now when I hear that other people had the same, it makes me wonder if maybe it was some kind of medical problem which I should have been treated for. like dodgy sinuses itus, or leaky brain syndrome. lol, its possible that I was supposed to be a super genius, but all those precious ounces of grey matter required to make me so, were squandered down the wash basin in my daily nosebleed sessions. lol, atleast that would explain why my mind's like a barrel of boiling cats, and not a serene equation making machine. "damn you, nosebleeds, and your braincell wasting ways!!"
lol, I think its just one of those things, either you get them or you don't. I can only remember my brother ever having one nosebleed in his entire life, and that was from play fighting after watching a kung-fu flick. lol, if I remember rightly, I got a nosebleed as payback for that flying kick
Nosebleeds are like childhood vomiting, I guess! Some people vomit a lot and others don't do it at all.
It's funny how different we are when we're kids versus how we are now! I used to throw up a lot, probably more than an average kid, but I never got nosebleeds, or got stung by bees, or had a broken bone or anything like that.
lol, in my household, I got all of the nosebleeds, and my brother was always breaking a bone or being stung by something buzzy. I think that's why he's grown up into such an angry man, and I'm so chilled that you'd have to defrost me to peel me off the couch
Discussing my nevers has proven itself as a bad omen in the past, so I'll just say that I have an extreme amount of fear because of how highly I prioritize self-preservation.
lol, by 'nevers' I'm going to assume that you mean your 'don'ts,' and not your lower extremities (more because you used a 'V' and not a 'th' than anything else )
I'm so weird.
I always talk about... "nethers"? I mean like, I'm not afraid to tell you that my vagina is bleeding and I feel like crap. Even if you met me in RL. I'd say the exact same thing with the exact same words.
I think people don't like talking to me because they get scared of vaginas and bleeding.
Sorry! I didn't know you were scared of women. xD
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I might get really technical and complain about my uterus' contractions to sometimes...
If I am feeling fancy. <3
It's not fear. It's nasty. It's not something you wanna think about. I'm on team "pretend you don't have the disease."
/these girls in the gym class locker room one time
/they found something or SOMETHIN' was goin' on relating to you-know-what
/"You should at least pretend you don't have the disease!"
/I took a liking to the phrase and therefore remembered it for later usage
lol, "you women and your infernal uteral contractions" *hands on hips, rolls eyes* "sometimes I think it all just an elaborate excuse for.. everything and anything. can't you all just stop bleeding out of your lower extremities and pee standing up like normal people!?" lol, I like using the term 'lower extremities' for everything below the waste, it makes me feel like a Victorian gentleperson from the days when the word 'leg' was considered a dirty word
I guess I'm gross, then? xD
I guess if pretending you don't bleed works for you, then that's great! 8D
I don't like pretending like I'm not a normal human being because some people are squeamish. But I'm weird all over. I get excited for my period each month, even if it makes me feel like crying and hate everyone.
I get that society has conditioned everyone to think that blood coming from a woman's craw is "disgusting", so I don't blame people. I blame.... well.... people. o-o
It's a nuisance is what it is. It is unnecessary, I refuse to accept it as "nature," and I will do whatever legitimate voodoo magic I have to do to make it stop for good. I could make an extremely long post full of insults if talking about it didn't make me uncomfortable.
My favorite colorful name is "pelvic sorcery" for a particular physical act I am disgusted by and prefer to forget exists to lead a happier life. It's nice to forget the key body parts exist, too. As for what I've described above, my feelings toward it are so deeply dark that it doesn't even deserve a name. Only avoidance.
lol, denial's not just a river in Africa. this is the problem with the world nowadays, everyone's too prudish. monthly periods are a vital part of nature, no matter how much you try to brush them under the table, and all/most women have to live with them for somewhere between thirty and forty years of there lives. that's on average half of their lives. the few women who have no monthly period are either in menopause (which is much much worse) or have some form of medical condition which they wish they never had. so you should be loud and proud about your period, it is, after all, your badge of womanship
Nope! *smiles, peace sign* Denial is my greatest friend. One of my life guidelines. The first chapter of the book. The opening statement. The title on the soundtrack CD. Without denial in effect, I would be very miserable about several details of my past.
lol, you do realise that repressing emotions/feelings/events/experiences etc only comes back to bite you in the lower extremities, right? my philosophy on the matter is 'why put off till tomorrow what you could get over and done with today and get on with your life unburdened by the emotional baggage,' aphichaya (my auto-text chose that word and it looked too fantabulous to delete it )
I love my period. I mean, when I'm not actually bleeding, I love it...
Then I start bleeding and I want to die and I hate everything and sometimes I go online and go into ALL CAPS RAGE on people without really meaning to.
I love my period so much though. But I think I enjoy it so much because I'm comfortable when I'm not cramping. I use beautiful, cute cloth pads. OMG. I SHOULD TAKE A PICTURE OF THEM....
SPOILERX
These are my two favorite pads because they are both overnighters.
I love the thick ones because they feel like pillows for my craw. <3
They're both WONDERWOMAN!!!
^They're clean, no blood on them. Just washed actually.
regretful only of the reaction of others, but I'm not talking about sharing, I'm talking about coming to terms with these thing within yourself. self actualization is the highest achievement a human mabeing can achieve
lol, the spoiler bar didn't work. edit then save it in advanced mode
lol, I wonder if your views on this will be the same in five years time, maybe ten. by views I don't mean decisions, I mean the what where when why who of it all
I actually agree with you, Amane.
"Two can keep a secret if one of them is dead" as they say...
When you tell someone else something about yourself, they remember it, then they might tell someone else and then you've started a big, long, chain of people knowing that about you and they can AT ANY TIME use it against you.
I've learned that the hard way.
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Huh, that's funny. :o
The spoiler works for me too. What is the issue with the spoiler? Is it showing my image without actually hiding it, or is it not showing my image at all? :c
In my case, when you tell someone something, they might remember that forever, and then later when you think that something is embarrassing and just want to forget it ever happened, you can't because THEY MIGHT STILL REMEMBER AND BE JUDGING YOU FOR IT, and then for the rest of your life you're avoiding thinking about the fact that you told people such embarrassing things without a clue.