It's a baby trampoline. It's a small circle with the width of... mmm... a kitchen chair I'd say? It has a handle bar, too. Weight limit of 50lbs I believe. :) It's not bouncy like bigger trampolines. It's not the jumping that scares me. It's how she thinks she can go head first onto the floor to get down. It's about six inches off the floor. >>

Eee, another baby! :boogie: Well, preparations anyway, hey? ^_^

I've never seen a baby trampoline...It sounds kinda fun though. Almost like those random work out things that they have to take inches off. They wrap you up in randomness like a mummy and then tell you to jump on the trampoline and it changes your weight distribution. I don't think it actually burns many more calories or anything, but yeah. Sorry I ramble when I'm sick. >.<
What a silly little girl.

Yup. preparations. Lupron from the 14th to the 29th. Then a lining check then hopefully moving on to lupron+estrace etc. Should be good fun... lol. November 4th will be the transfer. I get to fly first class from Kodiak to NY! /spoiled.

Originally Posted by Melody Xyelle

And I do believe there is a difference between my situation and what yours was Jaz. You hadn't just spent 4 years with him as your sole go to person because you were 3000 miles away from family. Scott and I were completely dependent on each other, so we went from you are my everything to nothing in the space of a day.

I was referring to the 3 years I was alone with Mikes :P Well I don't know how to count it because I lived with my mom until the month he turned 2... But I didn't have a lot of support for anything but kinda financial support.... Then the next year I lived completely alone just me and Mikes... I started dating Dillon shortly after Mikes turned two but he was in Denver for that year too... I got pregnant while he was down visiting for the summer then he went back up to college.... I'm not saying mine is worse or anything just that I've been there... And had to work and go to school... :/ I know it isn't fun!

hey everyone ^^, you guys probably don't remember me but I haven't really posted in here alot.

I hope all of you are doing really well.

^^

I don't remember you. /fail.

In any case other than this cough that won't go away I'm doing pretty well. How are you?

I don't remember either >_>;; I blame the baby?

I am doing fine and yourself?

25 more hours!! Can the rest of today and tomorrow pass by quicker please?

Mine is DRAGGING too... It is terrible... And I am not even waiting for anything other then for Dillon to get home from work....

Mines not really dragging persay...I just want it to go faster! haha.

I've had a good bit of play time with the kiddos. We've been invited over to play with kittens at my best friends moms place. And there's plenty to do around here to pass the time. I mean heck, there's only 3 more hours before it's bedtime! But I think I'll need someone to hit me upside the head with a baseball bat before I can go to sleep. I'm so hyped up and excited. Specially since I get to take my moms car there on my own, instead of having her drive me. (Thank you Lord! ) And so I'm just....I'm ready for it to be tomorrow already!! xD

I can understand that I suppose... OMG I am so weirded out by your time change before you were 3 hours ahead of us now it feels like you are 3 hours behind O_o;; Bedtime is only a little over an hour away for the kiddos... Here at least...


My day feels like it is dragging... That's not to say I don't have a TON to keep me busy but I don't wanna do chores right now darn it!

I'm doing pretty good coping with my ex husband having visitation rights and being away from my lil man for hours. I don't know what to do with myself.....its weird lol

lol, I wouldn't know what to do if my babies were away from me for a while either...I swear they're always surrounding me.

Aren't you just an hour behind me now Jazzy? I'm writing this post at 8:04. and 8 is supposed to be their bedtime. But we're just starting on showers now. I guess it's a good thing it's friday.

My moms also super pissed at me again for...existing? Which is odd since yesterday when I told her we wouldn't be leaving on the 25th as I had hoped she said that was okay and that she wanted us to stay because she knew that once we left she wouldn't see us again for a long while....uh...k? So why are you being so mean to me and the kids right now? Obviously this is why they're not sure if they can like you or not, whenever they start to play you yell at them, and whenever you want to play...they're scared of you! ugh. This is why you don't move back in. >.>

Anyway, gotta get back to bathing the monsters.

*throws and kicks things in tantrum* >:/


Weather delays have caused for my hubby to get in at 8:15 tomorrow instead of 5:15 tonight. </3 I know I should still be happy that he's on his way and all. But damn it...I'm quite heart broken at this new development.

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Delay turned into a cancellation. No hubby until tomorrow night. His flight leaves at 8 tomorrow and gets in 7pm tomorrow night. </3

**BIG HUGS MELLIE** But I'm sure you'd rather him get there safe then not at all right <3 Sorry this has to happen to you though :(

Yeah an hour behind I believe... So if I call my aunt or cousins there they would be an hour earlier so I could call at 8-9 without feeling TOO guilty :P But it feels like you are like 3 hours difference still

I guess. But what pissed me off the most was 30 minutes after they canceled the flights, the fog had cleared and visibility was back to normal. So if they would have just delayed them a little longer everyone could have gotten to where they wanted to go. Instead they canceled and I have to wait another day before I have my hubby. And I have to go through all of tomorrow with out him. He gets in about when I would be doing shower/bedtime with the kids. So it's just....totally stupid. And depressing. ):

I know Mellie.... I am sorry :(

How long does he get off to visit? :(

He's here until the 25th. His plane left Kodiak this morning. So provided all goes well in Anchorage and Seattle he'll be here tonight around 7 something.

Went to the ER with Kura last night. We've got bronchitis. The good news is we shouldn't be contageous anymore. The bad news is the cough might go on for another week or two. But no infections ear or throat and so that's good too. And our doctor was really sweet. He felt bad he couldn't do more for us. But just knowing that I didn't have an ear infection (I had a lot of sharp pangs in my ears yesterday) and that we didn't have...whatever that throat infection is called, was a load off of my chest. So i know that if it gets worse to go back in, but that we should be getting better. And soon. The down side: I'm going to get my 2000 calorie diet by cough drops. xD haha. Though I've found warm liquids to be quite soothing.

Honey and lemon tea :) honey coats your throat so long as you don't drink or eat anything after drinking it... It is at least a longer suppressant then cough drops in my experience!

So he should be there in an hour and a half ish now! I'm glad <3

I wonder if it's been all the stress that wore you down? :( I have a homemade herbal tea that worked wonders for me last winter when I couldn't take anything due to breastfeeding. If you want it, let me know, but it's horrible tasting. It knocked my cold/infection out in three days though.

Have fun when Scott comes in!! <3

Weeehaw! 10 weeks left 70 days!!! **dances** I'm 30 weeks today!!!

lol is it funny that I wouldn't be surprised if we don't hear from Mellie again until Scott goes back to the Kodiak! :P

She's probably trying to find a way to hide him. XD

You're on the home stretch now! I was looking through baby stuff today for a particular brand of rice crackers, and looked at all the newborn outfits. ;___; So tiny...

Just wait one day those 1 year old outfits are going to look tiny too :'( Dillon can't fold laundry cause he mixes my shirts with Michael's :P

It's going by so fast. :gonk:

It does go by really fast!