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Old 08-31-2014, 12:33 AM

Amane: Ah, the storm got in the way for a second, I can get that.

Wondy: Yeah, I'll be alright, I been through worse, it's how I got this way, lol.

XD

Yeah, I'm sort of a turd when I'm not on all my drugs, but if I never learn how not to be a turd without them I'll never be free. It's like when I stopped smoking. I was a total bitch to everyone, explained millions of times that it was because I was quitting smoking, and I got through it with only the occasional relapse, lol.

I see it as a chance to grow and get over myself, if nothing else. I have to learn to live with myself one way or another, and I'd prefer to at least try to do it with a minimum of expensive chemical dependencies. XD

I can see I've gotten way better over the past few years, so I know I can be alright. Maybe not awesome all the time, but alright enough. I just get tired of not feeling healthy, and stuff.


Ooh, looky, it's raining Korean boys! Holy freaking crap.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:36 AM

In order for my internet to connect
my laptop has to be in such a weird postilion. >.<

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:37 AM

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What time do you usually have to sleep to get a good rest?
Dunno, having a place to sleep when I get tired would help, but usually people are over using the room I sleep in so I have to wait for them to pass out or move before I can sleep.

I do like to sleep for 12+ hours though at a time

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Amane: Ah, the storm got in the way for a second, I can get that.

Wondy: Yeah, I'll be alright, I been through worse, it's how I got this way, lol.

XD

Yeah, I'm sort of a turd when I'm not on all my drugs, but if I never learn how not to be a turd without them I'll never be free. It's like when I stopped smoking. I was a total bitch to everyone, explained millions of times that it was because I was quitting smoking, and I got through it with only the occasional relapse, lol.

I see it as a chance to grow and get over myself, if nothing else. I have to learn to live with myself one way or another, and I'd prefer to at least try to do it with a minimum of expensive chemical dependencies. XD

I can see I've gotten way better over the past few years, so I know I can be alright. Maybe not awesome all the time, but alright enough. I just get tired of not feeling healthy, and stuff.


Ooh, looky, it's raining Korean boys! Holy freaking crap.
I don't really have that option to just get over things and be off my meds all the time.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:39 AM

I used to be surprised at the mount of footage of Lee Joon shirtless. Then I saw the amount of footage of Rain shirtless.
/look for pictures of Rain or Joon
/abs everywhere
/don't mind me; I don't see the attractiveness of it

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:40 AM


+

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xD

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:41 AM

/lurks

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:43 AM

You know what just happened? I said out loud, in a sort of squeaky voice, "Oh my gosh! Keno, you're here!"

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:43 AM

I been building up to this for a long time, Imagi, and I see you, Kenome.

There was a time when I had no options at all, like not even the freedom to get up and walk out of a place, but I've come a long way since then.

I'm not an advocate of people not doing what they need to do, not by a long shot. I just feel this is what I need to do at this point in my life, is all.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:43 AM

Anybody get the references?
Maybe I should have rearranged the order.
xDD

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:44 AM

I guess i am going to leave now..

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:45 AM

FUU DON'T YOU LEAVE

THE KPOP CAN MOVE

//CLINGS

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:46 AM

Where are you going, Fuu?

You can't just leave me now, don't you realize I've shackled you to the wall?

Come back here!

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:46 AM

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/lurks
Well hey there stranger

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I been building up to this for a long time, Imagi, and I see you, Kenome.

There was a time when I had no options at all, like not even the freedom to get up and walk out of a place, but I've come a long way since then.

I'm not an advocate of people not doing what they need to do, not by a long shot. I just feel this is what I need to do at this point in my life, is all.
I'm bi-polar and simply no better then to try and do it without meds because for many years I did just that and fucked up my life pretty good, along with doing a lot of shitty things to myself.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:46 AM

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FUU DON'T YOU LEAVE

THE KPOP CAN MOVE

//CLINGS
All my replies are being ignored so
have a good night.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:48 AM

That one black-and-white picture where all of SHINee has giant hats. *collapses*

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:48 AM

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Dunno, having a place to sleep when I get tired would help, but usually people are over using the room I sleep in so I have to wait for them to pass out or move before I can sleep.

I do like to sleep for 12+ hours though at a time



I don't really have that option to just get over things and be off my meds all the time.
Your sleep is more important than their socialising or whatever!

Holy crap that is a long time. I think after that I'd feel so much more tired than reenergised.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:49 AM

I suffer from depression and ADHD and don't take meds.
I also have psoriasis, and excoriation disorder.
There are a number of things wrong with PiM!
Not to mention having an alter ego that I use hide from situations.
:/

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:50 AM

I'm afraid of everything. Whee!

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:50 AM

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In order for my internet to connect
my laptop has to be in such a weird postilion. >.<
That really sucks.
D:

Sorry for not replying, the thread is moving so quick~
D:

What kind of position is it in?


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That one black-and-white picture where all of SHINee has giant hats. *collapses*
This one?

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:52 AM

Yeah, that one‼ I have a huuuge version of it saved on my computer. It would be awesome to use it as a desktop wallpaper one day. That's, like, my favorite SHINee group picture of all time.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:52 AM

I hate bad internets. I had to stay somewhere once on a road trip, and I literally had to cram myself into a corner to get the wireless to work. It was a total bummer.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:52 AM

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Your sleep is more important than their socialising or whatever!

Holy crap that is a long time. I think after that I'd feel so much more tired than reenergised.
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I suffer from depression and ADHD and don't take meds.
I also have psoriasis, and excoriation disorder.
There are a number of things wrong with PiM!
Not to mention having an alter ego that I use hide from situations.
:/
If it was just depression or anxiety I'd be able to handle it without meds. But bi-polar + anxiety...yeah fuck that.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:54 AM

I keep having panic attacks, because I'm afraid I'm going to be late for work, and have to reboot whenever I get there.
D:

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:55 AM

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I keep having panic attacks, because I'm afraid I'm going to be late for work, and have to reboot whenever I get there.
D:
I don't have panic attacks, I just have non stop worrying/obsessing over various things and eventually drive myself up a wall.

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Old 08-31-2014, 12:55 AM

CREASES IN MY DRAWING PAPER. *hurts things*

 


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