Yeah, you have to trust your own body first because the doctors can't feel what you're feeling!

Yeah, I was in a really bad place for a while there because I was just so depressed that no one was listening to me while I was getting even sicker xP BUT that's all gonna change now :3

I'm so glad things are better now and those bad doctors are no longer seeing you!

I once had a doctor prescribe me some meds for depression and it just ended up making me be in a perpetually bad temper instead. That hadn't been fun. ;;

Yeah I kept telling them the depression/anxiety was from always being sick and not being able to function properly and they were all like "nah it's in your head" uh, no. I'm not taking your pills. If I was depressed for no reason, then yeah. But I know what's causing it

Depression, no matter the cause or non-cause, sucks I'm glad we're both in a better place now

I stopped taking the pills pretty quickly after I found myself constantly in a bad mood, then after a few years I went to the doctor again and this time he gave me different pills that actually helped so I guess I got lucky. ;;

Good! Yeah it sucks that there's not like just one standard pill that works for everyone xP I'm not against people that take them, I just didn't feel like it was right for me this time.

Yeah, if there isn't really a need for them, it's best not to take them since their side effects can be pretty bad.

Depression does suck! I wish it would go away and leave me alone, forever! >.<

Same here.

What is the item the background in your avatar from? It looks amazing!

The current one?
It's a layering of the house background from Storybook Journey and the storm on Indra's Storms. :)

The one with the mountains~ And also what's the rain from?

Looking amazing with the new outfit Moony!

Okay, there we go - I think I'm happy with how this has turned out -- decided to let myself turn off the protection just long enough to be able to use all the pretty multi-equip poses -- it was time for me to change my avatar. It's been way too long since I had changed it!

I kinda wish I could keep an avatar for a while before changing; I change around too much!

Love the autumny look!

The mountains?
The one I had on briefly? Ummmmm... I think that one was part of the Camping Adventures CI. If I'm remembering correctly.

And the rain is from Springtime Showers. :)

Thanks!! I decided it was time for a change!

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I'm just gonna throw everyone off who's used to the other look as I've had that other outfit on for so long.

Ohh, cool. I guess I just happened to catch you during the few moments when you had it on.

How long did you have the previous outfit on for?

LOL, I decided I was not up for those colors because I had similar colors with my one I had on for way too long so I decided to go with this one instead of the pastels that background would give me..

Like a year and a half? Maybe longer? Actually I think coming up on maybe like 2 years? LOL -- but I did take a lot of unintentional hiatuses in that time due to the kiddos and things keeping me from getting on. Haha!

Yeah, sometimes I want to just go in a completely different direction from previous outfits just to do something differently. ;D

Wow that's a long time! XDD One of the first things I did after returning from my hiatus asides from going through some recent Announcement threads was to change my avatar because I've had it on for so long xD;;

I've been drooling over storybook journey for so long not as much as cheezy romance but

Anta: Yeah, I needed a break from the pinks!

Well... I did come back to want to change it up -- but then there was all the mess with the multi-equip not working... And then me not being okay with wanting to disable the thing to be able to use them. I broke and let myself turn it off temporarily to change it tonight.

Ruby: Wanna play around with mine? :D

Not at the moment buuuuutttt I might take you up on that offer in the future If you guys ever need to borrow something I have please don't hesitate to ask too

Okay! Just let me know if you want to play around with it in the future! And if I'm around I'll definitely send it your way. ^_^
I give you permission to ping me to get my attention. :P <3

Sounds good! ^_^

Thanks Moonu! You're the best

How's you tonight? How have the kiddos been?

I broke pretty quickly because I wanted to change my outfit so badly. Before I read the thread about how to get around the multi-equip issue I briefly panicked because I couldn't get them to work. ;;

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*pokes Ruby* Check your trades

NISTY WHAT?! ARE YOU LETTING ME BORROW THIS OR IS IT FOR KEEPS?

You're welcome!

Norah and Em were both no struggle to get them down -- they're both still getting over their colds, but thankfully on the downhill part of that so they'll be better soon hopefully -- it'll be a low key weekend for sure. So they're both super snuggly and less full of energy than usual. My poor sick babies.
James is asleep, as should I because he'll be awake in about an hour and a half... but I'm here so eh... might as well stay up. The hubs can get up with him if I crash before he wakes up. I made sure to pump enough so he'll be set for tonight if he ends up getting up with his mini-me not me. :)
I'm doing okay, kinda headachy, but trying to get a few things done before I allow myself to hide from my computer screen.

How're you doing?