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Old 05-20-2014, 09:21 PM

I can't.... I'm not at home and if sleeping last night didn't help... Napping sure won't.

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#9752
Old 05-20-2014, 09:23 PM

Understandable.

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#9753
Old 05-20-2014, 09:25 PM

Really there is no real way to get me out of this and it doesn't help that thing after thing keeps happening to just make it worse and worse but I can't show it. -.-

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Old 05-20-2014, 09:26 PM

No one told you you can't show it ._.

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#9755
Old 05-20-2014, 09:29 PM

I know that... -.- I'm perfectly aware of this...

But I've been living with this for years - and no one believed me and acted like I was making things up, so I NEVER show how much things are bothering me. EVER. -.-

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#9756
Old 05-20-2014, 09:31 PM

Hmm sometimes people don't believe things unless they see it for themselves~
For example people don't believe that I'm this short-sighted. They make me read far away boards and snatch my glasses, and they think it's fun. Oh well.

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#9757
Old 05-20-2014, 09:34 PM

Mine is NOTHING that anyone can ever experience or see for themselves. -.-
Nothing like that at all!

If you look at me, you can't even tell that I have a trait that causes me to struggle EVERY day... It isn't something that glasses or something will fix.

I went 22 years with my OWN parents not believing me...

Yeah I don't EVER show how hard socializing is because if I had my way I would never go out.... Ever. And that isn't something that normal people do. I act like I'm normal and I'm ok. I been putting up this front for years. I'll most likely do it for the rest of my life...

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#9758
Old 05-20-2014, 09:35 PM

What is it that you have?

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#9759
Old 05-20-2014, 09:36 PM

SPS - sensory processing sensitivity! (Making me a HSP).
Nothing has changed since I talked about it before.

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#9760
Old 05-20-2014, 09:39 PM

Oh.
Try to see the positive side of it?
Here ya go~ It's Good To Be Sensitive! - 25 Wonderful Aspects Of Highly Sensitive People

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#9761
Old 05-20-2014, 09:41 PM

Right now that won't help. I'm so much on edge that even sitting in the car trying to avoid people isn't helping. The cars going by, people driving around the parking lot. The person pushing the carts. :/

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#9762
Old 05-20-2014, 09:42 PM

Bookmark for future reference?

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#9763
Old 05-20-2014, 09:44 PM

I was looking at it and honestly some of those I wouldn't have on there like heightened senses. Because that is almost what makes my life almost unbearable at times.

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#9764
Old 05-20-2014, 09:45 PM

You could be a ninja!
I try to be but I'm one clumsy ninja.

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#9765
Old 05-20-2014, 09:45 PM

No. I will not be a ninja.
I'm too fat to be a ninja. -.-

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#9766
Old 05-20-2014, 09:46 PM

High five, me too, now that I think about it
I'll be, in the near future though

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#9767
Old 05-20-2014, 09:47 PM

... I've gone up in pant size. I'm gaining weight. I'm a freaking failure. :/
I've gone up not one but two pant sizes. From an 18 to a 22. -.-

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#9768
Old 05-20-2014, 09:49 PM

I've been losing wait since January!
I've gone down from 79kg to 72kg. I'm quite proud of my achievement so far.

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#9769
Old 05-20-2014, 09:51 PM

Good for you.

Doesn't help the fact that I was trying to lose weigh and I've managed to gain so much that I've gone up in pant sizes. Stupid fat failure! :/

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#9770
Old 05-20-2014, 09:54 PM

Swimming? Cardio? Pedometer? Water? Exercise? 7 minute-workouts? They all helped me so far. Especially the walking, since I pretty much don't have time for anything much >.< I study while I'm walking, so I kill two birds with a stone.

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#9771
Old 05-20-2014, 09:57 PM

I've been walking. EVERYWHERE. and I freaking gained weight. What's the point of even trying? -.- (that's being said as a rhetorical question.) there is no point. I have exercise induced asthma so any kind of activity causes it to act up. NO thank you! -.-
I'm just destined to be the fat overweight one forever no matter what I try. -.-

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#9772
Old 05-20-2014, 09:59 PM

Only one thing; one simply doesn't gain weight for nothing. You must be having more calories than you burn, that's the only way one would earn weight.

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#9773
Old 05-20-2014, 10:01 PM

My fast metabolism burns everything so i never gain weight
but i loose it.
i shrunk a pant size so bad some of my underwear wont fit
Though i am very tiny so i don't need any more weight to loose o-o

*just thought she'd jump in the convo*

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#9774
Old 05-20-2014, 10:01 PM

Whatever... -.- not like I care. Just more of me for my friends to laugh at and tell me now much more weight I need to loose that will NEVER happen because apparently I'm a freaking failure at doing anything right. -.-

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#9775
Old 05-20-2014, 10:03 PM

Fuuchy, I am and will always envy you

 


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