Perhaps it was a dream of this pregnancy ^^ a c-section is birth in my option... Birth of the worst kind O_o;; at least the most painful lol... I don't want twins...There is a part of me that does but not the realistic part lol... But I am not sure that after this next baby I am going to have anymore... So they will probably never come about ^^;; Unless god throws me a curve ball ><;;
"Here's your girl.... And another girl/boy too" lol

Yeah... It is harder for me to be nice to Jayden I've noticed... :( And she irritates me easier then my boys do most days... Like today... She is falling asleep every few minutes since she got here... And if you say anything to ANYONE in a harsher tone then a whisper she cries... ><;; I yelled at Sean because he was drinking my coffee... >.> and she started screaming... If it was one of the boys I think I would feel more sympathetic where as with her... I just get irritated because there is no reason I can see for her to be doing that... If that makes since... I think it is that bond between mother and child that makes us not eat our children that allows me to be more er.. nice?... It makes me feel bad... And in the next year or two when I go back to get my Bachlor... I will probably be getting it in business or something... Cause I think I am always going to be like this :/ And as much as I love kids... I don't want to ruin them because my kids come first in everything ><;;

I don't really view a c-section as a real birth. The babies kinda bypass the "birth canal" and so it doesn't really work in my head. While I won't treat it any differently, I mean the twins were still born Sept 14, we still celebrate their birthday...just to me, it's not really a birth. xD More of an extraction?

I complain about other peoples kids habits more than my own kids. I know mine have some annoying habits, but it's the annoying habits in other kids that really get to me, probably because I'm not used to them like I am with my kids. ^^;;

Clair was just at the play ground, and there was a woman with two little boys there... and the two little boys looked EXACTLY like Micheal and Sean. O.O I was like "OMG! IT'S JAZ AND HER SONS!" but I didn't say anything 'cause I figured the chances of that would be really slim. :sweat:

lol, what's Jaz doing in Maryland?

Clair is in Maryland no? I remember it being where I go for my CSP group meetings. xD

Tomorrow I won't have any children for 4 hours. Twins are going to half day head start for two weeks...I'm so excited.

OMG OMG OMG I am so jealous Mellie... I want to be at that point in my life after today's events ><;; I am so pissy that I couldn't have my kids closer together so it didn't feel like I was stuck reverting to baby/ toddler mode so many times after I finally get done DEALING with that mode ><;;

Mikes has been getting in a lot of trouble I guess... >.> he is talking A LOT and very loudly... So he has to sit in time out a lot... But from the sounds of it his teacher isn't taking the punishment seriously because Michael is smiling and giggling when he is in trouble :/

Maybe it was my alternate self lol... I had three kids today...


I need to rant... I was miserable... I am trying not to elaborate exactly HOW miserable I am to Dillon cause it is the first day of nearly 3 weeks without a day off for me... 2 weeks without a day off for Dillon so I am trying to stay positive if only in front of him... Jayden was awful today... Don't know if she was sick or what but she was MISERABLE... And Sean was TERRIBLE... To put it nicely.... :( He was terrorizing everything and everybody... And destroying anything he could get his hands on :/ UGGGH... To make it all worse when I picked up Michael from school the teachers had given us the wrong directions as to where we were suppose to meet them... >.> so I wandered around for 15 minutes wasting my time... >.> and then Michael was on his WORST behavior from that point on :/ grr... I am glad Jayden and Michael are gone at the moment... I wish someone would take Sean.... >.> Dang trouble makers

:hug: Jaz.

Bring them over here. I'm childless. xD I'll bust out the blender and look up recipes for virgin margaritas (cuz ya know still gotta think about the baby in my belly) I feel like celebrating...but there is no one around to celebrate with me. lol.

Even though it's time with out a day off, at least he comes home at the end of the work day! So you can take comfort in that. If you're stressing out becasue of the 3 kids all day, hand them off to him when he gets home and take a bath for like 30 minutes. Lock the door, grab the bubbles and just relax. You'll feel a ton better.

It is past bed time by the time I pick him up and Jayden (who is the hardest on me) is gone 3 hours before... And I start feeling tired by like 9pm it is ridiculous... ><; that gives me like an hour to spend time with him... It sucks but you're right at least he comes home at the end of the day ><;;

It is just me an Sean today... Until.... 3:10 >.> when I have to go to my mom's and watch her wards >.> I am tired of watching everyone elses children and adults already

poor Jazzy. </3

and boo for him getting off so late. What time does he go in? That seems like a really loooong day for him too. @[email protected] And what time does Jayden get dropped off? Because that's quite a bit of time with her as well. I'm so used to days being from like 7 to 4. xD

And why on earth are you watching your moms wards? Aren't they *ahem* HER responsibility? Unless you're getting paid for it, I say ditch that chore from your to-do list! But ya know, I'm mean like that...

I am watching her wards cause she is going to the doctor that specializes in her condition... She is still in the lawsuit with Target.... And they are dicking her around... I'll be watching them again on Monday the 16th I think... She has a pre-trial date or something like that ><;; but I am getting paid... She is actually paying me more the she would hourly since she is asking me to get them ready for bed and into bed... ><;; Mikes practice will be in the middle of all that too ><;;;

Dillon goes to work at 11:30 in the morning and works until 8 sometimes 8:30.... Jayden is suppose to be with me from 8-5 but I asked my brother in law to drop her off between 7:30 and 7:45 so he drops her off at 7 >.>;; and he picks her up between 5:10 and 5:30 <.<

No, Clair lives in Maine. She's from Maryland. :)

Chi is also in Maine no? [/not really off topic but not exactly on topic either]

Jaz- at least it sounds like she gets picked up shortly after he gets off of work? So that's one thing to be happy about!
and lol, I take my kids to doctors appointments with me all the time! No reason she can't do the same! At least with hers it's just her knee being looked at and not her womanly bits! Though, I'm sure part of that is her wanting a little time away from them. I know I love going to doctors appointments with out the kids.

O-M-G. I get to go to my doctors appointment this friday with out them...and WITH Scott! lolz. He'll get to tour the hospital with me and babies daddies and see where we'll be going for the birth etc. I think we'll be going to lunch with the twins since they get out earlier than Kura does for the next couple of weeks. But still it will be so nice to just spend some time with adults, knowing that my kids are being cared for, and learning instead of being sat in front of a tv like our "babysitters" during our so cal vacation did... ^^;;

It is her spine but yeah same difference... The pain in her knee was caused by a spinal injury from being thrown from the equipment... It is a bit difficult to fit two wheel chairs in her car especially cause one doesn't fold up... ><;; They are both custom built not like the ones you see for rent or at stores... It is also a two hour drive there and back... And one of the two of them is in diapers... They don't make adult changing tables ><;; and there is no telling how long she will be there.... so I understand why she needs a respite provider... I just wish it wasn't me today :(

Woohoo!!! That sounds fun ^^

awww boo for no alternatives. Lucky she has you! Just remember that when you need you time, to say no. >.< You can be the bad daughter once in a while (er the bad daughter for a good reason instead of no reason at all) because you need to put you first. :3

Well, that was a good 4 hours with out kids. Spent an hour online, spent two hours doing laundry and got some shopping done for the dinner I had planned. I also got clothes cleared out of Melodys closet since she had waaay too much stuff in there. Cleared out stuff that was almost too small, and stuff I didn't think was very cute. Cleared out her shirt drawer too, and now I have a ton of stuff to take to the good will. Including stuff I cleared out of my closet a couple weeks ago. And shoes that hurt my feet. Stupid cute shoes.

I ramble a lot. xD

Chi and I are a few hours away from each other; we've never met, though.

wish I could say the same :/ I didn't get much done... Moved the new desk I assembled a week or two ago into the corner where it belongs... Got pissy with Dillon for not helping... Put the computer partially on it and decided I didn't want to fight with it any longer... So I walked away and told Dillon to do it ><;; took Dillon to work and went to walmart to see about getting WIC there... >.> and found out that their milk expired in 2 days >.> so got a few other things that were there then when to another grocery store... And picked up WIC and few food necessities... Got home at 1 and Sean was passed out in the car... So I took him in and got him laid down... And now I am going to have to go get Mikes from school and head over to my mom's... :/ then football practice... Then home... I just got a call from my little sister who was asking for a ride... I was like... At what time do you suspect I can go ALLLLL the way out to the university and get you??? It is like a 30-40 minute drive and then she wanted me to bring her back into town to the Arc which is way the heck on the other side of town... and would take another 20-30 just to get back to my house... ><;; that girl needs to get her license!!! Cause I don't go out that way often so going to get her is going Waaaaaaay out of my way....

Jazzy had such a busy day! D:

Clair- I live like 3 hours from one of Scotts aunts/uncles and I've never met them. >.> I know about where they are...but we've never been down there to visit them. lolz. I have them as friends on my facebook page though! haha.

I need help. I need a painfully common (so common it makes you want to throw up) girls name. T-T Suggestions?

Mary, or BRITNEY (I <3 you Jaz! xD)

*shakes head* No. :/ Those won't work, thanks though.

lol, not common enough? We could go with Ann?

Both are common enough... I just disliked them. >.> No offense, Jaz! D":

It's a tie between Lucy and Susan... not sure which, though.

LUCY.... I like that name... But it isn't as common as you probably think... Why don't you look up the most common baby names from 2009... You'll actually probably be surprised what is most popular... More uncommon baby girl name show up on the top 10 now... The same is not so true with boys names though!

**kicks her real name** I despise my real name <.< particularly it's shortened version O_O

Jaz, I looked at SO many different top 100 girls names lists yesterday! I thought my heart was going to die. I can't stand overly used names... if everyone names their kids the same thing, it's so awful. I couldn't stand it.

I realize Lucy isn't as common as it used to be, but it's not an unheard of, wild and crazy "WHOA! WEIRD NAME" sort of name that will get a reaction like that from people. I needed a name that no one would question if someone said "My name is Lucy".

I do like the name Lucy, although... I did not want to use it in this case. :(

I think Lucy and Susan were both far more common in the previous two generations than they are now. :3

I much prefer weird names to common ones. While some common names are nice, I love the names Stephanie and Vanessa for example, I wouldn't name my kids that becasue it is so common. >.<

Scott has 4 uncles, two of which are married to women named Susan. It's so friggan confusing, since I'm friended with both of them on facebook. One plays the random games, the other doesn't. So when I'm gifting I'm never sure which one shows up first! D: (both changed their last names to their husbands last names so they have the same friggan name! D: )

Changing last names is soooo last century. xD I'm too fond of my last name to change it. I'll use it when signing up to websites though. :x This woman does not really exist, but she could. ya know, if I wanted her to. >.>

Believe me, I wish I could go with the original name I had, but I was adviced not to. T_T

Clair won't change her last name. NOPE! She simply won't. *crosses arms* Well, she plans to change it so she has both her mother and father's last name, but she won't change her name after she's married. Nope!

Lucy and Susan aren't as common as they used to be, but they're... names people won't question, you know? They're not unheard of or really "OUT THERE!" names. :lol:

Clair will NEVER give her child an extremely common name. Nope, won't happen. Just like changing my last name to my husband's. Nope. Just simply no!