"I'm out." Shiro smiled. "I'll go tux shopping with Kai. Though why don't we wait till we visit your mom that way she can help you pick out your dress."

"True we can decide on bridesmaids dresses if you want to have one of course." Rose smiled at her.

"agreed",Yuki said softly.Then blinked looking to Rose."i do want one,and your the one i wt to be my maid of honor,so lets get you a dress firts"

Kai gave a grin."so are we gonna wait too?"

"No well they get a dress let's escape and find tuxes." Shiro lead the way to a tux/kimono/whatever ninja's wear for a wedding.

Kai followed him."hey ...just out of curiousity,dont you think you may be moving a little too fast?"

"Maybe but it will be here before we know it and the suit will need to fitted." Shiro smiled softly.

kAI BLINKED A BIT."THATS NOT WANT i MENT",HE SAID LOOKING AT THE SUITDS.

"You meant that I'm marrying your sister to soon." Shiro sighed. "When you know you love someone that much." He shrugged.

Kai sighed s bit."right"

"I haven't told anyone this but...I'm sick." Shiro shifted. "I don't know how to tell your sister that I could be dead soon."

Kai froze."what!",he yelled and looked like he was about to hit him."what do you mean your sick???"

"I mean just that." Shiro sighed. "I found out a couple days ago none of the doctors know what it is." he shifted. "I have to tell her I just don't know how."

Kai growled."so ,when ou found out,instead of telling her you ask her to marry you,make her think that she is gonna have you forever ,and there is a good chance you'll die on her and break her heart!",yep he was getting mad,but it was also anger that he cpould loose his best friend

"No I don't want to hurt her and I don't want to break her heart I just wanted her to be my bride if only for a little while." Shiro shifted and looked after the girls. "I have to tell her I just don't know how." He sighed and ran a hand threw his hair. "How do I tell her that?"

"tell her ..in private....and make sure you let her know she can break this engagment ....it may save her moe heart ache...."Kaiq
gipped his fist and hugged him carefully

"I'll go tell her while I have the courage." Shiro rushed off and easily caught up to the girls. "I need to talk to you while I have the courage to tell you." he pulled Yukina aside and took a breath. "You have to promise not to be mad."

Yuki blinked a bit."I promise",she said worriedly

"I went to see the doctor because I wasn't feeling right...I have a illness. None of the doctors can figure out to fix me. I'm going to die in maybe a year or two. I should have told you soon but I've been in shock I still don't believe it." Shiro let it out in a rush.

Kai stood beside Rose,looking like he really wanted to hit something.

Yuki blinked a bit slowly taking it in."bu-but how ...why....is that why you want me to marry you?",she said tears forming in her eyes

"No it's because I love you and even for a little while I want to be able to call me your wife. Even if I wasn't sick I would still want to marry you." Shiro gripped her hands tightly.

"I understand",she said softly and then hugged him tightly."I just don't want to lose you and be alone"

Shiro hugged her back breathing in her scent.

"Have you talked to mom and Tsunede sempai?" Rose blinked at him.

"No I haven't I'm afraid they won't be able to help either." Shiro sighed.

Kai frowned."it wouldnt hurt to try. Tell tem, its hard but peopel need tp know"

"Your right I'm just a coward." Shiro grimaced a little.

Kai frowned."you are far from a coward"

Yuki gave Shiro's hand a sqweeze."well be there for you",she said softly.

"Thanks Yuki." Shiro smiled and then took a breath. "let's go see Sakura sempai." he grimaced and gripped her hand. "You'll stay with me the whole time right?"