angry sha ... needs sleep... hubby gonna be beat up in morning. cause sha gonna cry and he's gonna feel bad

Originally Posted by Shadami

angry sha ... needs sleep... hubby gonna be beat up in morning. cause sha gonna cry and he's gonna feel bad

'blinks' night night Sha sweet dreams... and see you sometime tomarrow..

still mad at him...

and busy coloring pretty picture for contest.

Originally Posted by Shadami

still mad at him...

and busy coloring pretty picture for contest.

ah.. well its not good to go to bed angery...

its 7 am almost..

Originally Posted by Shadami

its 7 am almost..

almost six for me.. 'does spin' what you think?

its pretty.. but i'm having a hard time seeing cause i'm crying

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currently what i've got so far..

aww.. what.. happend exactly?

i've been having a hard time feeling anything for him cause preggo mind wiped me out and made me feel like crap and low self esteem and stuff. and we're finally starting to get back into the swing of things. and i'm all yay i love you. sparkity spark <3
and we went out shopping and we were laughing and hacing fun and my self esteem is soaring cause i feel great. and than we get home
i take baby to bed while he's cooking our dinner...
only.. when i come back down after getting her into her crib. he hasn't started.. he than goes up stairs and over the baby monitor asks me to cook dinner. While picking her up and playing with her..
like wtf...
so my self appearance or whatever is dropping cause i'm getting frustrated. cause i try so hard in this house and nothing is appreciated. and i fucking hate that feeling.
and So i'm really needing some cuddles and loving and i'm not getting any!!! and i need it. and i do stuff for him all the time why can't i get a little in return
i'm running myself fucking ragged trying to babysit people older than me. and take care of my daughter and run an entire householf
i'm only fucking 21. i haven't even really gone out drinking for christs sake
i need a fucking break!!
I need to have someone give to shits about what i fucking need right now.
and i go upstairs to get in bed with him. and he's got our daughter in the bed again. she's 5 months old. i keep telling him we need to put her in the crib. I try to wake him up. he half acknowledges me and she starts crying cause she's on his arm and he moves. so he pushes her off onto the bed and rolls over. Of course leaving 2 blankets covering her face . so i calm her down and move her to her crib and put her to bed.
and than i start crying cause i'm just so overwhlemed and i fricken need him and he's not being there for me in the slightesst. 2 hours later. or was it 3. she wakes up and needs to be fed. so i feed her. and i can't get her back to sleep cause she can sense me freaking out. so i set an alarm on my phone set it next to his ear. leave her in her crib crying cause i just couldn't handle it and went to get a glass of water.
he wakes up FINALLY. the arlam was almost off. meanwhile she'd been screaming. and he's not reacting whatsoever.
I come back into the room to find that he's still in the bedroom. says "she wouldn't take the nuk" and he climbs BACK THE FUCK IN BED. leaving me to once again take care of our daughter ALL DAY AND NIGHT.
I feed her AGAIN finally getting her to sleep again. go in wake him up and tell him i'm fucking leaving for the night and he needs to keep his ears open for her.
he JUST realized i was gone from the bed. that was 3 hours ago.
and he came downstairs completely ignoring the fact that our daughter was crying because he was upset by me not being in bed. than asks what to do about her crying.
told him to fucking take care of her. how hard can it be? You weren't this bad when she was 2 months old!

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-bursts into tears again- I want a giant bottle of rum to myself. T.T wahhh

Aw, Sha! I'm so sorry to hear that. I really wish I could help you out <3

i swear alot when i'm angry.. ^^;;

oh and i forgot to mention i popped my shoulder out or something bringing the groceries to the car from the cart. and it still hurts if i move it >.>
i wish you mene people could teleport ot my house and chill with me in person