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Originally Posted by Amane
Oh my, Shadami's in a reverse of the situation I'm expecting. 
I've gathered that it's harder for people to be friends when they're not taking similar paths in life. It's much easier on the Internet, but it can be hard there, too.
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well they've always been closer friends with each other than me. I was that popular with the unpopular but never the best friend of anyone person. . . So given a choice between hanging out with someone they see every day or me that they see once a year. they choose the person they see every day.... :/
and they're ALL doing this.
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Originally Posted by hummy
not so nice to talk behind your back
having a family is a natural progression
now if you left your babies in a hot car,
that a talk shit about Sha situation!
pffft *rolls eyes* just come visit!
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It's not even fair what they talked shit about me for. :/ "she got our hopes up for a DnD campaign and then let us down. What a shit friend." ect blah blah. I TOLD them I was planning one. That I was getting it set up on roll20 since no one would come see me. But roll20 takes a lot of work. and they weren't even willing to log into the site to get there character sheet made. and they were blaming me for not coming over to do it in person. when they stopped coming over to my house where i made food and stuff for board game night. and decided it'd be more fun to do it at their own place. and not invite me once....
It's just not fair how i keep getting treated by the people i want to consider friends. I'm not doing anything to them. I haven't changed. I'm still the person who loves sociallizing and doing things for my friends. I'm still responsible as I was back than. i had a joba nd a drivers lisence before any of them. I've always been as mature as this. the only thing that's changed is i had friends around me all the time. and now i don't, and now i'm grumbling into a pit of despair because everyone is backstabbing me.
my friends
Resturants.
my own dang body
Companies.
Jobs
everything keeps failing.
I can't even get my kids the help they need for Special education because the school is absolute sheet and i refuse to send them to a cunt bag school like this. Their rules are bullshit. and i can't AFFORD 40 dollars EVERY WEEK for tuition. I need that money for diapers cause i can't get them to potty train because of this stupid "undiagnosed learning disability" that None of the professionals are helping me figure out. they're just telling me she's fine she just can't tal.
well no shit. i have been teaching her FROM BIRTH. i taught her how to sign milk the day she was born so that she could tell me when she was hungry. I have taken care of my child and I KNOW that there is something wrong. so just listen to me and aactually look at her instead of your stupid statistics. You're telling me I fucked up trying to get help just because I HELPED HER MYSELF?
so everything i do equals failure. F YOU WORLD>
