they won't talk to you about it but they TELL OTHER PEOPLE

Originally Posted by Amane

I can't tell them anything because they won't never bring it up again. And they'll tell people I really don't want knowing. I'll get questions I really don't want to answer and requests I really don't want to and cannot fulfill!

Oh, Chocolate Cream Cheese...
That's what it looks like. I Was thinking like Chocolate cheddar cheese or something. xD
But that's still wrong. xD I'd not have that. xD

aw HIMmie is so sweet

Originally Posted by HIM_ROCK

Does HIM need to find out where Cloud is and send forbidden chocolate

But chocolate and cheddar tastes good. It sounds totally wrong but it tastes good. Like chocolate milkshake and fries.

... I'm not convinced by either combination.

But I'm fond of chocolate covered bacon.

Originally Posted by hummy

they won't talk to you about it but they TELL OTHER PEOPLE

I said "they won't never talk about it again." I didn't mean it as a double negative. I want them to never bring it up again to anyone unless I bring it up first. BUT they don't do that. They talk with me about it AND other people. Often. As much as I'd rather them not. They don't like secret-keeping. If I tell them, I tell the world.

HIM was dissapointed that the gummy bacon isn't bacon flavoured

... What flavour was it?

CHOCOLATE BACON. SPAGHETTI TACOS.

Speck of lint flies through the air.
Mistake it for a bug and JUMP AND SCREAM AND DIE.

Gummy bacon is STRAWBERRY flavour.

... The actual fuck.

once i quote your posts it's so hard to read
and with long posts, not complaining, i can't remember what i wanted to reply to
so if i forget something or don't address something please forgive me
i get frustrated about not replying properly anymore

the two days are over so we'll move forward
find something that energizes you
or helps you feel stronger
for me it's cuties, not for you though =(
and white noise helps me, too
google things you like with 'energize'
see if anything that appeals to you comes up

i'm glad i didn't spoil anything for you.
maybe we can do a min-mar-a-thon one weekend together
i missed a few seasons in the beginning i think
i always think of you when i watch it,
and i started watching it because you loved it

the think about forgiving is it's more for you than for the other person/people
i still see my father being so kind and thoughtful to others daughters and nothing toward me
it still hurts but i just don't dwell on it anymore, that's the way he is and he won't change
i will always love him and wish i had the same relationship as when i was little
but my mother ruined that and i can't make time rewind.

okay i ate some roast beef and cucumbers now i have to take meds
if i missed replying to anything please repost and i will reply =3
ya know i love you and want you to be happy *hugs*

Originally Posted by CloudDreamer

I have five days, I can do homework tomorrow. I've spent two days draining my energy - when I had little to no energy to begin with... because of my stupid roommates. -.- And their immaturity and treating me like crap. That drained my energy like no other on Monday night and I still don't have it back fully.

I've not watched it recently, I don't have the time to.
I think I'm at least a full season behind now.

Yeah, for me I try to forgive... and then it happens again. So sorry if I can't forgive people... but I'm tired of having people tell me "we're here for you" and then them turning around and stabbing me in the back... MORE times than I would like to admit. -.- And then nothing happening because "it's just their opinions. They're not actually bullying..." -.- And then blaming things on me... So sorry, no. Mene honestly isn't as nice a place as everyone thinks it is... -.- It really isn't. And sometimes I'm tired of being told "This is an amazing place." Yeah, well apparently they don't see the other side where people actually are bullies to others and they're allowed to get away with it as no one truly cares about how others are treated... Just saying. Because that's the side that I've seen... And One of these days, I will walk away, sign out and never sign back in again.

I'm glad that you had contact with your family during this time with your dad. How's he doing?

I'm not actually sure what she's taking. They're Psych classes, but I can't think of the names of them. I can't even remember what days she has classes. D:

---------- Post added 02-12-2015 at 10:58 AM ----------

And chocolate will not fix this. Nothing will.

GOSH, I love to sing when no one can hear!

.___. I'm finishing up my Valentine's gift today.

... Every container I own is still full of chocolate and candy from my lover's Christmas present. ... And there's two, three more bags of it left... And he's going to get me another batch of chocolate and candies for Valentine's day.

WHERE PUT.

Maybe I should ask for some nice, pretty candy jars for the next holiday. xD

Originally Posted by hummy

once i quote your posts it's so hard to read
and with long posts, not complaining, i can't remember what i wanted to reply to
so if i forget something or don't address something please forgive me
i get frustrated about not replying properly anymore

the two days are over so we'll move forward
find something that energizes you
or helps you feel stronger
for me it's cuties, not for you though =(
and white noise helps me, too
google things you like with 'energize'
see if anything that appeals to you comes up

i'm glad i didn't spoil anything for you.
maybe we can do a min-mar-a-thon one weekend together
i missed a few seasons in the beginning i think
i always think of you when i watch it,
and i started watching it because you loved it

the think about forgiving is it's more for you than for the other person/people
i still see my father being so kind and thoughtful to others daughters and nothing toward me
it still hurts but i just don't dwell on it anymore, that's the way he is and he won't change
i will always love him and wish i had the same relationship as when i was little
but my mother ruined that and i can't make time rewind.

okay i ate some roast beef and cucumbers now i have to take meds
if i missed replying to anything please repost and i will reply =3
ya know i love you and want you to be happy *hugs*

Sorry, I'll try to keep posts not so long.

Yeah, but I can't just jump into homework the day after - I'll do homework tomorrow.
I need a day or two to decompress after classes, especially since I did both of those days on low energy.
I use a white noise app on my tablet to try to help me sleep. :] I have a few mixes of sounds on it that are lovely. :]

I just have to find the time, and somewhere to watch the latest season, as it's not on Netflix first. That's mainly why I'm so far behind.

Yeah, understandable - but as soon as I try to let the past go... it comes up and smacks me full on the in the face and makes me regret forgiving people.

I'm glad that you're taking your meds and eating. I need to go and figure out something for lunch.

HIM found a chicken shaped lollipop which is vegamaterian

That's an interesting combination there.

OH.

I GOT MY BOYFRIEND A ROOSTER SHAPED LOLLIPOP.

IT WAS CALLED A COCK SUCKER.

GEDDIT.

GEDDIT.

/ispunched.

Hello everyone! I'm back from getting groceries! YAAY I have food again!! ^_^

---------- Post added 02-12-2015 at 02:39 PM ----------

Originally Posted by Dystopia

OH.

I GOT MY BOYFRIEND A ROOSTER SHAPED LOLLIPOP.

IT WAS CALLED A COCK SUCKER.

GEDDIT.

GEDDIT.

/ispunched.

OMG LMAO!!!!!!

Classic.

DIA'S HERE!

AHAHAHAi'msomature.

Mulie and I are gonna be rolling in spendable gold for the next CI.

what the what?!!
how disappointing!
give me bacon

Originally Posted by HIM_ROCK

Gummy bacon is STRAWBERRY flavour.

GIVE ME BACON OR GIVE ME DEATH?

And I'm here trying not to let my mood take a nose dive... yeah... not working...
I'm leaving. -.- I'm tired of being reminded that I'm all alone yet most other people have significant others, but I have no one to love me... -.- Bye.