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05-20-2014, 09:21 PM
I can't.... I'm not at home and if sleeping last night didn't help... Napping sure won't.
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Lexadis
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05-20-2014, 09:23 PM
Understandable.
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CloudDreamer
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05-20-2014, 09:25 PM
Really there is no real way to get me out of this and it doesn't help that thing after thing keeps happening to just make it worse and worse but I can't show it. -.-
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05-20-2014, 09:26 PM
No one told you you can't show it ._.
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CloudDreamer
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05-20-2014, 09:29 PM
I know that... -.- I'm perfectly aware of this...
But I've been living with this for years - and no one believed me and acted like I was making things up, so I NEVER show how much things are bothering me. EVER. -.-
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05-20-2014, 09:31 PM
Hmm sometimes people don't believe things unless they see it for themselves~
For example people don't believe that I'm this short-sighted. They make me read far away boards and snatch my glasses, and they think it's fun. Oh well.
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05-20-2014, 09:34 PM
Mine is NOTHING that anyone can ever experience or see for themselves. -.-
Nothing like that at all!
If you look at me, you can't even tell that I have a trait that causes me to struggle EVERY day... It isn't something that glasses or something will fix.
I went 22 years with my OWN parents not believing me...
Yeah I don't EVER show how hard socializing is because if I had my way I would never go out.... Ever. And that isn't something that normal people do. I act like I'm normal and I'm ok. I been putting up this front for years. I'll most likely do it for the rest of my life...
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05-20-2014, 09:35 PM
What is it that you have?
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CloudDreamer
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05-20-2014, 09:36 PM
SPS - sensory processing sensitivity! (Making me a HSP).
Nothing has changed since I talked about it before.
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05-20-2014, 09:39 PM
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05-20-2014, 09:41 PM
Right now that won't help. I'm so much on edge that even sitting in the car trying to avoid people isn't helping. The cars going by, people driving around the parking lot. The person pushing the carts. :/
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05-20-2014, 09:42 PM
Bookmark for future reference?
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05-20-2014, 09:44 PM
I was looking at it and honestly some of those I wouldn't have on there like heightened senses. Because that is almost what makes my life almost unbearable at times.
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05-20-2014, 09:45 PM
You could be a ninja!
I try to be but I'm one clumsy ninja.
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05-20-2014, 09:45 PM
No. I will not be a ninja.
I'm too fat to be a ninja. -.-
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05-20-2014, 09:46 PM
High five, me too, now that I think about it 
I'll be, in the near future though
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05-20-2014, 09:47 PM
... I've gone up in pant size. I'm gaining weight. I'm a freaking failure. :/
I've gone up not one but two pant sizes. From an 18 to a 22. -.-
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05-20-2014, 09:49 PM
I've been losing wait since January!
I've gone down from 79kg to 72kg. I'm quite proud of my achievement so far.
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05-20-2014, 09:51 PM
Good for you.
Doesn't help the fact that I was trying to lose weigh and I've managed to gain so much that I've gone up in pant sizes. Stupid fat failure! :/
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05-20-2014, 09:54 PM
Swimming? Cardio? Pedometer? Water? Exercise? 7 minute-workouts? They all helped me so far. Especially the walking, since I pretty much don't have time for anything much >.< I study while I'm walking, so I kill two birds with a stone.
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05-20-2014, 09:57 PM
I've been walking. EVERYWHERE. and I freaking gained weight. What's the point of even trying? -.- (that's being said as a rhetorical question.) there is no point. I have exercise induced asthma so any kind of activity causes it to act up. NO thank you! -.-
I'm just destined to be the fat overweight one forever no matter what I try. -.-
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05-20-2014, 09:59 PM
Only one thing; one simply doesn't gain weight for nothing. You must be having more calories than you burn, that's the only way one would earn weight.
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05-20-2014, 10:01 PM
My fast metabolism burns everything so i never gain weight
but i loose it.
i shrunk a pant size so bad some of my underwear wont fit 
Though i am very tiny so i don't need any more weight to loose o-o
*just thought she'd jump in the convo*
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05-20-2014, 10:01 PM
Whatever... -.- not like I care. Just more of me for my friends to laugh at and tell me now much more weight I need to loose that will NEVER happen because apparently I'm a freaking failure at doing anything right. -.-
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05-20-2014, 10:03 PM
Fuuchy, I am and will always envy you
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