"I was so miserable and sad, there was a bottle in the fridge and I just started drinking. I made it all the way out here before..." Rose had never told anyone about her attacks.

"before what?",Kai sid softly

"When I get to hot I get anxiety and start freaking out." Rose stared at the bed with a scowl. "It can get really bad."

Kai blinked but smiled softly and nodded."i see",he gently took her hand."why didnt you ever tell me?"

"I don't like talking about it. To me its something I'm ashamed of. Only my mother and father know." Rose shrugged. "Its hard to think about."

"don't be shamed of it love.Besides you can tell me anything",Kai said softly

"I know but it's something I've hidden for so long...you aren't ashamed of me?" Rose asked. That had always been her fear having someone she loved be ashamed of her illness.

"never",Kai said kissing her deeply."I could never be shamed of you,no mader what"

Rose's face broke into a grin. "God I love you." she kissed him again holding him close.

Kai blushed but kissed abck deeply

"You need to rest." Rose pulled away and helped him into his bed and tucked him in. "I promise I'll stay right here."

Kai pouted but nodded in agreement as he laid down an moved over."theres room for you"

Rose settled down next to him and slid her fingers threw hers. "goodnight." she kissed his forehead before placing her head on his chest.

Kaname smiled hugging her cose and fell asleep as well

Rose woke in the morning and blinked. She gripped his hand tightly trying to keep from panicking as she felt the heat.

Shiro woke with a groan and stretched out grimacing.

Kai blinked awake and looked to her."hang on i'll call for mom",he said stting up and as if on cue his mom entered and smiled.

"good,right n time",sHE SAID SOFTLY

Kai blinked."seiously ...how do you do it"

With a laugh she set up the cool barier again. Then looked to them."alright,that should doo for now,but you two really should head back to the leaf village after breakfast ...i have somthing for you Rose that will make the trip much better"

When Shiro woke another healer was entering with food."oh good your awake"

"How is she?" Shiro asked taking the food from the nurse. "Can I go see her?" he asked.

Rose let out a shaky breath. "Thanks." she mumbled and nodded. She couldn't wait to get home and enjoy the cold weather.

Kai smiled at Rose then looked to his mother."whats the gift?"

"You'll see",she said witha half smile and left to get the gift.

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The healer blinked."you mean miss Yuki?",she said softly

"Yes thats who I mean." Shiro had to resist rolling his eyes. "Is she ok?" he repeated.

The healer frowend."well,phically yes,but she hasnt woken u yet"

"Will she wake up?" Shiro asked nervously. "Tell me it straight."

Rose relaxed against Kai. "I wonder what the gift is."

Kai blinked a bit."me too",he said softly

The healer blinked but smiled softly."we hope sh'll wake up,theres no reason to think she wont"

"Oh thank goodness." Shiro let out the breath he had been holding. "So can I see her?"

Suddenly her stomach growled. "I'm hungry." Rose said sheepishly.

Kai smiled."foos should be here shortly"

The healer smiled."as soon as you finish eating"

Shiro nodded and began to eat being careful not to over do it.

Just then the nurse came in with food. Rose dug in with a happy sigh.