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Originally Posted by The Wandering Poet
Inzane - Not much to compliment? What do you mean?
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Well...we have been going through some tough times lately...
Where we are living right now we don't have hot water on tap...I have to heat water on the stove...so we don't shower or bathe as often as we should...
We usually are dirty...our clothes are dirty...we both look like crap most of the time.
Then there is the fact that I HATE where we are living...and I am depressed and feel lonely all the time...And BF doesn't do or say much to support me in my darkest moments...
I have to imagine that he is going through his own struggles and is depressed, also...but he refuses to share his emotions with me...saying he doesn't want to burden me while I have my own problems to deal with...
So...I don't have much to compliment...
I would be lying to him if I were to say something like "You really look great today," or "You really make me feel good!"
I try to show my appreciation for him working all day to support us...and tell him that I look forward to when he comes home every day...but he often goes to the bedroom when he gets home and falls asleep until dinner...leaving me alone even when he is home.
I am usually so wrapped up in sadness and depression that there isn't much for him to compliment me on...except, once in a while he tells me that what I cooked for dinner is good.
We have been together for 20 years...we both kinda take each other for granted these days.
I wish things were different...but, right now they aren't.