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#301
Old 08-06-2013, 11:16 PM

Sounds like they just need a reality check. Tell them, "I missed you too. You should come see me more often." See how they respond ;)

Ah, end of the month. Okay :D

My summer break finally started... August 1. I have two blessed weeks to myself before I have to start teaching classes again.

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Old 08-06-2013, 11:21 PM


hiya, mai!
have a wonderful break!

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#303
Old 08-07-2013, 12:16 AM

I know they'd tell me that I should still come and see them more because they don't want to come and drive the 45 minutes to my parents... just wait till I'm in LA... I'll be 7 hours from them... And I'm to the point of not fully caring anymore, because I'm just annoyed with them all. -.-

Yep, we drive down I think on the 23rd, then move in is the 24th and classes start on the 26th. =]

OH AWESOME!!! <3 What do you have planned for your short break? Two weeks? That's not enough time but hey, at least you do have a bit of a break. =] Yay! ^_^

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Old 08-07-2013, 12:17 AM


i hope you have a wonderful semester, nemo!

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Old 08-07-2013, 12:18 AM

Thanks, I'm totally stressing myself out over it.

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Old 08-07-2013, 12:23 AM


aw, don't stress, you'll have a wonderful time!

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Old 08-07-2013, 12:36 AM

I don't handle change well. And no matter how much I tell myself that - what you're saying - it doesn't help. >.< Doesn't help that I'm still in a meh mood because of everything else...

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#308
Old 08-07-2013, 12:37 AM


well have a safe trip and move

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Old 08-07-2013, 12:39 AM

Because the last time I moved far from home, I crashed and burned badly - like horribly... And that honestly is psyching me out. :( And I'll be in a different situation than I'm used to, and I'm now stressing that my sign isn't enough and I'll fail at being able to communicate properly. T_T UGH! I hate my 'what if's' because I know I need to stop it, but I can't.

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Old 08-07-2013, 01:13 AM


what if you sign wonderfully?
what if you make great friends?
what if it's the best move of you life?

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:06 AM

I don't have very many plans beyond simply relaxing and taking things easy :)

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:36 AM

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what if you sign wonderfully?
what if you make great friends?
what if it's the best move of you life?
I'm in a 3 hour seminar with no interpreter, if I can't stay up with the teacher, I'm sunk. I've not taken a class in over a year and a half, and I know I'm rusty, and I struggle to keep up....
I'm just tired of people not listening to what I have to say - what if all I need is someone to listen to me get out my insecurities, without telling me that I am saying the wrong things, because that is what I am feeling like most people are acting like... I just need someone to listen, not to act like I am saying what I should not be saying.

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I don't have very many plans beyond simply relaxing and taking things easy :)
Sounds like a good plan there to me! :D

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#313
Old 08-07-2013, 02:40 AM


i have faith in you, nemo
i am sure it will all come rushing back to you
your speed will pick up and you won't struggle
how you feel is valid and i think a lot of people are showing you support.
i try to show you support but if you just want me to listen i can do that, too.

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#314
Old 08-07-2013, 02:42 AM

Well, the whole acting like all you have to say is the opposite of what I have to say, is starting to bother me. I just have to get it out and when people only start acting like what I'm saying doesn't matter makes me just very frustrated and as if what I'm saying doesn't matter. >.< D:

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:43 AM


i won't bother you anymore

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:44 AM

And this is exactly why I don't bother anymore on this site.

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#317
Old 08-07-2013, 02:45 AM


because i agree to do as you ask?

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:49 AM

No, because apparently nothing I say is right, and maybe all I need is just to vent and not be told that I need to stop going the direction I am going. I'm one of those people that when I'm in a blah upset stressed frustrated mood, I just need to get things out... and lately I just feel like no matter what I say, most people just brush me off, when I just need someone who's there and willing to listen. I do know that I can do this etc etc etc... but that doesn't stop me from being totally freaked out and upset and frustrated and unsure if I can do this if that makes sense.

I just need to vent and not having a ton of friends in person, because believe it or not, I am actually really shy and quiet and all that offline, I look online for people to talk to.

I just feel like I'm always brushed to the side no matter what I say and I am getting tired of that.

Anyways, doesn't really matter. Blah, whatever.

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Old 08-07-2013, 02:52 AM


i have never ever b rushed you to the side
i try to address what you say because you told me i don't reply to what you type
i am not trying to say, nor have i ever said you are wrong in what you say.
in fact i did just say your feelings are valid.
i am, or was, just trying to be positive and support you.
it's my nature to be positive and to support my friends, which i consider you one of.

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#320
Old 08-08-2013, 02:14 AM

oh darlings :(

Hummy, you are always full of wonderful encouragement and have always talked with me. Thank you.

Nemo, you are so stressed and upset right now. It must make life harder. I hope you find a reason to be happy again someday.

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#321
Old 09-15-2013, 07:40 PM

My life has gotten even more stressful, new school, new people, new living situation, new town... And to top it off, my roommate is in the hospital because she needs surgery to get a tumor removed from her spine and we don't know how this is all going to play out. I'm currently, for the most part, at home with her dog, because it's too hard for her to have the dog with her at the hospital.

My life never seems to slow down with it's being stressful. :(

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#322
Old 09-15-2013, 09:26 PM

*bounces into thread* I'm bored.

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#323
Old 09-15-2013, 09:27 PM

Hi bored. I'm stressed.

How're you doing? Other than being bored.

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Old 09-16-2013, 01:46 AM

Pretty good. I hope you can relieve that stress cause being stress is never fun.

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Old 09-16-2013, 03:19 AM

That's good.

I've been stressed for months now with no sign of it letting up. I just want to go home. T_T and I can't. :( I don't have time! I've been breaking down crying a few times a day these days. :( I just can't take this anymore. I need to try to focus on me, but whenever I try that, things just continue to fall apart.

 


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