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#6326
Old 12-14-2017, 08:00 PM

Hes right. U dont

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Old 12-18-2017, 01:00 PM

*pounces the thread*

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#6328
Old 12-18-2017, 07:36 PM

Ok. So this is an adult thread. R any of u gender x the unknown or am i the only one with transgender syndrome? Or is this subject too adult?

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#6329
Old 12-19-2017, 08:55 AM

I highly doubt that the subject is too adult!
I am not transgender, but i find the subject interesting from a curious bystsnder's point of view.

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#6330
Old 12-20-2017, 11:30 PM

From puberty til ? It makes u outcast or at best tolerated

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#6331
Old 12-21-2017, 12:30 AM

I have never heard of gender x or the unknown. :o
I know that some people are gender fluid, so they can switch between genders and some people are no gender at all. But I don't know if I have heard of someone's gender being "unknown".
That's really interesting!

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#6332
Old 12-21-2017, 12:41 AM

By ? I meant til u die.

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#6333
Old 12-21-2017, 02:39 AM

Ava, our pinkypisces friend often feels like a female with male plumbing.
He developed breasts while he was in the military.
I'm sure he can explain things better from his own point of view...
I find it sad that he feels like it has caused him to be an outcast!

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#6334
Old 12-21-2017, 03:44 AM

Ah, okay. That makes sense. :)
Yes, it would be great if he could explain it more. :D

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Old 12-21-2017, 02:00 PM

Well ava.i was a normal little boy. All lone ranger and popeye. Then i hit puberty and people including friends started telling me what a cute girl i would have been.i enlisted in the army at 17. I looked 12. By 21 i was a tall leggy cute blue eyed blonde with outdoor plumbing. I was constantly being addressed as miss. At 23 i started growing boobs. A dr stopped that with a shot but i still have small boobs but now u can only see them if i flex my sagging pects. Midde age sprhelpgave me a more regular guy look but from puberty til now i dont quite fit.
Here in london where we've retired to im accepted ,even if they think im touched. I have hormonal mood swings. Feel free to ask questions.

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Old 12-27-2017, 10:23 AM

I've been so depressed and bitter lately, I can hardly live with myself!
The only part of Christmas I enjoyed was watching the grandkids open their gifts.
All I seem to think about is wishing I had a home of my own to go to to do whatever I want to...whether it was to sleep all day or cry my eyes out!
I can't really do either when I am staying with others.
Hope and family are planning to go on a trip in a while...they will be gone for 7 days.
I will still need someone to lift Sarah during that week...so, other daughter assumes I will be staying with her and her family for that week.
She works all day, just as the BF does, so I can hardly see why staying at her house would be any easier on me.
A different setting almost guarantees that Sarah will stay awake most of the night...plus she expects Sarah to sleep in the same bed with me!
I haven't made my mind up, yet...but I would be more comfortable staying at Hope's house while they are away...where things are not new and Sarah has developed somewhat of a rountine.
I don't want to hurt other daughter's feelings, but I don't want Sarah to keep her kids awake when they need to get up early for school...
So...I am just stuck in the middle, wishing I didn't need to rely on anyone to do the lifting of Sarah for me...and feeling like I am an obligation and burden.
*sigh*
Oh! ...and where there was numbness where they cut nerves in my chest to do the bypass surgery, the nerves are starting to regenerate and I have been experiencing a type of pain that words can't even describe!
So...I am cranky, depressed and filled with anxiety all at the same time!
*ugh*
I hope all of this changes soon!

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#6337
Old 12-27-2017, 05:04 PM

I identify as gender fluid.

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Old 12-27-2017, 10:30 PM

i'm sorry things are going so poorly for you, Inzane. :( i really hope things get better soon, and that the pain goes away.

oh, and re. the previous conversation, i'm trans. i was assigned female at birth, and now i identify as a guy. i don't consider it a "syndrome" and i don't think it made me an outcast, although there are some things i have to put up with that cis (non-trans) people don't. i'm not intersex, which is what it sounds like pinkypisces is? but i don't consider being intersex a bad thing either. i think our differences are what make us great, you know?

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Old 12-28-2017, 12:20 AM

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Originally Posted by Inzanebraned View Post
I've been so depressed and bitter lately, I can hardly live with myself!
The only part of Christmas I enjoyed was watching the grandkids open their gifts.
All I seem to think about is wishing I had a home of my own to go to to do whatever I want to...whether it was to sleep all day or cry my eyes out!
I can't really do either when I am staying with others.
Hope and family are planning to go on a trip in a while...they will be gone for 7 days.
I will still need someone to lift Sarah during that week...so, other daughter assumes I will be staying with her and her family for that week.
She works all day, just as the BF does, so I can hardly see why staying at her house would be any easier on me.
A different setting almost guarantees that Sarah will stay awake most of the night...plus she expects Sarah to sleep in the same bed with me!
I haven't made my mind up, yet...but I would be more comfortable staying at Hope's house while they are away...where things are not new and Sarah has developed somewhat of a rountine.
I don't want to hurt other daughter's feelings, but I don't want Sarah to keep her kids awake when they need to get up early for school...
So...I am just stuck in the middle, wishing I didn't need to rely on anyone to do the lifting of Sarah for me...and feeling like I am an obligation and burden.
*sigh*
Oh! ...and where there was numbness where they cut nerves in my chest to do the bypass surgery, the nerves are starting to regenerate and I have been experiencing a type of pain that words can't even describe!
So...I am cranky, depressed and filled with anxiety all at the same time!
*ugh*
I hope all of this changes soon!
Whats your bf up too

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Old 12-28-2017, 02:18 AM

The BF has been sleeping on the couch at Hope's house and driving up the mountain every morning to work at the tire shop.
He complains a lot about not sleeping well and tends to be argumentative with me to the point that I rarely express my opinion about things for fear of being contradicted at every word.
He still has things stored at the trailer and a friend is staying there, so BF and friend have been sharing the rent on the trailer.
I refuse to go back to the trailer and if BF chooses to continue to pay a portion of the rent there, I may be looking for a place just big enough for Sarah and me when I have healed and won't need to rely on others to help me with Sarah.
I have a couple of months yet before I am healed, so a lot of things could change before then.
Most times these days I just feel like giving up on everything!...Sarah...The BF....My own happiness...
I would sigh a mega sigh but it hurts my chest to do so! * ow ow ow ow*

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#6341
Old 12-28-2017, 04:38 PM

I am pansexual and gender fluid. Not sure if I mentioned that here before.

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Old 12-28-2017, 08:13 PM

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i'm sorry things are going so poorly for you, Inzane. :( i really hope things get better soon, and that the pain goes away.

oh, and re. the previous conversation, i'm trans. i was assigned female at birth, and now i identify as a guy. i don't consider it a "syndrome" and i don't think it made me an outcast, although there are some things i have to put up with that cis (non-trans) people don't. i'm not intersex, which is what it sounds like pinkypisces is? but i don't consider being intersex a bad thing either. i think our differences are what make us great, you know?
Whats intersex ?

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Old 12-28-2017, 08:17 PM

it's a general term used for a variety of conditions in which a person has reproductive anatomy or secondary sex characteristics that don't fit the typical definitions of female or male. here's the wikipedia page on it: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex
i'm not sure if that's the term that fits you, and it's really up to how you want to define yourself! but it just sounded to me like that's what your situation is.

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#6344
Old 12-28-2017, 09:33 PM

*hugs her amazing friends*

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Old 12-28-2017, 11:55 PM

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it's a general term used for a variety of conditions in which a person has reproductive anatomy or secondary sex characteristics that don't fit the typical definitions of female or male. here's the wikipedia page on it: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intersex
i'm not sure if that's the term that fits you, and it's really up to how you want to define yourself! but it just sounded to me like that's what your situation is.
That sounds right. My frame was female but w male sexual traits.
My shrink offered to put me into a sexual realignment program but at 63 im gonba let well enough alone

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#6346
Old 12-29-2017, 02:45 PM

*hugs Pinky*

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Old 12-29-2017, 04:37 PM

On the bright side, i have a wife and family who love me and i couldn't b prouder or more grateful for my son in law and grandkids. So playing dress up on here is fulfilling to me somehow but i wouldn't change my life now. Me my wife and my youngest sister all live in this giant mobile home. 16 x 80. Its ours and we have enough retirement so we dont need food stamps or anything. The lord has blessed me and my family greatly and i say thank u jesus everyday.

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#6348
Old 12-30-2017, 08:28 AM

Today has been one of the worst emotional days of my life...I just wish I could dissappear without it hurting Hope!
*ugh*

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#6349
Old 12-30-2017, 02:43 PM

Im so sorry.

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Old 12-31-2017, 02:37 PM

*hugs the thread*

 


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