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Originally Posted by Kirin Rosenbaum
Ramble away Ling Ling.
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Will do.
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Originally Posted by The Wandering Poet
Rambles are good gold. What's it about?
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Haha...I had never thought about the extra gold gained from my ramblings.
In terms of what this one will be about? You'll have to just keep reading because at this stage I'm just beginning and there's no point trying to sum it up in a phrase though that will be a fun challenge at the end of this. It's like with writing an essay...you write the body and then the beginning and finish off with the conclusion. Or at least that was what we were taught when I was studying. Not that I ever followed that

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Firstly though, has been the thought that I may never be a mother. As someone who has always liked children even when I was technically a child myself, this is upsetting. Many of my friends are married and have at least one child in their family. And of course I’m happy for them, they deserve it. But even as I type this my eyes are starting to water and this is not the first time this has happened in recent times, and I suspect it won’t be the last either.
The unfortunate thing is, I am not in an ideal situation to try to conceive either. I am still looking for work, after a ridiculous length of time so am not in the best financial situation. Plus I’m not married nor am I in a relationship with a man who I would want have children with.
I have never been in a relationship either. Sometime last year I thought I’d try online dating as a way of meeting new guys. Over a period of about 10 months I had met several guys this way. But most of them were first meetings that never eventuated into a second meeting. It has been an interesting learning experience for me in relation to dating. It also reminded me that guys seem to find me, or at least my photos, attractive for whatever reason. Many of them told me that that was the main if not the only reason they chose to request me. This is both flattering and something I need to be wary of I think. Wary because they may be after a casual or friends with benefits type relationship.
*sigh*
So, in an attempt to sum all the above into a sentence:
TL;DR
Ling is upset by her present life situation.