No you're not you're a lovely person you just need to find a nice group.

There's very few people who still have friends from high school.

I don't eat a lot - I do have the money, I just forget to eat.
And I still don't lose as much weight as I know she wants me to. (Not saying I am losing weight because she wants me to, just that she has this image of what she wants someone to look like and I'll never be that person... -.-)
She makes me want to freaking SCREAM... she makes comments, at times, about how much I'm eating... how little I exercise (excuse me for having exercise induced asthma...!)
It's like I'm making excuses to not lose weight...

And actually, her acting the way that she's acting... makes me want to eat more! D: Because it pisses me off and stresses me out.
How can someone who swears that they love me like a sister, act like I'm not good enough for them. :/ Are they really ashamed of how I look? :(

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Heh... friend group... yeah, that'll send me into headaches - friend groups cause too much noise which gives me headaches. :/ -.-

I'm not ashamed of how you look Cloud because you're, as Afrodonkey says, bootiful !

Sometimes I feel like that's just words... and people don't mean what they say. :/
That's happened more times than I'd like to admit - that people say one thing but mean the other.

Sometimes you've got to take things at face value. Like when they say "have a nice day" when you're leaving a shop they probably don't mean it but it's nice to hear.

Oh, those things I do take at face value... Although you can tell when someone genuinely means it.

Is it green yet?! *stares at sig*

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Yay it;s green!

Although i still don't seem to be over the target line, why have i fallen behiiind!

I dunno what else to write without waiting for a reply from the partners xD

Just trying to finish up my avatar before making myself go and do laundry.

I've not actually tried the seasons bounty tree's yet xD
I just wanted the apples haha

You just need to ignore those thoughts that creep in giving you self doubt and yell BACK FOUL BEAST at them.

Also CLoud i like it, it's very springtime and cute :)

What does she expect, for you to lose 5lbs over night? Like that doesn't work, honey. It takes time to lose weight.
My best friend is a bit on the heavy side, but I don't shame her or tell her that she should lose weight. When she came to me and told me she wanted to lose weight, I Just supported her. But she went and got herself preggers, aha. OMG, I can't believe I'm gonna be an aunt. I'm too young for this, haha.
I'm not ashamed of hanging out with anyone.. My words are not just empty, I mean what I say.

The only empty words I have are when everything gets too much and I declare I'm going to Egypt to become a camel farmer.

HIM: Easier said than done.

Lavi: Thanks. I'm trying to make an avatar of myself. :P Which is why it keeps changing.

Vanora: Oh, see thing is she's started exercising more over the past year and a half or so... and so she knows it's a gradual thing... but if she can do it, apparently so can everyone else. D:
And it's ok to mention how much someone eats... Excuse me for being hungry!
And she seems to get upset when I go to stay with her and when she wants to go for a walk to get out of the house and I chose not to go, apparently I'm doing the wrong thing by choosing to not go with her. I told her I don't mind her going by herself. I'm fine saying at her place while she goes for a walk. She goes by herself all the time. She doesn't need me there with her.

I miss being an Aunt to my friends toddlers T_T

I need to make more mommy friends so they let me babysit!

Ugh, I so want kids... :( Like so bad! T_T

I ended up having CBT which has helped combat that negative thought process which fueled anxiety.

Cloud - why don't we just forget about men, move in together, then we can purchase sperm from the banks and be a best buddy parent couple! xDD

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(im actually considering going that way y'no. but we shall see, love is just not on my priority list right now, but i wanna be a mummyyy)

Lavi: At this rate, that sounds like a pretty good plan to me!! XD

No childrens here, althought possability of being an egg donor.

i wanted to be an egg donor, but i don't think they'd let me because of arthritis and heart disease in the family, they want healthy eggs don't they xD

I've offered for a friend if she needs it.

Cloud: - Your friend needs to be more understanding. She's the one whose not doing it right by not being supportive. Just because she can do it, it definitely doesn't mean everyone else can.

Can I be included too, Lavi? Haha. I don't think love and I are meant to be~

Vanora: I have told her how it makes me feel - she's stopped for now. But I know it's only a matter of time before the comments start back up again. :/

Well, she can keep on keeping her comments to herself.