<3 thanks guys, but being the only person going "uh...no?" just doesn't seem like I fit in >.<

*Sits in Mel's lap and cries with her*
Lilim knows what you feel like mood swings suck
*snuggles with Mel* It'll all be okay soon though

It's all just new to you right now. Things will get better, I'm sure of it.

It doesn't seem like it, I voiced my opinion and what I have seen around the site again and onec again got shot down. I think other then actual staff stuff like warnings and everything I'm just going to stay out of the staff rooms. oh well. I think I am going to be off mene today. I'm far too emotional right now. I'm probably pmsing. blah.

It's difficult being the dissenting opinion - but sometimes that little voice can really put a bug in people's ears and change can come from it, sometimes it's just really slow.

Hope your days gets better.

Originally Posted by melody xyelle

I'm starting to think I don't make a good staff member. My ideas/opinions are a complete 180 from everyone elses. *sigh* I just don't feel like I'm helping out there. I should just stay away. :/

I've felt like that too, Melody, and I've been in the staff rooms a little less lately. Chi said she felt the same way when she first started. I think it's just because we're new. When we're a little more comfortable, and they're a little more used to us, it'll be better.

Keeping voicing your opinions though, and I'll keep voicing mine. <3 Maybe we'll at least agree.

*pops in*

Hi Mel, I'm having a bad day too.

Although despite being annoyed at not being able to sleep, I was in a okay mood until I logged on to Mene.

See even my popper is effected!

:< Everyone have different opinions, this what makes world have SO MANY colours... toooo colourful, in fact. XD
I don't know whether I repeat any points mentioned by others. I know it is kinda discouraging when you are the only one that thinks differently, but! Providing a different view of things allow the others to see more views and to compare AND to know whether it works or not. XD

*luffs on Melly and Cami*

Just keep trucking. I've PMed you both on this on separate occasions, and I don't need to say here what I said there. I just hope you both find encouragement in it.

You'll be OK. I'd be sad as hell if either of you left. We need people like you on board.

*sprinkles happy in the thread* X3

*tilts head* Chiairen needs a quest thread activated.

/hoards the sprinkled happy/

@Meave
I have one. It's just inactive. I made one last summer. xD
I have been thinking about questing for commons, so maybe I'll do that.

<3 Thanks guys *feels the luff*
Got the estimate for the ac/heater unit. 5.5-6k ugh. if only mene cash corresponded with irl cash. oh well. We'll make it work somehow.
I've done some thinking on the whole mod thing. and I think showing what I mean instead of just saying hey what about this and trying to describe it would be better. and with that in mind...I went out and bought some colored pencils that the kids can't play with and I will try to illustrate my thinking.
I broke a nail typing that. poo.
Also got Kura her birthday presents for tomorrow. Some really cute Pajamas with hippo on them (she like me LOVES Hippos) a new little mermaid barbie, a princess happy endings story book and 3 balloons (because she is 3 :P)
oh and a balloon helium party thing >.< I think tomorrow will be fun <3

Chiairen~ I heard about your quest thread before, from Cami. SO I was asking you to activate it! How about HOARDING for CIs? XD

Melody~ you must have nice pretty french manicure nails! O_O

She could quest for stuff for other people.

"Chi's quest thread to get Cami a Pure Love Sash."


<3 @ Melody Duck

Why is Melody a duck? I was wondering, or I have miss an epic of drama of how Melody get that title. XD

Good idea! Chiairen~ could help meh quest~~ XD

Cami- I love your quest idea for Chi XD

ette- as a matter of fact, I do XD I manicure and pedicure myself. ^^;; its a little hobby. I used to put gems and decals etc on as well but it got to be a waste of money with the kids. So I stick with nicely manicured (normally french tip >.<) nails <3 I like looking nice XD Though I don't normally bother with make up :P

I have ugly fingers... and scary bloody thumbs most of the time. T___T

I like part of me looking nice all the time, and fingers are easy to do XD hand cream to keep them soft, some lightly colored polish/clear polish to make the pink part of the nail look glossy and if I am feeling up to it white tips. <3 easy enough and only takes about 20 minutes.

Duckyprincess is the name of my mule. So when I was posting on my mule she would call me Melody Duck and the name just stuck (:

OOO~ why is your mule's name Duckyprincess? XD Any special meaning? O_O

/points at Melody Duck's explanation/ yep, that's why.

And the fact that I think Melody Duck is an absolutely adorable nickname.

Back in middle school my friends and I went to the zoo and we all picked out animals that they had there. I choose the swans but since the swan princess was already a movie and I had ducks at home we went with that so my 'secret identity' was Ducky Princess, another friend chose Tigers, and went by the Evil Kitty Queen, another friend choose the Llama and went by the Llama Goddess...It's been a nickname for years <3 and so on just about every site I am on I have an account named duckyprincess XD

lol thats what I plan on doing with my quest thread if I ever get it finished. I'll probably help my sister quest if she isn't done hers and then maybe try and organize an art contest. <3

Youre such a sweet sister Nephila!

Assuming I ever finish questing, I think I'll donate to questers randomly. I don't want to open a charity. I just want to find people who seem deserving and donate to them.