What is needed for tomorrow in studio is a axonmetric drawing on trace. boo trace. Also then, I don't know past that, I think my papers are in crown, i can't find most of my syllabus, cause I was going to see what work I would have ion my birthday to do.

I think I am suppressing emotion s again, I feel like I am almost in tears but not, and the headache is not helping. Maybe that is because it is evanesence. The amount of peopel was ncie to hear singing. I am bored too, if you didn't notice my postings on mene.

I am small and only have 500 something, but I think we just took over a full page with this post without the other people, we are sadly good at earning gold with this one.

thinking do some work monday on freehand, depends on how into drawing I am later today, I suspect none. I feel like I've been back to iit for a month. Also the whole understanding about that being only for your first, at least you understand that, it is hard to get through head. first is just weird.

I need drabble topic too need topic!!

Well, I'm not sure if you'll actually get around to drabling, seeing as you died on the couch. ^^;

*gives you virtual hug because a real one would probably wake you up right now*

Play fray again~~~ x333

And we need to register for acen sometime. I need to go get ahold of a credit card or something.

And Demetri is getting rather hot. I wish I had one of those cooler thingies.

Baaaaaah. Back to drabble~ xD

Oh wait. Now that you're alive, I'll give you a drabble topic. Do one on long distance relationships.

I swear that is in my list silly. Anyway, yes A-cen can be done by mail, probably best sooner rather than later Oh well ,I will do it all.

I so never died, I still need to, but yeah. Crown will eat us. I'll play fray again later. I wanna really hug!! Ok time to go, but mene!! I died to try and get rid of the headache, but didn't work, should i bring ramen tonight or not?? oh maybe, but I don't know. I'll do drabble later I think, should get off comp.

There ya go. You got a hug. ^^

And I don't believe I made that stupid mistake on my axon. TT.TT Well, it's not that bad; it's easily fixable, but yeah. I'm lazy. And I figured it was time for a break anywho.

Actually, when I look at it, my axon isn't that difficult. It's really just four boxes on top of each other. The only crazy part is going to be the detailing on the exterior. Stupid circle portholes! Guwah. TT.TT So not looking forward to that.

And baaaaah. It's eight. I don't wanna go back to work. I really should though.

Oh wait, I don't know if I have math homework. Doooooom. TT.TT

*flees to go check the website*

oh boy, that is not fun. Thanks for the hug, anyway, so I have a pretty undone part, I need to do more...but yeah, the walls hide some stuff it is nice.

Doom I have freehand too, I don't wanna do either, but yeah, it is 9, so i was wondering ramen or not?? I have it but it isn't all that late so maybe not, but whatever, I'll just eat phil's skittles. I wanna call my mom. MWHAHAHA Also ha you have no one around you, I have no idea why no one is in the studio but they are..

There's people on my side now. ...I think they were all just waiting for the show to end or something.

I dunno about ramen. Maybe. I'm not that hungry. I think I'll head back at like 11:30 or something, since I've decided to work on it tomorrow.

Curse you! You've made me want to write a drabble. xD

And this is kinda odd talking to you and replying to this at the same time. ^^;

...bah. I'm slightly hungry now. But I don't wanna go back to my room yet. I like just sitting here and talking. It's kinda nice.

Oh, it's eleven! I can call my mommy now~ *flees*

he he, yeah, calling mom didn't work so well though, ahck ,i wanted to call my mom, too bad about that. Yeah talking to me and writing response would be weird, it is just odd. What were you going to drabble about again, I wanted to too..

also slightly hungry, so um, yeah food... now what to munch on, I love all my food, but not enough to cook it. Maybe I should just sleep and eat bread for breakfast tomorrow if I get out of my dorm room fast enough.

Listening to mummer's dance, it is so calming, I guess I could listen to other music, but happiness.

...ya know, now I don't remember what you made me want to drabble about. xD And it's not in one of the kazillion ones that I somehow conjured out of nowhere last night. Bah. Oh well.

A random part of my ear is itchy for some reason, and I don't know why.

Happily, it seems less cold today. I'm not sure if I should bring my gloves to class or not. And yeah, I should probably eat breakfast or something if I'm actually up this early. It's weird though, I usually take longer to get ready, but it's only been taking me about ten to fifteen minutes to actually be ready to go from the time I get out of bed. I dunno. Maybe it's because I'm so cold, so I change super fast? ^^;

Bah. Well, I should be leaving soon. Stupid math class early in the morning. ...and I'm not sure if I really want to add those window things on my house. When I look at everyone else's axons, there's only shapes of the building, which is what I pretty much have, so yeah... I'm not sure what to do.

you were on while I was today, before class, it was odd. Also I talked to mom for 2 hours 18 min it was insane. Also borders is going to be fun, we should invite liz. Also I need to drabble to all of what you did yesterday, they were all so amusing that i want to, even the part 2 ones, but yeah, mom calmed my mind down in 2 hours, oh glad I called mom at 12.

It is funny, I guess poor person who wishes to talk to me constantly is not on right now. I should only be on during class or something, and never after dinner. remind me that later. Also it is weird, he is now on facebook, so another place I can't rant. Well I keep getting feedback on deviantart that they wished I did my small rants there still, they thought they were amusing and fun to listen to.

What is up with florence and architecture?? it is odd.

Also darn, but my skin broke into dry feeling, supposedly it is stress, so not surprised, must put medicine one it.....

Also gloves aren't necessary today, and I did get ready pretty fast today too, it was also odd, maybe cause it is warmer today than other days.

Yeah. I do think it's harder to get ready on cold days. It could just be the whole getting out of the warm bed thing.

I wanted to talk to my mommy longer, but she had to go. Meh. And whyyyyy did my dad have to answer first? TT.TT See, his immediate disproval makes me wanna prove him wrong, but it shouldn't be like that. And EIFJKNSD. When we first got up here I was like "no sororities for me" and he was like "you sure? You should consider it. It opens up a lot of doors."

And now he's like "no, I think you could get the same thing at church." -.-

Daddy, dearest, I could, but I would be so GRAWR at the time that I wouldn't be able to do anything but sulk. I'm also trying to make church my own choice. I don't want it to just be something that I go to every week just because.

Plus, Zippos is RIGHT UNDER MY ROOM. The church is a TRAIN STOP AWAY. I'm lazy.

Also, this isn't something necessary. I could survive very well without it. It's not like I just got here and am desperate for friends. It's not like forbidding me from joining the sorority will make me automatically go to church.

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I should probably be working on free hand or something right now... Meh.

Well I am pretty sure that in the end, that you will make a decision, It dawns on me I have 3 semesters before the whole thing stops, so that will be good. I like to procrastinate on this decision. But yes it would be a nicety.

Church should be your own decision, um yeah odd to retype what I said earlier. But yes, your Dad answering and contradicting himself is slightly odd. Oh well. So i had a dream last night of Liz getting mad at us and then being all motherly with what we all had typed on mene after she joined it. It was creepy, cause it was a bug bug from liz then a OMG you write that and that and ohh poor dear you two are depressed and hug hug, also had Liz done less hugging or is it me? Though not sure if that is related to her "motherly" things.

Anyway, there is alot more gold for me :)

Yes ranting about the phone call makes sense, I think you should call again later when it isn't your aunt's birthday. I have so much work to do in studio, but i did get the closest to the correct axon but I still have to redo it because it isn't on a set scale :(

Oh bah. I might have to redo mine too then. ...since mine is just proportionate and not really on a scale. >_>

Yeah... Liz has been hugging less. Like she'll hug us sometimes, but not at random moments when it's not exactly warranted or appropriate. Maybe she's learning?

That's a scary dream. I really don't want Liz to join mene. I don't. I need a haven where I can vent about people that they don't see. See, it's really not so much of a problem with them if I can complain about them every so often. And it's nothing that they should get bent out of shape for. I just need to rant a bit, and then I'll be pretty much okay. ...I don't think Liz would understand that. If she dug through all of my posts--which would be bloody INSANE--she would find something from the veeeeery beginning of school and then start freaking about it.

Yeah. It would probably be worse if Liz joined lj. Mind you, we're never mentioning lj to her. I love you guys, but that's my little haven for my old high school friends. It's just that it's easier to rant if you have different groups of friends in different places.

I'm hungryyyyy. @[email protected]

But I love my henna. x333

yeah, lj I don't really check, and not really feeling like I should jump on it all that much. The haven was what deviant art was and now it is taken away, it is now a stalking tool for Danny and people cause they know when I am on or something it was creepy when he knew I was just on. lj is something of a have your haven, I won't interfere I have enough of getting to read the drabbles. And yeah liz would freak, mom was a bit like don't post on the inter web anything no ranting here, and I don't care, but that would require knowing this screen name, which is different than others.

Digging through anyone's posts is scary, or at least take it all with a grain of salt and don't mention kind of thing I guess. Or do something a bit like what I am doing, read and then post my own....:P I hope you don't mind, but no war on the internet that would me bad.

Liz I think is learning, or I hope that is what it is, and isn't a I am too depressed to want a hug.

We can eat soon, i just need class to end!! I am hungry too.

Yeah. Well, it's kinda different with you. It's kinda nice to have my stuff read by someone who won't freak or get all judgmental and be able to talk about stuff with them. ...like, it's different than just talking. I am so much more of a writer than a speaker.

Which is why I find letters so stupidly romantic. xDDD

There's just so much more to words that people seem to take for granted. Yes, there is a magic about being there and with the person, but there's also a beauty in the written word.

Curses. That could so turn into a drabble.

Anywho, off to lunch!

yeah!! i feel appreciated. Thanks for Demetri, he was grumpy with internet though and won't let me take file from him, or share it. So I am off to class too.

Letters are romantic I do agree, and poems are awesome, reguardless of that fact I am not good at english, I try anyway.

Soupbox!!!

Also in person is magical at times, especially when you miss them and their actual presence, but I feel part of their presence is in their words, for it is like their mind that they write onto the paper...another drabble idea:)

I vanish for a weekend and you go and write three or however many pages... I was without internet the whole weekend and I survived???

Ummm...yeah... On Friday I was working on a project... on Saturday I was sleeping off a nasty sinus migraine, and working a little on said project, and yesterday was typing stuff for my mommy to earn money, and working on the project.

I accomplished NOTHING!!! Well, I just need one more thing for the project... or that part of the project. The other 24ish pieces I need to really start to work on... Hehheh. Yeah, I just love sociology.

And maybe I should start to work more on that project for Science thats due in April? and then there is that current event that I need to finish by Feb. 23... Which is Winter Ball. Not that I am going to ask anyone to go with me, or even go. Stupid school dances are a waste of time.

And yeah, I hopes to get another 200 gold by the end of the month (eeeps that is on Thursday!!!) and get me a chocolate cake hat.... That's only 10 posts if I write a lot. Which would be about 2 posts a day... ick... I don't know if I can gets that done in time for me goal.

Oh well.

Letters are great. To me they show that the other person cares about you and has put thought into what they're writting. Unless it's a form letter, in which case I'd rather recieve it as an e-mail. Which goes to show that e-mails don't hold as much sentimental value. Of course, a phone call or vis a vis is great as well. But if guys want to be romantic, they need to learn how to write a good letter. They should take lessons from Darcy (and not just for letter writing, either)!

Okay, totally didn't see kas'.

Looks like you've got a lot on your plate. As do I. I have to start applying for camp positions. Which means that I actually am going to come home during Spring Break because the Red Cross is offering CPR and Frist Aid training during that week. It's a $65 investment, but it'll be good in the long run. Well, except for the part where you have to renew the certificate.... I'm not sure how often that is, though. I also have a research paper to work on. Bleh.

Thanks Katie, I have CPR and First aid training to do too. Also it is 6 minutes to my birthday!! I am slightly happy, and slightly depressed that nothing I have is planned cause none of it happened in colorado so it was a bah feeling. So yeah. Anyway, weeeee I like it, I hope fun stuff happens. So am skipping a class tomorrow to have fun.

You're abandoning meeeeeeee! TT_________TT

But it's alright because I got to be the first person to glomp you on your birthday. ^^

...I have no cpr or first aid training. So you shouldn't randomly drop dead around me because I can do nothing but call 911 or scream for help. ._. <- is rather helpless.

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. You just reminded me that we had shop! WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. TT_____________TT

Baaaaaah. I thought we could stay up and party because it wasn't studio tomorrow, but nooooooooo. And I find it hilarious that we could make a profit out of sam. xD We are AWESOME. BUWAHAHAHAHAHA. ^_____________^v

Well... since you brought that fact of class tomorrow to my attention, I suppose I should go to sleep now. Meh. I wanted to post more tonight~ Bah.

And I have hiccups. Curses. -.-

Freeeeesscaaaaaaaa.

...hey, it stopped. o_0

Fresca = the almighty cure for hiccups! xD NYWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Yeah, I'm aware how insane this post sounds. ^^v

Sorry for abandoning you, we do both need sleep. Off to read such stuff. Yeah glompage!! ok I just find that fun,I'll have one standing up tomorrow, it is harder when I was half sitting earlier.

Yes shop, hence no party, otherwise I would.... and mom approves my profit from sam, I guess delivery pizza gets 1-2 dollars per pizza as tip... so not alot. Also I should read new book now, I now remember why I have short conversations with these guys now, gah, issues already. I am trying to have no feelings besides tired and busy, cause he likes thinking he can help, so I am pushing puppy off by not telling him but it is a go away thought.

Anyway, I should sleep too. We did do all the 2 page posts pretty fast i want the gold though so it is insane.

I know. Recently, we've been spending a lot of time on mene. ^^;

And I got to watch Tom play the piano! ^^ It was so pretty~ But yeah, it inspired me to drabble. xD Watching a pretty boy with pretty hair wearing a trench coat play prettiness on a piano reminds me of a drama or anime or something, and it makes my inner fangirl happy. xD

...yeah.

And curses. Tom got that FFX song stuck in my head. Whhhhy. TT_____________TT I was just walking to grab my phone, and I realized I was humming it. Gwah. >_< ...I'm probably going to be humming it all day now.

Not that that's a bad thing. It's a pretty song.

You know what they should do in freehand? They should have a pretty guy sitting in the corner and playing pretty songs on the piano. It would inspire me to draw more. xD

Bother. And I realized that I have math homework due tomorrow. TT.TT ...not that it's hard or anything, but bah. It's kinda funny how easy it is. I'm wondering why I'm taking precalc when I took the course in high school. >_> ...oh well, easy work to do. ...I should now ban myself from mene and go work on math.

...That may or may not happen depending on how distracted I get. <_<

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...*flyingtackleglomps* HAPPYBIRTHDAYILOVEYOUMUCHLYSO MUCHSOTHATI'MBREAKINGSOMANYGRAMMATICALRULESTOWRITE THISSENTENCE. ^_____________________________^

Yeah insaneness. Yeah though interestingly I am glad I am not in class. Also I love mene, ok not really, i really should re read my posts now that I am in a stable mood. Ironically that pretty guy is sitting next to me doing homework, but yeah how that works. Also we'll eat sometime. and yeah, um, foood. I'll bring back some if we do,and yeah, like last time. We are still sitting in my room, but we did do a sudoku on hard

Also yeah glompage!! Glomping this morning was more of a need hug. but still felt happy random. Yeah in happy mood. I think being around people again and talking to tom and less stress over work helped, but yeah, hopefully it stays. Do I do anything on tues? probably not.

Also um, yeah, I have decided no locking slef away today, I'll do that sometime. Also tomorrow is Sophia's birthday, ironic ne? anyway, I guess she'd like to sometime see Mike do DDR, and yeah, odd how that game up but yeah, and don't we need him to beat supernova 2 for us?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DRAGON!!!!!!

I hope my battery will last for a while, 'cause I have a feeling that I'm going to be down here in the basement for a little while--we have a tornado warning, so I'm downstairs in Felicia's room. I like the rooms down here--they're bigger and have a separate bathroom.

Oh! the warning's over now and I'm back in my room watching vids and I'm going to belly dancing in the pitch black rainy night in about 45 minutes! Yay!

tornado warning???!!! What?

Thanks for the words, anyway that does suck. I actually haven't had any calls today, but it is nice cause I'll call people tonight or something. It was funny to get all the stuff on facebook, but that is just everyone. I am having a good day, I just got nice dinner and oh people.