Sooorrry. xD;

>w> Mm, it is.

I'm gonna go get some. xD;;

Rofl. I want ice cream...!

I really love chocolate chip haagen daz ice cream, but the store sells everything BUT that. >___<; every time i'm there at the store, I go check for it, but there never is.

yesterday it taunted me with mint chocolate chip and chocolate chip cookie dough. .. i was standing there with my mouth open like WTF for the longest time. xD!

D: Awwws. They usually have this flavour, if not, I just buy something else that sounds tasty.

xD; Aww. Yeah, I do that too. My parents drag we past the ice cream section.

LOL yeah? what flavors do you usually buy?

recently i started to like rocky road. .__.; but not when it's in the freezer for too long.. LOL

Cookies and cream, and this flavour. xD;

xD; Odd.
I like pineapple icecream too. Good pineapple ice cream is hard to find though.

Spanish Leek Squared:
D : -looks at her own freezer that is empty of ice cream right now and sniffles ;o;-

Mmm...i don't think i've had chocolate chip haagen daz yet, or...ever really xD Much less rocky road? English toffee with actual toffee pieces is awesome though :0 Especially with wafers xD

Aww. D: Poor PK *huggles*

Oooh, thats sounds good. >w<

Spanish Leek Sqaured:
-huggles in return D :-
And lol, it's very good. I love anything to do with toffees, caramels, that sort of thing xD

I don't eat toffees or caramel very often, it's usually too sweet for me.

LEEKY-PUFF. 8D;

Spanish Leek Squared:
xD Really? I guess must just have a really big sweet tooth then. I can't resist sweets o3o Although, at times fruit can be so much better than sweets xD

Whitebeast:
-waves- Fancy seeing you here White xD How are you?

Beasty! xD; *glomps*

PK; Oh, fruit. I love ripe fruit, we never have ripe fruit here. xD; I'm really picky about my fruit. I hate it when it's sour.
An orange should be tangy, not sour like a lemon.

I think I'm going to die. ; ~ ;

Just came from a two day exam after exam, go figure I'd break down and cry right after. But I can't---I still have to catch up on so many other things I wasn't able to finish.

Like my readings on France, my other subject that I have unduly credited stuff on and a thesis proposal I have no motivation/passion for.

Whenever we have Stat seatworks, I can get it---when I practice, I can get it right. But when it's the exams, I just can't!!!

Stuff I forget to study show up and I don't know how to do objective anymore.

If I do study it, by the time I'm at the test time already it just---slips away.

I have no idea how I'm going to pass this anymore. Not to mention, it doesn't help there's the pressure of:

If I don't pass this, I repeat so many subjects including that one just so I can finally graduate.

Now I feel hesitant to file for graduation feeling that this year I might not make it again. And this week is the last chance too. Considering I'm late and all.

Ooh, PK, I left a LOOONG message for you again. ;D

D: Aww. *huggles* No death, Leekie will be sad.

*gives a chocolate bar*

*snuggles* <33

Dx
I would say 'everything will turn out okay' but you wouldn't believe me.
cause I never do when people say that to me.

Though I'll have to admit this:

When I start feeling helpless about the subject, it starts from there and I just---fall apart then after. It doesn't help that the teacher absolutely terrifies me either. I had only Tuesday night to prepare since I spend the three day weekend celebrating and being all 'must relax' mode on Mene and off Mene.

Then when I get back, I finally am able to catch wind at at long last when the exam is going to be and it's the night after. Wonderful. So I was basically cramming.

; ~ ;

I hate that feeling of helplessness I have when I go to her class. It doesn't help that I can't see the stuff she writes since I have no glasses and that the chalk she uses gets drowned in the natural light from outside. I can't sit in front either since the seats are all taken.

-sighs-

I want to talk to her about it though. My being too scared in her class is affecting me a lot...

But wouldn't it be rude to tell a teacher.

"Miss. I can't perform well in your class. I'm scared of you."

Dx My old English teacher scares me.
Still does. >_>;

Dx Awww. I do that too much too. All the stuff you have to learn just looms up on you and then crushes you to death.

xD lol. Yes, it would.. sorta, but it would be the truth.

...And while I was taking my exam yesterday I randomly doodled your avatar on my test booklet.

xDDDD; No idea why it was YOUR avatar of all things for me to try and draw.

=____________-=; But you'll never get to see it which is a good thing since it was crappy. I think my subconscious might be telling me to go and make you art.

Who knows? O______o;

TO THE TOPIC:

It'll take more than just school lessons to get me to pass this. I need to make extra effort to learn even outside by reading and stuff. But even when she's free and all, I get scared to approach her. How the heck---

Or when she just appears, I get into a EEK!!! SPAZZ.

When I was taking my exam yesterday she came out of nowhere and I was all ; ~ ; I can't...concentrate. -wanted to put hood on, melt and disappear/evaporate-

xD Lol.
I have a habit of doodling in exams too. Dx

xD; Or maybe I have mind control powers over your mind?

Dx I know, teachers are damn scary sometimes, how can they just appear?! Hooww?

*huggles* D: I know the feeling.
It's even worse when you think you know well and then you FAIL.

Whitebeast:
Psh, you only leave long posts in the hope that i type up a long post in reply and then we can have a long conversation with long posts and therefore make tons of gold xP

But...why not just talk to her White? I mean, once you start talking it can't possibly get any worse and it's better to let her know they you need help? I am pretty sure the two of you could come up with a way for you to be able to study more, or study more effectively? o3o

Spanish Leek Squared:
Mhm, you said it Leeky dear. And being a perfectionist, i can absolutely attest to that DDDD : Haha.

PK: Yeah, why must they pick the fruit when it's not ripe? Dx

Anywaay, dinner time! xD

I shall be back later.

<.<
Dang..
I JUST GOT HERE
XD.

-gives eggs-
x3
mine are being mean and wont cut
-dies-
School in 20 mins o-o

I always doodle on my exams. Today I doodled my current avatar and a planned look I want to try out eventually here on Menewsha if I even have the funds to actually fuel them. Yes I do but I always have to be on the look out for deals that I can add up for my quest. >3>;

Not to mention I officially have two quests to finish off a cosplay look. Can the new MAC now support male avatars by the way? I'd like to seriously see if my idea works. ; ~ ;

I like playing hit and miss with my items but not when I'm being tightfisted about my money >___>;

And yes, perhaps you have a control over me? D:

But I suppose I'll take that as a sign to actually draw your avatar more properly. That doodle was so goofy, I wouldn't show it to anyone else out of fright and embarrassment.

PK, I told you. I'm a talker. D<

Deal with it. Besides remember the 0.10 I'm giving each time I reply~ <3 <3 <3

I know she went through the door. But really. It's creepy. ; ~ ; I don't like her... She scares me. I might have an old lady fear syndrome of sorts. I deal with one at home all the time so why?!

-doesn't understand-

I did study as I always would but then it doesn't seem enough. I need to go extra I know---but damn. Overnight will never be enough you know?

...Guh. Give me the strength and courage to muster up some confidence to talk to her!!! D:

Which reminds me. I need to go look for reference pics on Isis Ishtar's clothes. I shall be cosplaying her next week. If not her then I'll go wear my old Gyokumen Koushu cosplay from way back. Dx

-doesn't want to get unwanted and/or perverted attention-

Whitebeast:
xD I think you may be referring to the wrong thread White? This is Leeky's so technically...she'd get the 0.10 gold, eh? ;0 Lmao. S'Okay though <3 Leeky needs some lovings too xD

But, of course i know you're a talker. You just type so damn fast though. How could i possibly keep up? xD Ah...wait, i type fast too. Sometimes D :

...Er do you mean, through the door as in, like a ghost or...? Because going through the door would seem like a normal teacher (or human rather) thing to do? xDDD

And maybe? D :

But...but...if i give you all my strength and courage, what will i be left with? D : xD Just kidding. Although i don't really know how to do that, other than just saying, everything will be fine. Just go talk to her silly <3 You don't even have to look her in the eyes at first even.

xD That sounds like fun? And ech...yeah, perverts are never any fun o.o

1. Leek or... Yours. I still give some anyway. XDDD;

Doesn't matter. <3 <3 <3

2. I type as fast as my fingers can go. But my fingers as they type... They're very hard against the keyboard and often my mom complains about it. But I can't help it. If I plan to earn some and then get some, I have to type as fast as my mind can process.

I can very well say that my being a talker is a product of being a RPer really. I talk...A LOT on RPs. Most especially if I'm doing more than one character all at once or if the OC is going through a difficult/trying emotion... Do do do.

3. HUMAN. I happen to be more scared of humans than of spirits in general. Sure they can take over your body and keep you in their realm for good, but that's only if you're stupid enough to fall for their trickery. Humans on the other hand---just as capable of trickery and stuff but you can't escape them. Spirits you can since for you to interact them at full, you have to go to their realm. So want to stop? GET OUT.

HISS. YOU'RE PLAYING WITH MY WORDS. D<

-snap snap-

As in..OPEN DOOR. Enter.

Me: SHRIEK. SHE'S HEEERE!!! D8

4. Major >3> moment. I didn't mean you had to give me YOUR strength and courage. I can derive from...WITHIN MY HEART AND SOUL! -does a dramatic pose-

-is stabbed-

5. When I first wore that outfit, I felt eyes on my chest and legs... Not on my face.

UGH. >_____________>;

Hey Saylor. xD

O: Eggs?
Are they chocolate eggs?
Or magical eggs?
or Dragon eggs?

Beast; xD I see. I doodled a OC once. xD;; The teacher commented with 'wtf?' xD;;

No, I don't think so.

xD;;

O_O I don't feel any different though. I feel the same.

Maybe it's just cause i'm goofy looking. xD;