@rette
Hehe. >:3

I only got one chapter. Close to two chapters done.
So I need to get cracking.

I have an outline to what I want to write for each chapter.

Sounds like a planner. I like.
I had outline mine too, I just don't want to distract away from this event.

Dreamermer, had you seen a doctor on that?

xuv: No and I never will... -.-

hmm? What happened?

@rette
I need to get as much done as possible since my time on the laptop
is very limited.

oh? Are you the one that mention computer break down now using daddy's hardware?

Hello everyone!

I actually don't know if I'm going to do NaNo. Apparently this month is a "dead month" where I work so I might have more time... but at the same time something always gets in my way whenever I decide to attempt it. Maybe I just need to say screw it and not let that stuff get in my way. I mean, I have several ideas that have been bouncing around my head that I could easily flesh out and turn into projects. Hmm, I'll see what happens.

November is not the only month. April and July also have its version of Nano.

Originally Posted by xuvrette

oh? Are you the one that mention computer break down now using daddy's hardware?

yep.
It's killing me to use my dad's.
But it's better than nothing.
I was going to cry if I couldn't partake in nano.

I gotta chat more. D:

Originally Posted by xuvrette

November is not the only month. April and July also have its version of Nano.

April I might be able to do. June is during the middle of the summer camp season. Hectic does not even begin to describe it. Fun, but hectic. Or I'll just try to make every month my own personal NaNo. Go for the gold.

No fret. How is the fixing of computer going on then?

Hi, AScaca. Just came on?

Not going at all .__.
Not sure when we will send it to the shop.

*sigh*

Why take so long to decide when to send to shop?

Originally Posted by xuvrette

I see, :< Sleep deprivation. I don't want to have that problem because I love my sleep.

Don't doubt yourself. Don't get hook on 50k. It is NOT about 50k.

Originally Posted by CloudDreamer

Xuv: My insomnia has been acting up for the past month. Not sleeping enough.

Shadami: You can do it! Is this your first time?

Originally Posted by Fuu-Chan

@Rette
Hehe yeah. Ever since I wrote this fanfic, I have been so full of confidence.
And I am usually the person with the lowest esteem next to my sister.

But I am real confident in this story.
mainly since I got a lot of good feedback from it.

@Shadami
aww, you flatter me.
But I am sure you can. You just gotta try.

All you can do is try.
This really isn't my first year doing this.
it takes a few tries to get the hang of it.

One year, I didn't even write past 1 paragraph.

I'm gonna try guys. I'm just really nervous. I feel like i'm going to write a horrible story.

Shadami: It is a rough draft, they all are going to not be good!! You're not alone!! Don't be scared!!
It can be edited after November to make it all pretty! (I say that yet I still have my manuscript from NaNo 2012, that's not yet been edited. In theory it can be edited if you get around to it.

@Rette
Money troubles.
Dad is paying off the lease on the car, we also are planning to save money to move by next
spring and summer as well as my sister is going to be on a program for her anxiety
which costs $60-80 and we need money for eye exams so I can get my license, no idea how much that costs
since my insurance doesn't cover it unless i have surgery on my eyes. And then there is the problem of paying for the license
as well as paying for an ID before the license for my health insurance which is around $80

So..everything costs money and my laptop will be at the bottom of the list.

@Shadami
There is always the summer Nano if you don't do well this month.

I see. *sighs* Financial pinch. very difficult to overcome.

Shadamimi~ my NaNo piece start from 2012. and I continued using the same one for 2013, and will still continue it for this year. My main intention is to FINISH that dang story! D: I really do need to join summer Nano seeing the ultra slow pace.

@rette
Yeah. I need to get a job ASAP but no one will hire a drop out e.e
I want to work part time while studying my GED this January but unsure.

I may end up volunteering at a no kill animal shelter
for experience.

There's a summer NaNo?

April and July, NaNo camp. I think.

Fuu? Drop out? Would it be too painful to share that story?

I hope I can get more then the minimum amount of words today for my Nano word count.

Papillonlon~ you are writing on... paper or computeR?

@rette
I am comfortable sharing.
it was the past. The present only matters.

I actually dropped out twice.
First time was when I was a Junior in Junior High.
7th grade to be more exact.

I was always being bullied, and for something stupid.
Like I wasn't pretty enough and because i wore glasses they just laughed at me for that
just because I wasn't as gorgeous as the other girls in my school. My grades were slipping as the teachers were very mean.
I had a learning disability, or so they said.
My mind works slower than others. I have to over analyzed things to understand.
And they just didn't explain it well.

I also had anxiety on top of that. Anxiety of people so being in a classroom would normally make me feel
I was going to go into a panic of some sort.
And every morning I'd fake being sick because the thought of going made me go into panic.

So I ended up getting home schooled for maybe a year or two. maybe 3 until i stopped
as it didn't help at all.

So then I attended a charter school, which i understood the assignments better.
Only problem was, it was a school for delinquents.
People who did drugs, went to jail, were on probation. e.e

So It was very scary. And that was when I was a junior in HS.
I was very afraid to go back everyday and that caused me to have even more anxiety.
And it was also in one of the worst areas in my state and everyone just stared at me creepily.
Like they could see I was not like them and they wanted to destroy what pureness I had left o3o
'
So again, dropped out and now working on my GED.

*crawls in with a groan* I stayed up writing and I don't want to get out of bed. My internet is flaky now. I see so much text...serious conversation? Blurry eyes can't read. Where are my glasses?