*pounces on the thread*
thank you angel for my mommy<3
how is everyone today?

You're welcome :)

I'm good thanks. I feel loved today and not so worried as I did last week :P

• *move love for angel*

I think you're doing a wonderful job,Angel, keep it up ^^

-huggles eveyone- I'm in a good mood today. <3

Originally Posted by Jayms_fallen_angel

You're welcome :)

I'm good thanks. I feel loved today and not so worried as I did last week :P

why were you worried? ^_^ and of course you are loved you do such a great thing pairing up new people with mommies and daddies you are amazing!

• Glad to hear it, Alisha. <3

Oh! Secy, did I mention that I really liked your Avi yesterday? Or was that just my thoughts... I can't remember anymore. XD

Oh thank you! Now I feel even more loved than before....Ahhh good day today :)

I was worried for a number of reasons. I was worried for secy because of what's been going on with him and he was online less and less and I regard him as a friend.
Because of the referal link that was causing trouble here. Our mommies and daddies were seriously considering leaving this thread and we were getting more newbies than before. I was a little concerned for the threads future.
Three because of family things. My aunt was thrown out of her house and there's been a big fight over the children. Well she has the children but they still go to their dads and that worries me. I'll tell you why if you want to know. But even still there are a LOT of problems.
Four my lease for this flat ends in December and everywhere is going so fast! I was worried I'd have nowhere to live at christmas! Still not got anywhere but things are looking up we've eventually got a viewing and it's not actually available till the end of November so it shouldn't be snapped up before we get there.

angel dont worry things work out eventually i was actually homeless on christmas last year technically living out of my fiance's car i went months bouncing from friends couch to friends couch
you learn who really loves you when something like that happens
mike and me went thru so much and im glad he was there or id have given up hope
a girl i thought was my best friend turned me out on the street after i helped her find the place she was living in (we were both supposed to move in me just till i got back on my feet so i didnt put my name on the lease and she stabbed me in the back) someone who was just an aquaintence for years put me in his car and took me to meet his brother who took me in as soon as i asked
i lived on his couch for a couple months i got a job while i was there and it was me and at times eight other people living in a two beddroom apartment downtown
i have lost my fear of most things
after all i had been thru i was able to walk on the most dangerous street at three am alone just because i wasnt afraid
the guys i lived with smoked weed and the smell got to me and made me sick so usually when i got off work i just didnt go home id just walk the streets till i thought they had left or gone to sleep
but i learned just how nice people can be
that even if you are betrayed a hundred times dont give up on people in general cause a stranger can be your saviour if you give them a chance
so i think i can safely say things will work out for you they did for me

I kinda gave up on people a long while ago. I have been almost killed, actually raped and abused by an ex boyfriend so I don't really have much faith in people anymore. I trust my dads side of the family and my bf and the few friends who've proved themselves to me. I know if it comes to it there's a spare bed at my mums house, my gramma/aunts house my second aunt has a sofa my bf and his family would offer and I have a room in GA if I can afford to go over there. But still I dont want to be doing that.

I was going to say something reassuring but I forgot as I was typing it... @[email protected]

LOL I do that a lot. I'm working to trust again but at the moment you kinda have to prove yourself to me before I'll actually trust you. I'll be nice and fun and your friend but I won't go to you with problems unless you prove it to me. Like my best friend in college I didn't really trust him until I'd known him a year. Sounds horrible doesn't it? But I just can't yet. My boyfriend is helping me work through my issues.

Originally Posted by Jayms_fallen_angel

I kinda gave up on people a long while ago. I have been almost killed, actually raped and abused by an ex boyfriend so I don't really have much faith in people anymore. I trust my dads side of the family and my bf and the few friends who've proved themselves to me. I know if it comes to it there's a spare bed at my mums house, my gramma/aunts house my second aunt has a sofa my bf and his family would offer and I have a room in GA if I can afford to go over there. But still I dont want to be doing that.

i just cant give up on people
ive been raped too and people have tried to hurt me
i dont give up but i dont trust unconditionally
anyone who knows me knows my knives too
the two i always had on me downtown are a gutripper and punching knife
one is used for hunting it has a serated edge that curves and is for putting into the deer and ripping it open
the punching knife is a triangle shapped blade with a wood handle you put between your fingers and just punch with it
i have yet to ever use them on anyone but i walked the street but i wasnt stupid
the guy who raped me left bruised shaped exactly like his hands on both my wrists
i never told my parents i almost cry every time my mom comments that im lucky ive never been raped or molested
it never happened downtown
it happened at school at my highschool when i was a freshman
i never told for years then the news came on one day that he had been arrested for molesting a girl and left hand shaped bruises on her chest
it took years for me to not have panic attacks anytime even friends grabbed my wrists
ive been beated half a thousand times by people i thought were my friends
but i still cant stop believing in people cause even tho really bad stuff has happened to me good stuff does too
i met mike didnt i? and i know if anything ever happens again i can trust him to take care of me

Don't worry, I understand, it must be harder in RL but online it's completely reasonable. People are pretty tricky now a days, it's actually kinda sad. >.>

Yeah. It makes me sad too. Like Josh trusted the people of Mene not to abuse the site so foolishly put up the referal link...Just goes to show, people can't be trusted online either.

Oh well trust rarely comes into things online. Well other than with me and Trinny. She gave me her address this week which is really the only thing you need trust for online as a regular user.

Well, you'll get to know me slowly over time, just as I'll get to know you... I'm thirsty.

*pours water hands to alisha*
^_^ *waves hands* THIRST BEGONE!
*bows down as random person throws a coat over her shoulders*

hehehehe jk

i gotta go do artworks and take care of pups and kittens ill be back on later<3

Yeah I'll get to know you :) The monitor and distance makes it easier to get to know people online. I guess that's one of the reasons I've been online as long as I have :P

Oooh arts...I gotta do some arts too. Secys piccy is dying to be completed...

Alrighty you go do your arts =3
Oh and just for reference, my real name is Ashley. sometimes I talk in 3rd person.

Ashley has to clean because her mother is upset. >.<

hehe Angel talks in third person a lot too but it confuses secy sometimes and annoys some people. So Angel tries not to post in 3rd person too much on here, but it comes so naturally due to like 7 years of roleplaying in third person and even longer writing third person. Put Angel near a keyboard and her fingers will try to type third person.

Hello....^^;

TRINNY!!! Guess what? People notice you around because they love your fantabulous art siggy :P

wh00t? hahah really? aww thank you people >.<
I love it too <3333 it is one of the best siggies in mene hehehe *feels a star <333

• OMG the price on the boa just sky rocketed! *whines* I knew I shouldn't have answered my phone. Tis bad luck.

hehe yep one of the new newbies said something like I notice her around. She has such a cool signature art.
Only better phrased than that :P

Hehe poor secy *huggles*