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Old 05-22-2015, 10:16 AM

Yeah, well, it feels like a long time, anyway.

So much has happened and all, like real life stuff, and I was without internets for a long time...

Lack of internets makes time act funny, you know? Seems like forever.

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:19 AM

Hmmm, that's true.
In my case, having the internet makes forever seem like even longer.

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:26 AM

LOL

I can pass a whole day in what seems like two hours when I'm online.

Without internets, all I have to occupy my time is washing clothes and dishes, and trying to make money. Which makes it all seem like a drag.

My only worry is that I'll stop wanting to go anywhere and do anything again... I was a bit of a shut-in for a while there.

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:28 AM

I wish I could do that.
Online is great. I can talk to my girlfriend and everything. But it makes me realize how long it's been since I've seen her and it freaking sucks.

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:40 AM

Yeah. This is true. Hey, at least you can look forward to seeing her again! Look at it that way!

Yeah, I know. I'm no help at all. -_-;

Me, I don't know if I'm even cut out for any kind of romantic relationship. For the past several months I've been thinking it over, and I've realized that I really don't care anymore. If I have needs, well, that's what hands are for. Nobody ever has or probably ever will love me (ME, not some other me that exists to help me deal with reality) the way I would want or need to be loved, and I simply can't be expected to cater to another's heart when nobody can really cater to mine.

It's kind of liberating, but leaves me a bit melancholy, either way.

What's really fucked-up is that I know at least two people who think of me as the best thing that ever happened to their lives, and swear up and down that they love me, but I just don't feel it.

I know I'm probably the one who has the problem, but being the one in charge of my life, I think I should be the one to decide what to do with my heart, so meh.

I'm actually sort of jealous of people in love, I mean, they have each other and the comfort of knowing it, but maybe I'm just different and it's okay to be this way too, who knows?

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:45 AM

Eh. You're doing something bad there. You're overthinking. Don't do that.

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Old 05-22-2015, 10:52 AM

Yeah, screw it.

Bad Mousy, bad. XD

Did you know I actually argue with myself over how obsessively I overthink things? I can actually point out several major benefits of accelerated critical thinking, for that matter. But then yeah, I see where you're coming from, as well.

I blame books. Books and all those thinking people who wrote them, they, yes, THEY did this to me!

I should take up drinking or something, instead. XD

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Old 05-22-2015, 11:00 AM

... I don't know if that's better or worse.

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Old 05-22-2015, 11:04 AM

It worked for James Joyce... but then he was Irish, I believe... and died penniless... <_<;

Either way, I just accept that I'm weird and different now. I might be a changeling or something.

Pretty sure that's what it is. XD

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Old 05-22-2015, 11:05 AM

The Irish are quite a unique group, if nothing else.

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Old 05-22-2015, 11:13 AM

Yeah... that's one way of putting it!

I know several Irish people, and they all seem different on the outside, but damned if they aren't eerily similar on the inside.

Ugh, I've been waiting for Jelly to show up, but I think sleep is overriding my desire to see her. I've yawned twenty times or more while typing this...

I might need to head that way in a minute. I've got a comfy (yeah, right) rollaway bed and it's calling to me...

And after all the rain yesterday the fan is actually blowing cool air instead of hot muck, so yeah.

EDIT: Yeah, I'm going to sleepytown. I'll be back, and I won't even jinx it this time by swearing it'll be soon. Go me!

*knocks on particle board*

Goodnight, Mr. Sleepy! Goodnight, Mene! Goodnight, everyone!

*heads off to flop out on the foldy bed thing with the inch-thick "mattress"*

XD

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Old 05-22-2015, 12:10 PM

Someone/something feels familiar here.

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Old 05-22-2015, 12:12 PM

I'll leave that to you to work out.

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Old 05-22-2015, 12:25 PM

*gonzo voice* This looks familiar.. Vaguely familiar.

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Old 05-22-2015, 11:46 PM

Mene is so dead today. :(
It makes me so sad.

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Old 05-23-2015, 12:32 AM

I killed the thread for 11 hours! D:

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Old 05-23-2015, 12:40 AM

You murdered this poor thread in cold blood. ;_;

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Old 05-23-2015, 12:50 AM



This is what I'm doing this weekend.

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Old 05-23-2015, 02:51 AM

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Someone/something feels familiar here.
...kashira, kashira, gozonji kashira?

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Old 05-23-2015, 04:17 AM

I wish I knew what you were talking about.

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Old 05-23-2015, 04:20 AM

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I wish I knew what you were talking about.
I was quoting the Shadow Girls from Shoujo Kakumei Utena.

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Old 05-23-2015, 04:32 AM

Ah, I see. I want to watch and get into Utena some time. I love the style and I watched a fight scene, it looked incredible.

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Old 05-23-2015, 05:26 AM

Don't do that to me, Raven. I thought that was bacon.

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Old 05-23-2015, 05:35 AM

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Don't do that to me, Raven. I thought that was bacon.
Sorry Amane...

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Old 05-23-2015, 05:38 AM

Never was a rib fan. Or whatever those are. The sauce gets me like, *sticks tongue out*

… I should ask for bacon for dinner soon.

 


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