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Old 12-20-2016, 03:26 PM

One late ping for the Cheshire Pisces: and a referral to this post. Get it while it's hot!

Who doesn't love a frostbitten snow angel?

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Old 12-21-2016, 04:51 AM

The only time I've seen snow was when we went to the States with my Dad, he for work, we for the summer holidays. And there was snow when we went to see Mount St. Helen's.
So of course my brother had to slide down the snow even though we had no sleigh. He had to change his pants in the car.

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#128
Old 12-21-2016, 12:11 PM

I have been meaning to post here, because I feel like I need to rant...
However, the topics of rants have come and gone and I never felt like whatever topic I was going to rant about at the time was the right time to rant about it.

Well, now I feel ready to rant.

Firstly, everyone these days is telling me to take my medicine. Why?! What if there really isn't anything wrong with me? So what if I am angry all the time, so what if the voices don't ever go away and I feel violent and I feel upset all the time? "Normal" people do that all the time and they don't get put on meds. I mean, so what? Why does everyone think whenever I am upset that I need to take my meds?

I don't get it. I don't believe that meds are helpful for me anymore and I don't see a future or a point in taking them. I had a dream that I got a medical marijuana card and it worked for my anxiety, so I googled more information on medical marijuana because Norns know, if my anxiety could be put under control I think everything else would fall under place. However, I am already taking medication for my anxiety and it doesn't work.

I've tried to talk to my psychiatrist about it, I told him that my current anxiety meds just make me sleepy, but he said that all anxiety meds would make a person sleepy and he didn't want to give me anything else that was stronger. Well, I recently overdosed on my anxiety meds, (just a small overdose) and it didn't make me tired, just excitable. So I think he's wrong that all anxiety meds would make a person tired.... I mean, I've known loads of people on Xanax and Valium and they don't get tired. So I think he's bullshitting me and is trying to avoid giving me anything stronger.

I had to forfeit getting my license because every time I got in a car with a stranger my anxiety went through the roof and I'd make the dumbest mistakes. I tried everything to calm myself before the test, but it never works. My anxiety always got the better of me and always made me do the dumbest shit, so I had to say, "Well, I guess I just can't get a license because every time I try for the test my anxiety gets too high." So I have to rely on getting rides for the rest of my life, I guess.

I also feel like I get sick of taking meds in general. I am diagnosed now with schizophrenia and it sucks that just because of my diagnosis I have to take meds. I mean, yeah, every time I stop my meds I end up in the hospital... That's true. But I still feel like it's all a set up. Clearly, I don't need meds, there isn't anything wrong with me and the fault lies in everyone else and not me. Everyone else is sick and abnormal and I am fine. People try to convince me that that's not true and that hearing voices/being followed and watched/having a chip in one's head isn't normal. Whatever. I know my own brain and body better than anyone. I know what is going on with myself better than any doctor or bystander.

Another thing I hate, which I explained a little bit earlier... I am a part of Tumblr and I love it, but I hate the society that Tumblr is becoming. Not saying I am against people with DID, but people on Tumblr are literally calling people without DID "singlets" like they are the ones who are at fault simply because they were born without a mental disorder like DID. I hate it when I go on Tumblr and see someone ranting about how their "alters" make it so that they can't go to school, they can't work, they can't do ANYTHING that would make them better themselves in the future and they expect the rest of the world to cater to them and take care of them all because they have DID. :|

Really?! It's so sad. I also hate how these Social Justice Warriors on Tumblr go there and bash on men because they are "privileged" and they call everyone who doesn't agree with them a racist pig. They always say, "FUCK WHITE PEOPLE" and shit like that, thinking that it makes them edgy and cool. It just makes them look racist and stupid. So apparently, it's okay to bee racist, as long as it's not towards black people right? Ohhhh. Yeah, fucking right. The whole internet expects the world to agree with their views all the time and as soon as someone goes against how they think or feel they become a "Racist bigot who deserves to eat shit and die". Well, you know what, there are people out there who are not always going to agree with everything you say. That's not how the world works.

I get it, you think you're unique and that you're a special snowflake that the world should appreciate and make you into a star. But what did you do to earn that? Nothing. Other than posting some shit online about people who don't agree with you and acting like they are the scum of the earth for having a differing opinion. The world is FULL of people with different opinions. People have to get used to that. Unfortunately, not everyone in life, in the world will agree with you. Not everyone, in life, in the world, is going to be nice and not everyone, in life, in the world is going to be a happy-go-lucky, big ball of sunshine all the time.

That's another thing I am sick of. Everyone expects me to be this wonderful, beautiful, happy person ALL THE FUCKING TIME. Well, bitch, I am NOT a wonderful, beautiful happy person ALL THE FUCKING TIME. NO ONE IS. Have you ever thought that maybe I have bad days too? Have you ever considered that maybe I struggle with things in life too? I always warn people who want to date me, "Look, I do have a nasty side that you are going to have to put up with sometimes." In return, I will put up with their nasty sides.

You know what really throws me for a loop, though. When people who dish out a lot of nastiness get it back in return and they can't handle it. If you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen. Stop cooking and change careers. I get it, you think you're being cool and funny by being a little dick, but in actuality, you're just an asshat and when you finally get the tables turned on you, you can't handle it. I mean, I don't blame people for being nasty sometimes. That's fine, I am nasty mean sometimes... But what I do think is, people should not be blamed for being nasty sometimes in their lives. That's how life is, sometimes we're nice, sometimes we're mean. It's no one's fault, that's just how humans were created.

So the moral of the story is, kids...
Meds are evil, people won't always agree, and people are not always nice.
All these things we have to deal with and being in a safety net of the internet isn't going to change the fact that behind the screen, you are talking to a human being who have life experiences and emotions that you may not see or understand.

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#129
Old 12-21-2016, 01:17 PM

With the meds, it's simple as this. They're like, "You're supposed to what your doctor says because they know what's best. "
I'd probably be doing the same thing if I were diagnosed with a disorder that involved meds. I tend to not listen to others who tell me what to do. I learn and decide what I want to do from my own experiences. Taking pills is horrible. I. Cannot. Swallow that.

I don't like that nothing's funny anymore and it's all offensive. The Internet used to be a ruthless place. That's the Internet I got used to. Curses!

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#130
Old 12-21-2016, 06:01 PM

I used to have a serious problem swallowing pills.
Now I can swallow all of my meds at the same time, multiples of a the same med too.

I hate that people can't be so uptight about things on the Internet, too. :/
I mean, everything these days is SRS BSNS. People can't just laugh and joke around like they used to back in say 2008.

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#131
Old 12-21-2016, 06:05 PM

Ditto to the pills. I caught it off my mum she choked on one when she was young so now she chews them if she can (EW)

I do much better with the sugar coated ones cause they slip down but if you are struggling you'll find it easier just after you've swallowed some food (come on you can swallow massive amounts of food but not a small tablet??), or if you only have a teeny bit of liquid in so it rolls back instead of swilling round a full mouth of water.

We'll get there, got about 40 years before we have to take 20 pills a day for our many problems D=

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#132
Old 12-21-2016, 08:17 PM

I hope I never get to the point where I need to take like 20 pills to be okay.
I don't even like taking 8 or however many I take in a day.

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#133
Old 12-21-2016, 08:39 PM

God, dealing with pills eight times.

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#134
Old 12-21-2016, 09:02 PM

Well, I only have to deal with meds 2-3 times a day.

I take one pill in the morning (or when I remember), two pills occasionally in the afternoon and like 6 pills at night!

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#135
Old 12-21-2016, 10:56 PM

*chokes to death thinking about it*

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#136
Old 12-21-2016, 11:31 PM

*steals Amane's wallet*


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#137
Old 12-21-2016, 11:39 PM

*it bites you* *my ghost giggles*

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#138
Old 12-22-2016, 03:26 AM

That wallet is so Hagrid.

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#139
Old 12-22-2016, 05:37 AM

Sarah has been swallowing pills since she was nine months old...
She had to take antiseizure medicine and trying to force her to swallow large amounts of the liquid form would result in varying amounts being lost due to her shaking her head and forcing the liquid out of her mouth...so we started giving her the pill form to be assured of the amount of medicine was in her sysem.
Sarah usually swallows her pills without anything to drink, but in the mornings, when she wakes snd her mouth is dry, I dip her pills into some tasty liquid, like kool-aid or pop...so they will slide down easier.
I have dipped her pills in pudding to make them slippery, but that tends to make her want to chew them...and it is important that she swallow them whole.
Some meds are to be swalliwed whole and should not be crushed or chewed.
My mom would crush my antibiotics, after I had pneumonia as a child, and mix them in a spoon with sugar...and sing "Just a spoonful of sugar makes the medicine go down...."
I was young then, but I remember it tasting HORRIBLE, still, to this day!

So...Amane...What do you have in your wallet?......besides a ghost? Lol!
(Reference taken from some old commercial I used to hear, back when I paid attention to TV)

Hey, Ava...maybe you do need to find a new psych doc, detox off the meds you've been taking, and see how you feel...and if you still have need for meds, maybe try something different...or maybe the same drugs would react different after cleansing the system...but I advise you speak with a trusted doctor before attempting to detox without supervision and support.

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#140
Old 12-29-2016, 01:56 PM

All I know is "What's in your wallet?"

I have the
SOULS OF MY ENEMIES in there.

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#141
Old 12-31-2016, 01:13 PM

I was going to ask 'You have enemies, Amane?' all surprised but then I thought about what you said and I'm like 'So that's why you don't have enemies, Amane?'

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#142
Old 12-31-2016, 01:28 PM

That's exactly why.

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#143
Old 04-29-2017, 02:05 PM

*bumps this baby out of the bumpster*

Time to revive.

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#144
Old 04-30-2017, 02:12 AM

HOW in the world do you get Negative golds? ?

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#145
Old 04-30-2017, 02:41 AM

Knerd changed my username for me and deducted the name change fee which was thousand goldies, but I had only around 969 so... yeah...

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#146
Old 04-30-2017, 02:43 AM

That's crazy! i've never seen that before !

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#147
Old 04-30-2017, 03:44 AM

I certainly can't think of any other way someone would end up with negative goldies, so this is pretty rare, yeah

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#148
Old 05-07-2017, 01:08 PM

There used to be a girl who had circa negative 5,000 gold because she broke a rule in RPs and had a whole bunch of posts deleted. And this was back when we got a maximum of 20 gold per post. I think we still got gold for punctuation and brackets, too.

Thank you for bumping this back up, what with me being into tarot now.

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#149
Old 05-07-2017, 03:33 PM

I have had negative goldies before. It is not fun to have! But you can earn them back by posting and playing games *nods* and selling things

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#150
Old 05-07-2017, 04:25 PM

How much negative gold did you have, lady, and why‽

 


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