I was merely hinting at the textual kind of spam =p

HIM had images of Jack getting spam out of cans and hurling it round.

That's a funny mental image HIM

HIM's got to wait and see when HIM can apply for HIM's job again.

-wipes hands off on shirt-
That is rather revolting..

Btw
if i fade in and out
Netflix finally loaded up
watchin' the Doctor

-raises a thumb-
That's cool Star. I might just head to bed. I've had only 4 hours of sleep last night.

Nighty night Jack

-waves- nighty night guys!

Night Jack
Sleep well

Sorry I just disappeared. I like to cut getting to places fine.

~facedesks~

~facedesks~
stupid asexual crap... no feelings...people getting hurt...

Asexual =/= aromantic. Or that you lack any other feelings than sexual attraction.

but I do lack any sexual attraction.
No sexual desire
I don't even get turned on for christ's sake...

I feel abnormal

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I have no sexual attraction, or really any physical attraction to anyone
and it's awful
I feel like i'm not normal
I feel like I should be feeling and doing things I can't
I just
I can't feel anything

I feel like a robot

That's what I meant, sorry if I wasn't clear. I thought someone was suggesting you lacked emotions which is BS for lack of a more eloquent term.

I think sexual desire is as much a spectrum as any other aspect. Some people are hypersexual. That's just the other end of the spectrum.

Are you aware of AVEN? I was educated a lot about asexuality by a friend and this one of the resources they used.

I over think
I over analyse what I think I should be feeling
What I think I should be doing, how I should be reacting
and I act it out
I go through the motions of what I think it is I should do
because I can't feel it

My heart is scarred, but they're not from other people
they're scars I've put there myself because it's what I thought I was supposed to feel

Friends
that's all I'll ever have
Friends

I feel like I can't feel love, I can't love people
It's impossible for me to
I can care about them
I can care about them so much
but I'll never love them

They'll never make my heart soar
or skip a beat
or make me blush awkwardly by just saying my name
or make me want to give them the moon on a string, just to see them smile
They'll never make me feel or act the way so many people will, are, and have...

I'll never get my happily ever after.

I don't know where the idea that love is the be all and end all of everything comes from. Even if you're successful in other areas people will always ask when you're getting married and settling down etc. If that's the criteria they measure value by than that's their problem.

I don't think I've ever truly been in love and I don't think I'm any less of a person for that.

*pokes the Kat mod*

Hey Jeanie. *rubs purple on you*

Yay purple.

congrats on being a mod.

Thanks Jeanie. :)

I thought my mum was going to bed... I want control of the telly.

goodnight guys

see you in the morning

Night Star, hope you feel better after some sleep.

Oh Star dearie. You shouldn't feel bad about how your soul works. Also you shouldn't measure yourself and your sexuality with one relationship or crush. Finding out what you like and what you want takes time. Do you think everyone knows exqactly what they want and things like such?
I think not so much. I believe you do feel love, you just have a different way of loving someone. A way that most young adults as myself cannot quite grasp, simply because we don't know that kind of love yet. It complicates things for you, because you have to make others understand that you don't quite fall in love the way they do. perhaps you need to try out more of life and loving before you understand yourself fully. Perhaps not.
But I think yiu'll find yourself capable of loving if it's the right person, right time and the right understanding from both parties.

On a completely different note; using a mobilephone to post things like this, might not be a good idea. Please ignore the typos…

Well said, Jack. Phone hasn't limited your eloquence.

I was also reminded last night that romantic love is the not the only form of love.