Please, it's so easy to find people on or offline T_T I found that out a few months ago when I creepy guy I talked to at the mall found me. We live in diff states I changed email and cell numbers cause I didn't wanna talk to him anymore and he came to my house.... I never told him where I lived just what state I was from....

Originally Posted by tigerangel

I had fun while I was there, then I just got bored with it.
Guys there gave me lots of gifts.
One guy even sent me the funds to get an Access pass.
I can't say I miss it there though.

I got bored because I didn't know anyone there. :(

So now Christina Aguilera - Hurt starts playing, and I just realized dad's dead.

@Justin
-hugs-
eventhoughiknowyoudontlikethem

@Lilim
That's really creepy!!


I just sold my extra pair of artificial wings on Zantarni to Azure for 100k gold. ^.^

My post on Zantarni:

Originally Posted by Marissa D

But he's dead and I'll never see him againandI still hate him for being the dumbass he is but I don't want to because it justmakes me feel guilty but he's gone so I can't ever tell him exactly what's on my mind and I'm not going to talk to a stupid stone because I know very well dead is dead and that's it. He may still be around but I'm not too sure of that. Hell, maybe it's like the matrix and he just woke up in this bubble and discovered there's nothing. Or maybe he isn't actually dead and he spent an hour or two trying to get out of his coffin, i don't know! The worst thing I can think of is being trapped in your body... What if they made a mistake and he could feel everything? And hear everything but he just wasn't able to move or even open his eyes? There's no god no heaven, no hell no nothing of that bullshit but I wish I believed in that ebcause I wouldn't feel like total **** right now ><###########

EDIT: And now I typed that I'm fine again. ._. Maybe I'm just retarded? ^^;

Originally Posted by tigerangel

@Justin
-hugs-
eventhoughiknowyoudontlikethem

@Lilim
That's really creepy!!


I just sold my extra pair of artificial wings on Zantarni to Azure for 100k gold. ^.^

Cool. I want the Samauri sword but I haven't found a seller.

@Justin
You're not retarded.
Just going through a lot of different emotions, as can be expected.

@Kasumi
Were those a donation item?

._. But they're gone now. And so is my motivation to work on that stupid assignemtn. ><;

Well, the sooner you get that done, the sooner you can come back here.
I so need a life. :P

At least you have a job.
I've got nothing but Max.

Yes, but I often feel that I've fallen into a bit of a rut.
But then I think that I do love where I live, so that is enough to keep my feeling happy most of the time.

That's good. :D
lol I go to school, I come home, Iput on my computer, Ihave dinner, I go tot bed. Next day: I go to school, come home, put on thecomputer, have dinner, go to bed.

Even when I'm off at 1PM or something that's what my day looks like. ^^;;;

But school needs to be the most important thing for you right now.
So that you can provide for your baby and make sure you have your rights protected, as her daddy.

I work to pay my bill and save a little when I can.
Is better than being is the abusive relationship I was once in though.

Funny how you say thatjust after I posted this:
http://www.gaiaonline.com/guilds/vie...5333#117067864

@Justin

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Originally Posted by tigerangel

Yes, but I often feel that I've fallen into a bit of a rut.
But then I think that I do love where I live, so that is enough to keep my feeling happy most of the time.

So do I.

Originally Posted by tigerangel

@Justin

Same. >>

Is it in a guild?

It's the teen parent and pregnancy guild:


Because every time I see it the idea of eitehr Angelique or Marissa dying crosses my mind. or maybe I won't be allowed to see them! icon_crying.gif This thought is tearing me apart and I'm fucking jealous at all of the mums in here so this is a bad place fo rme to be. I'm not going to quit yet, maybe I'll change my mind? But at least you know now. ><;;;;; Sorry, you're very nice, that has nothing to do with it.

And this is on Zantarni just now

Maybe I should go radical and blow myself up in their house. Sounds tempting. >.>;;;;

Like ANgelique's parents palce. AT least I dont have to freka my **** head off because of the idea of whow much influence they have. Those **** religious peopl efuck up my life and Id rather be dead than hacve them have too much influence on angelique or marissa I just cant take that> ><############

*Chugs a Coke.* It rained last night.

-pops in- hey all :>

*huggles tiger* XD how was your day? (you dont need to ask me about mine, right? cuz i think you know how miserable i feel tonight XD backpain oooooh... puppy caring is teh tuffest job for meh so far DX)

edit: @kas gimme coke choo please :>

I hope you don't give up.
I am a firm believer that fathers should have the same parental rights that the mum has.

@Kasumi
We had a few sprinkles yesterday, but that's all.

But you're not a Dutch judge.

Hey Yanyan13!

Whaddya mean 'You cannot make another post so soon after your last; please try again in a short while.'!!??? D<

Originally Posted by Marissa D

But you're not a Dutch judge.

Hey Yanyan13!

Whaddya mean 'You cannot make another post so soon after your last; please try again in a short while.'!!??? D<

hey justin marissa D :> how are joo? still bleeding?

Veyr little bit, but the doctor said that's becaus ethere was still some in there. :3 If it gets worse, I need to call andthey'll race me to the hospital. Hehe. >,<;

-grabs ahold of yan and huggles him-

I think your rather descriptive pm was enough for me. ^.^
I'm happy that you're here now though.

@Justin
You'd better take care of yourself.