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MousyGrrl
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05-22-2015, 10:16 AM
Yeah, well, it feels like a long time, anyway.
So much has happened and all, like real life stuff, and I was without internets for a long time...
Lack of internets makes time act funny, you know? Seems like forever.
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Sleepy Anarchy
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05-22-2015, 10:19 AM
Hmmm, that's true.
In my case, having the internet makes forever seem like even longer.
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MousyGrrl
blarg im dead
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05-22-2015, 10:26 AM
LOL
I can pass a whole day in what seems like two hours when I'm online.
Without internets, all I have to occupy my time is washing clothes and dishes, and trying to make money. Which makes it all seem like a drag.
My only worry is that I'll stop wanting to go anywhere and do anything again... I was a bit of a shut-in for a while there.
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05-22-2015, 10:28 AM
I wish I could do that.
Online is great. I can talk to my girlfriend and everything. But it makes me realize how long it's been since I've seen her and it freaking sucks.
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MousyGrrl
blarg im dead
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05-22-2015, 10:40 AM
Yeah. This is true. Hey, at least you can look forward to seeing her again! Look at it that way!
Yeah, I know. I'm no help at all. -_-;
Me, I don't know if I'm even cut out for any kind of romantic relationship. For the past several months I've been thinking it over, and I've realized that I really don't care anymore. If I have needs, well, that's what hands are for. Nobody ever has or probably ever will love me (ME, not some other me that exists to help me deal with reality) the way I would want or need to be loved, and I simply can't be expected to cater to another's heart when nobody can really cater to mine.
It's kind of liberating, but leaves me a bit melancholy, either way.
What's really fucked-up is that I know at least two people who think of me as the best thing that ever happened to their lives, and swear up and down that they love me, but I just don't feel it.
I know I'm probably the one who has the problem, but being the one in charge of my life, I think I should be the one to decide what to do with my heart, so meh.
I'm actually sort of jealous of people in love, I mean, they have each other and the comfort of knowing it, but maybe I'm just different and it's okay to be this way too, who knows?
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05-22-2015, 10:45 AM
Eh. You're doing something bad there. You're overthinking. Don't do that.
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MousyGrrl
blarg im dead
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05-22-2015, 10:52 AM
Yeah, screw it.
Bad Mousy, bad. XD
Did you know I actually argue with myself over how obsessively I overthink things? I can actually point out several major benefits of accelerated critical thinking, for that matter. But then yeah, I see where you're coming from, as well.
I blame books. Books and all those thinking people who wrote them, they, yes, THEY did this to me!
I should take up drinking or something, instead. XD
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05-22-2015, 11:00 AM
... I don't know if that's better or worse.
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MousyGrrl
blarg im dead
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05-22-2015, 11:04 AM
It worked for James Joyce... but then he was Irish, I believe... and died penniless... <_<;
Either way, I just accept that I'm weird and different now. I might be a changeling or something.
Pretty sure that's what it is. XD
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Sleepy Anarchy
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05-22-2015, 11:05 AM
The Irish are quite a unique group, if nothing else.
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MousyGrrl
blarg im dead
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05-22-2015, 11:13 AM
Yeah... that's one way of putting it!
I know several Irish people, and they all seem different on the outside, but damned if they aren't eerily similar on the inside.
Ugh, I've been waiting for Jelly to show up, but I think sleep is overriding my desire to see her. I've yawned twenty times or more while typing this...
I might need to head that way in a minute. I've got a comfy (yeah, right) rollaway bed and it's calling to me...
And after all the rain yesterday the fan is actually blowing cool air instead of hot muck, so yeah.
EDIT: Yeah, I'm going to sleepytown. I'll be back, and I won't even jinx it this time by swearing it'll be soon. Go me!
*knocks on particle board*
Goodnight, Mr. Sleepy! Goodnight, Mene! Goodnight, everyone!
*heads off to flop out on the foldy bed thing with the inch-thick "mattress"*
XD
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05-22-2015, 12:10 PM
Someone/something feels familiar here.
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Sleepy Anarchy
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05-22-2015, 12:12 PM
I'll leave that to you to work out.
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05-22-2015, 12:25 PM
*gonzo voice* This looks familiar.. Vaguely familiar.
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05-22-2015, 11:46 PM
Mene is so dead today. :(
It makes me so sad.
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05-23-2015, 12:32 AM
I killed the thread for 11 hours! D:
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05-23-2015, 12:40 AM
You murdered this poor thread in cold blood. ;_;
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Ravensdance
"Nevermore"
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05-23-2015, 12:50 AM
This is what I'm doing this weekend.
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onsenmark
Walküre ga tomaranai!
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05-23-2015, 02:51 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Wonderlands
Someone/something feels familiar here.
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...kashira, kashira, gozonji kashira?
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05-23-2015, 04:17 AM
I wish I knew what you were talking about.
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onsenmark
Walküre ga tomaranai!
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05-23-2015, 04:20 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Wonderlands
I wish I knew what you were talking about.
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I was quoting the Shadow Girls from Shoujo Kakumei Utena.
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05-23-2015, 04:32 AM
Ah, I see. I want to watch and get into Utena some time. I love the style and I watched a fight scene, it looked incredible.
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Amane
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05-23-2015, 05:26 AM
Don't do that to me, Raven. I thought that was bacon.
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Ravensdance
"Nevermore"
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05-23-2015, 05:35 AM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Amane
Don't do that to me, Raven. I thought that was bacon.
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Sorry Amane...
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05-23-2015, 05:38 AM
Never was a rib fan. Or whatever those are. The sauce gets me like, *sticks tongue out*
… I should ask for bacon for dinner soon.
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