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06-27-2008, 01:51 PM
I actually don't really have PPD... I the thyroid problem is causing most of my emotional problems... Aggression, depression, anxiety... You name it LOL...
I was actually glad for this thyroid problem yesterday! I went to walmart (oh another problem with this thing is insomnia so I haven't slept well in a good bit so I am always exhausted it seems) and Mikes had to go potty so I split off from Dillon and he took the baby and continues shopping... Well on the way back from the potty Mikes takes off running and I have no energy to run after him so I sort of speed walk.... And just keep him in sight... Well I had maybe 3 feet between him and I and it was very easy to see that I was trying to keep my on one him when two heavy set teenagers swing out of the electronics department and right in front of me... It seemed right at that moment Michael dodged into one of the side isles... and disappeared from sight.... Well these girls were going no where fast so I swept past them and start running to find Michael... And of course these girls felt it a wise idea to put in their two cents... and start hollering "Run forest Run...." A couple of seconds later I find Michael in the toy section and when he sees me he starts to bolt again but I catch him by the arm and pull him back to the main isle... Well these girls are still behind me hooting and hollering their teenage two cents... and as I pull Mikes back onto the main isle the yell "Violence isn't the answer.." in a very demeaning tone... I didn't even bother to look back and I shouted back shut the h*** up." Well of course they continued and said something about my parenting and I looked back and told them to shut the f*** up that they didn't know a d*** thing about parenting because they were petty stupid kids themselves..." Under normal circumstances I would have just kept quiet and grumble to myself about it... But I have some special push from this thyroid problem that made me vocal this time... I guess Dillon heard most of it and looked kind of shocked at me when I turned the corner and found him... He thought that I had been cursing at Mikes until the last minute when I was talking about parenting... and he was shocked I would say anything to someone I didn't know much less to curse them out and basically lecture them about parenting...LOL... I was kind of proud of myself...
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06-27-2008, 01:55 PM
I'm not a parent, but I appreciate them. I have wonderful Christian parents and I'm very proud of them!
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06-27-2008, 02:44 PM
Aww, sorry it was such an aggravating trip to Wal-mart. Maybe next time your hubby can watch the kids and you can go alone. I don't take my kids to the store with me unless I absolutely have to!
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06-29-2008, 02:21 PM
That'd be easier... Except I am exclusively nursing the baby... Most of my grocery experiences are kinda nasty but that (I think) is because I don't like shopping... It gets even nastier if I have to go clothing shopping... And REALLY bad if I have to shoe shop... That by far is one of my very most dislikes things! But this one wasn't too bad... Michael was pretty well behaved as far as most shopping trips go..... And the darn teenage girls maybe will learn not to spout their mouths off LOL... Though somehow I doubt it... ^.^
Oh Mel I have some pics of Sean and Mikes up in my quest thread... Sean is getting sooooo big!
It is kind of funny what I've been thinking lately... I knew I wanted to try for another baby when Sho Sho turns 1. But it is funny I will more then likely after I stop nursing Sean they are going to kill my thyroid gland, so I won't have to worry about this problem in later pregnancies. But now I am REALLY wishing for twin girls... Isn't that sick? I keep thinking that then I won't have to go though two pregnancies and two deliveries just get my dream family (well the modified one LOL) in one shot! I don't know that I could hand two boys and twins though... I think I'd really just be happy if I can have a girl! Just one! But I suppose we shall see where I sit in 10 months LOL!
Man this was a VERY random post!
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06-29-2008, 02:47 PM
Ooh, another baby already!? I wasn't even sure if I wanted to have a 2nd one, much less twins. :sweat:
Completely random, but my hubby has an identical twin. :)
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06-29-2008, 03:37 PM
lol jaz. its easy for other to critize you but let them have kids. they will be singing a hole new. tone.
if it was me i would have told them i was sorry for there mom waisting so much time in teaching them maners. *i'm not insulting there mom so its oke i guss.
but i guss this is what lac of sleep sometimes dos to you.
on one side its hard to have somany jong childeren but on the othere hand theres alway's some on to play with :)
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06-30-2008, 05:47 PM
I think me wanting twins is a psychological thing! I was a twin but my twin brother died. My best friends are fraternal twin... My mother had what is called a disappearing twin (where on twin absorbs the other. My mom had an ovary removed a while back and they found hair and teeth in it it was CREEPY)... I want twins... But I don't know that I will ever get that. Originally I wanted 10 kids but with how sick I was with Sean and all this yuck since he was born I don't know how many more pregnancies I could handle. I do plan on adopting some kids though!
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06-30-2008, 06:26 PM
10 kids!!! :headdesk:
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06-30-2008, 10:27 PM
I have twins. >.> anybody want one? lol. ;p
The kids have been driving me batty. ^^;; Seriously even with Scott home I can't get 10 minutes to myself...and sometimes I just want a little alone time... *sigh*
I guess that's what being a mother is though. Alone time is just non existent. </3
I'll go check out the pictures asap Jaz~!!
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06-30-2008, 10:51 PM
I totally understand where you are coming from, melody! My boys are going to visit their grandparents all next week and I can't wait to have all that free time. We plan on going seeing Wicked, movies, I'm getting my hair done and catching up on doctor appointments. :)
I can't imagine twins though. My mother-in-law likes to tell me how hard it was raising my hubby , his twin and 2 other small children.
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07-01-2008, 07:48 AM
you'll get your alone time ones they get older
*if i look at my parents house...home of 6
sins i have been like 15/16 *is the last one. everyone is bussy with there own thing.
plenty of alone time there...it just takes a while to get ther :P
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07-01-2008, 11:43 AM
You're so right! And then we will long for the days when they were babies and would happily give up all of our free time for them again. :)
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07-11-2008, 09:57 PM
*Drags the thread from the depths of mene*
Had something to share
I am sooo proud!
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07-13-2008, 01:36 AM
im not a parent :insane: but i have a complaint against my parents!!
they always bother me, they seem to think im retarded, they tell me how i will fail and never get a job, and they never have any damn food :( apart from bread... they expect me to live off that >.<
aww jaz, he is so cute! ^.^ >.< <33
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07-13-2008, 06:43 PM
Quote:
Originally Posted by Lissi
You're so right! And then we will long for the days when they were babies and would happily give up all of our free time for them again. :)
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los that just how it go's most of the time ..
*but then you get to bug them about grand children so you can babbysit them :P
@jaz there so cute
i also looked at the cars thing from michael.
adoreble. :P
* now i have foice to go with you.
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07-13-2008, 09:49 PM
Scotts grandparents are coming to visit for the twins birthday. Soo... 2 months and then I can have some alone time. I swear I need it.
Scott has the over nights today and my patience has been thinner then rice paper
Jaz- awwww <3 adorable!
pirate- how odd. :/ your parents should be more supportive!
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07-14-2008, 01:48 AM
i think every on has that. being kids or a love live. every on needs some time alone
*even i get unfriendly if i stay withe my boy friend to long
humans are induvidals for a reason
keep it up melody
your doing fine
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07-15-2008, 12:24 AM
I like alone time, but I get lonely after like 20 minutes. XD I love being with Scott. I seriously would be happy spending every waking minute with him for like 3 days on end. (after the 3 days I would want some time alone but not too long XD)
But that is because Scott can take care of himself, and he also takes care of me (and vise versa) the kids just need to be cared for, and they really don't do much for themselves. Because they can't do things for themselves it gets to me a bit because they NEED me constantly and sometimes you want to be taken care of instead of doing all the caring. Not that I don't love the kids because I do...I just need a little break from it once in a while.
If that makes sense. >.<
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07-15-2008, 07:39 AM
totaly thats why we have mothersday
lol..sorry could not help that
na its normale even i have times i wanne lie down an have everting come to me..back rubes. jummy food and so on.
but yes it can be a hand full..*had the same thing with june. but sins she a bird it only took about 2 months.
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07-15-2008, 09:41 PM
Awww, Jaz - that is the most adorable video ever! He'll be crawling in no time.
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Jaz
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07-15-2008, 11:10 PM
Aww Mel I totally understand!!! I've been home, just me and the baby who was asleep until about 20-30 minutes ago, and I am bored and lonely... I am really anxious for college to start again soon... I need adult time LOL!
@ Lissa... I know... It actually kinda scares me... then I will have 2 distructors!
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07-15-2008, 11:29 PM
thus it get like that?
...wow kids do take a lot out of you
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Jaz
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07-17-2008, 04:29 PM
Get like what?
I am exhausted..... Is it just the fact that Michael is a 4 year old of is he truly capable of making me nuts? He NEVER listens I swear!
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07-17-2008, 11:39 PM
the getting bored and lony when the kids or not up and about
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07-18-2008, 04:11 PM
Yeah you do get bored and lonely when the kids are asleep or gone. I remember waking up kura randomly from her naps when She was under a year old and Scott was out to sea because I just needed SOMEONE to spend time with...and a sleeping baby doesn't give you as much to do as an awake one. ^^;;
I registered for classes yesterday! I'm taking a full 13 units. So this should be fun... 4 kids during the day, 5 classes to work on after scott gets home... woo! I'm taking tae kwon do... I'm really hoping it will help me relieve some of the stress and anger that has been building up inside of me. ^^;;
I'm quite angry at Scott today for being a lying, stupid male again. Testosterone poisoning seems to have gotten the better of him... AGAIN. and I'm totally fed up with it. If I didn't need him to be home so I could go out shopping I would tell him to stay at work. Alas I need the car. :/ shit. I HATE MEN. that is all. <3
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