[sorry i disappeared, my teacher was checking my crap and i had to close the window ^.^']
::After swooping and swirling i race back toward him on the beach, and just before hitting him, my nose touching his, i flap forward and land infront of him, and in a flurry of a sandstorm i smile at him, his clothes and hair flap in the gusty wind i brought with me, almost knocking him over.
Im panting and say to him between breaths, "Whew, I havnt had a worry-free flight like that in a long time..." i wipe the sweat from my brow and look at his dumbfounded expression "hey, are you alright?" I fix my hair, which was in shambles and knots, and just forget it. Ill fix it when im done flying for the night.
The breeze was calm and cool; i was kind of glad to out of that shirt; i was hot. The jeans seemed to be getting tighter and i scowled "i wish i brought some shorts with me... i totally forgot about clothes..." i scratched the side of my face and grinned "I only remembered undergarments and socks..." i turn bright red and sigh deeply. "Oh well, i guess im stuck in the outfit Juri lent to me for a while.."::

Kane flailed and then fell back onto the ground, fearful that he was going to cause Risa to crash. He smiled and nodded.
"I'm fine...I'm glad you enjoyed yourself." He stood brushing himself off.
"Well, she'll probably want to take you shopping tomorrow, so I wouldn't fret over it too much."

::I smile at him warmly and reach my hand out to him "wanna go for a fly? Its an amazing view...." I turn and look at the moon and its blue shade. Then I turn back to him and cock my head to the side. "well?" I put my arms out to him, as if I were holding him in my arms in flight, the wind blows and my hair flows along with it ever so slightly. My feathers shined in the moonlight, making them have a slight glow::

He sighed and chuckled, wrapping his arms around her neck.
"Me thinks, M'lady that you just like the thought of my company....that and carrying me." He gave in and pressed his forhead to hers.
"I guess I just can't tell you no."

[blushing now XD]
::I hold on to him tightly and look into his eyes, his head still pressed against mine "I just like being with you..." I look away quickly and take off running catching an strong updraft and catch myself on the wind, I do a swift acrobatic turn and fly over the ocean, my hair whips rapidly around us. I look down at the dark water that is reflecting us in motion and the moon. I tighten my grip around hiss back and under his legs, pressing him closer to myself
"Do you enjoy flying with me, Kane?"::

He thought a moment and then smiled into her hair.
"The feeling's mutual." She took off...again, that diving feeling as they shot upward, after a moment of closing his eyes and feeling his stomach return to his torso, he answered with an unbidden 'urp'.
"Of course." He looked at her and cocked his head.
"Why wouldn't I?"

::I smile at him "because you seem to go pale, and l;ook like youre gonna barf every time we fly together...." i fly up, and up even more, closer to the moon than ever. The faint sound of the crashing tides behind us seemed to be perfect for this mood.
I flapped every now and again, mostly just glided around; the wind did my work for me, the shore was almost barely visible now; we were truly alone now.::
[OOC thread!]

He chuckled.
"The take off is a little much that's all." He looked over his shoulder thanking his lucky stars one by one, that he could swim.

::i laugh "sorry, its harder to just fly upwards with me holding another person..." i shift his weight to my other arm and yawn, looking up at the stars "so... do you regret last night?" (the kiss she means, in the park)::

Kane yawned...the waves and the flight were getting to him.
"Nu-uh....it was..." A yawn escaped him and he shook his head.
"...It was...it was nice." He smiled.
"I couldn't regret anything like that."

::I look into his eyes "I dont regret it either... But you know we cant really go further in our relationship...right? Unless we were...responsible about it, I guess.." i look down "I..don't want children..."
I catch his yawn and laugh "Wanna go back?"::

He let his eyelids slide halfway closed.
"Risa....I'll leave it up to you....a family isn't a bad thing....but...maybe one day...this world won't be so damned closed minded." He smiled and shook his head, wanting to stay there..in her arms.

::I nod then blush "You... do you want to have a family some day?? I donno I I'll ever find the right guy that understands me..." I catch another wind and go up higher, the beach no longer visible now. I wished I had a free hand to touch his soft face, but I was full and shifted him in my arms, closer to me. Then I felt it- my bra unhooked from the constant shifting of him in my arms. I tried to ignore it but i felt my bra sliding and i pressed him firmly to my chest, to hold it in place, I turned as red as a pepper and tired to play it off "Uhm, so..." I get a tighter grip on him, feeling his back crack in my arm and I get tense, sweat builds over my brow from being so nervous.::

Kane smiled and noddde, blushing in his sleepy state.
"Yeah....despite everything that I've done....I want a family...I wanna see some little red-headed kid come bounding over the grass in a backyard crying 'Daddy!'....." He sighed, his smile turning a little sad.
"I hope you find him Risa...I really hope you do." His shoulders shook as she blushed harder.
"Want I should get that for you?" He shook his free hands completely trusting in her ability to keep a hold on him for as long as it took.

::i smiled at him "A CHIBI KANE! that would be so adorable!!! id just wanna pinch his little cheeks!!!" i puff out my cheeks and laugh. I see his smile fade "why you no smile??"
I turn even redder and look at him "uhm, get what? what do you mean>??" i laugh fakely at him; it shifts even looser and i thought about dropping him, hooking it then catching him before he hit the water, but he'd probably hate me for doing that, he was scared enough flying with me::
[what time did you get online???]

He turned and lifted an eyebrow while smirking.
"Well then, you'll have to visit sometime." He shook his head and reached around her.
"Here." He pressed his face against the pale of her neck and found the two loose ends of her undergarment. He could have hooked them together at any moment, but he stayed his hand, breathing in the wind and the water, he sighed...she had been right all along...she wasn't his....never would be.....she was as wild as the waved below them, and would stay as freespirited as the stars that fell from the sky on a whim...he snapped the clasp closed and removed his hands from her scorching skin..it would drive him mad otherwise.
"There." He said simply.
"No need to fuss anymore."

::i blush, feeling his breath on my neck, I stirr and close my eyes, my heart beats faster, it was like he was hugging me... his skin against mine was so nice... i closed my eyes. I just wanted him to keep his arms around me... forever...
As he pulled back i kept my eyes closed for a moment longer then blushed "You have had practice with bra clasps in the past, I presume? and how did you know I was unhooked???"
I sigh deeply "so... what type of wife are you looking for??"::

"Do you want a lie or the truth about the bra thing?" He asked slyly, giving her a sideways glance. He slipped a finger up a strap and adjusted it.
"I can see Risa, it was halfway down your arm, and you were beet red." Kane simply smiled and looked out over the water.
"What kind of wife would I want......lessee....I would want a wife...that is loyal, beauty fades, and minds change...so just one that will stand by me...even while I'm old and gray and drooling on my bearded chin."

::I smile at him warmly "well, in most movies i see, the guy has a hard time unclasping the clasps, let alone hooking them up, never seen one where the guy hooked it though" I giggled to myself, then cleared my throat and looking up.
"That is such a modest response about a wife.. I just..." i paused "I dont think I deserve anyone..." I laugh pathetically "I shouldn't disgrace someone with my presence... let alone marry someone..." deep in my heart, I wanted to be loved, but it could never happen, for who could ever love a beast. "I shouldnt even be here with you, I planned my life for me to live alone, fly then die, and If i ever got captured... so be it."::

"Lie then." He chuckled then shook his head.
"No, really, Juri would get me to helo her when I was still little, she'd always wake up late and never get out of the house on time." His smile faded altogether. He traced her cheek and looked into her eyes.
"Risa...never, I never want to hear you say those things again, if anything others disgrace you." He clenched a fist and growled deep in his throat.
"No one's going to catch you, and if they try they'll have to go through me."

::I giggle about Juri then get serious and look into his eyes "Kane... face it... im a horrible beast that doesnt deserve to be alive... if anything, i should LET the scientists catch me... so that maybe the next generation of angels will be able to live in peace..." I laugh "i could be their sacrificial savior..."
I tilt my head "Kane.. be serious. You wont always be by my side, remember? You want a wife... and kids... I dont think youll be with me all the time when you have them..." I sigh deeply and seem to lose altitude slowly and head towards the shore again.
I clear my throat "Kane, you shouldnt worry so much about me... im a nobody.":

Kane didn't speak again until they both were on the shore. Then he angrily shoved his hands in his pockets and jerked away from her to stand by the rock from before, he kicked off his shoes, pulled off his socks and climbed, higher and higher until he reached the top..it was the rock that he'd claimed as his the first summer that they came, he wasn't tall enough to climb it, but he always had to sit by it when they were outside.
"Come up here." He called. The sky was streaking gold and autumn red.

::Landing softly, he jumped out of my arms. I thought "Maybe he finally understands what i mean..." i grab my shirt and slip it back on, my wings still hanging out from underneath, so it wasnt fully on, lt was resting right under my breast. I didnt think it was appropriate to lounge around him in my bra.
with one flap of my wings im on the top of the rock. I sit beside him, a little distance between us; I didnt want to intrude, or make him more upset. I lean back on my hands and look at the sky. the breeze blows, my hair flows behind me and i close my eyes, taking in the freedom i had.::

It was silent for the longest time, then just as the first thin rays broke over the waves Kane caught one in his hand...or attempted to.
"This is you." He said plainly.
"You're the first light of the sun that is there for only a breif second before it's gone never to return. I can't tame you, I don't want to, if I did...then......" He pointed out to the skyline.
"I might as well try to catch the sun...it just won't happen." He turned his face to look at her.
"But I'm not about to let you go, not that easily. Yes I want children, but if it means losing you, I can live without a family. Risa...." He took her hand in his and sighed.
"I know you think I'm stupid...that this is all just one big misadventure for me..but you know me as a fighter, and as such I don't start fights that I can't win...or that I won't get the prize in the end...it's not in me to lose." He smiled.
"So I'm asking you once and once only, but no matter your answer, I'm willing to risk it all to gain you.....Risa..." He blushed and looked down at the stone.
"Can I keep you?"

{*dies*}
::My eyes were fixated on him as he spoke; noone had ever compared me to something so beautiful before... his words stuck with me and i just wanted to be in his arms.
"How can I be tamed? So i am a beast?? Its about time you agreed!" I look out over the ocean "Dont give up your happiness for someone like me Kane... I dont deserve you.." I sigh deeply. "i dont think youre stupid... and youre not losing anything... we can still be friends, right? after you marry and have children?"

My heart skipped a beat when he asked to keep me, i look at him and slide closer to him, so our bodies were almost touching "What do you mean? You know its better if I stay alone, so youre not in any danger..." No matter how much I wanted him, to keep him safe, I had to refuse his offer. I tear rolled down my cheek. i hated the way my body was; if only I were normal i could truely love him the way I longed to::