That's still nice, though. I didn't get a whole lot of my b-day either. A couple phone calls, and Soo and Ranyi brouht me a couple gifts and a brownie cake, but that was really it.

Yep. A tornado. The warning lasted all of, like, twenty minutes. It was brilliant. But now it's pitch black outside, so I'm trying to decide if I really want to go to the belly dancing practice, especially since it's not for the banquet stuff yet, anyway. I should probably e-mail Shadh and make sure she knows that I was interested in that.....

Belly dancers have the coolest outfits. xD What? They do~ They get to wear those awesome jingly bell skirt chain things! ^^

...I feel very unmotivated right now. My other two group members are all super into this project. They're like in love with the house and totally on the same wavelength. It's cool and all, but they've apparently been meeting a bunch without me. TT.TT Group~ They don't really mean to. It's just that our schedules don't exactly match, and I don't think that they knew I was the third person in the group for awhile. ...*sigh*

It's times like this that I wonder why I'm here--in architecture. There are cool buildings, yes, but I don't fangirl over the average one. It's just... bah. It's different. And I hate drawing buildings. -.- Thusly, I don't exactly know why I'm here.

I think I should be an art major or something.

Oh yeah, and dragon, I've got the homework for freehand! Remind me to give it to you later. Oh yeah, and I have your pictures too.

Freehand was actually fun today. We could draw pretty much what we wanted. He would give us a word and then we would draw something that somehow related to the word. Of course, this connection does not have to be very blatant. xD I drew a pretty fishie. I'm very happy with it. ^^

...yes, I'm totally procrastinating because I don't know what I should do. Yes, I have that plan thingie, but is that all I do? Do I just blow it up? Do I just trace it? I don't know~ TT___________TT ...I should probably try to talk to my group, but they aren't here, and I lack phone numbers. Bah. This is what I hate about group projects.

Well... I should probably attempt to work now. ._.

yeah, i am not motivated enough to do it either, hence the boxes. also ohh evil wind and snow it was way to cold!!. Also darn i miss you for spring break. oh well, and talking to you and sitting in room with another is hard to type it.

Also, i have a puppet named julie who is a happy and sound like me, but with a different voice. All of you say hi to julie. (i should rename her)

My name isn't Julie. It is Jacquelynne Von Kre! Nywahahahahahaha! ^_________________^

...We met some people online, but we aren't sure if it was you folk.

But it is good to meet you! Perhaps we shall meet in person one day. ^^

However, Jacquelynne feels like she should still be in crown right now. She isn't quite sure what she was supposed to do, and she really thinks that she isn't putting enough effort into this project, but she doesn't know what to do, and look, she's writing a run on sentence because she's kinda freaking out! Yay! xP

...Fresca = <3

Oh yeah, and I should go read my book. It's still sitting there.

And bah. Stupid cold. It's going to be hard to wake up tomorrow. TT.TT

wow wings are pretty, I want them, but but, I know the price will go up but it is so pretty.

anyway, yeah I hope V day items are pretty. cause yeah, they looked good last time even though I am not a red fan. I want a different color wings though, I love blue and all, but what about happy other wings.

Also I switched gear again, I like the no boots look. pants before boot I say. but I seem to lack both and have money for it...oops. I should really get alot for the items and such, cause yeah. Oh I finished my C.G. but yeah, not sure about background and such, it isn't all that great. Should i still try for artist, or not??

My birthday ends soon. Darn. class tomorrow.

Yeah. I think pants first would be best.

And yes, I agree, you should buy wings now instead of later. They'll be veeeery expensive later.

...and how in the world did you end up leaving at around 12:30 instead of midnight? <_< ...psyrien looses track of time very quickly. Oh, and bah. That's right. I need to go on a field trip for studio tomorrow. TT.TT ...that means I need to eat like super early because I have to be at the guy's office by 1:30. Bother. And it's all the way in fullerton. TT.TT

...I could go early and stop at aloha eats for lunch. xD But no, I'm trying to save money. Plus that would be waaaaay too much effort for me. Besides, no one would really be going with me. None of my studio section are Hawaii people or understand Hawaii food.

Drat. I've mentioned food again. I'm hungry. TT.TT

...but I think that's a sign that I should probably go to sleep. >_>

La la la~

So then what time is lunch?? can I not eat with you tomorrow cause I have history?? that is sad. So I did get a hold of Eric, he is soo tired, but I still get happy talking to him.

pants, I don't need them, wings first I swear. I am in a bishi drawing mood, maybe better to sleep and dream of him, that is worse. Oh fangirl and lovely long haired boys, ok I am weird, but yeah, pretty boy is amusing, too badI probably can't date him cause of my relationship with him, dammit,oh well, such is why i watch from the sidelines. Plus I hate advancement of bases and such. Also um yeah, I think mentally I can't handle it at the moment,though I seem to get guys in the spring, it is odd, I think both times has been either feburary late or march, oh god, I must be susceptible to them all then or something. Or maybe stupid optimism from lack of depression.

ignore a bit of last sentence, Eric has still at least a good key to make me lovey happy feeling, not a great one, but he an at least cause part of it with his voice, then again so can another guy but yeah, um, shh, they don't know that.It makes me all like I wanna guy again feeling, stupid stupid non depressed me in the middle of January,though nice feeling for birthday.

Oh~ Other guy? Who? Who? x3

I would date a pretty boy. It's just that I have this theory with one of my other friends about how the exceptionally good looking people always seem to end up with each other and the rest of us just wander around in the background likes goons. I am a goon and shall wander about. ...It's sad, but I at least get to watch the pretty people. xD

Well, I suppose wings first would be better. Those will go up in price, while the pants won't.

...and do you have graphing paper by any chance? ...If you don't, I'll have to make some homemade stuff or something--make a grid on photoshop and print it in the basement. See, silly me thought I had some under my desk when I don't, so I left my scale and rulers in crown. TT.TT Stupid, stupid psyrien.

And I am eating dinner with you tonight, right? *pokes* But you're not online, so I don't know where you are... I'm suspecting you died or something.

And I now feel better about analyzing my house. I'm not sure how competent I feel about making the site model, but I have realized something that made my life so much easier--it's like literature. I <3 analyzing literature. If I can just read the book--get all my information--I can make it awesome. Visiting the Tower House guy and getting to talk with him was awesome. I took extensive notes for comparing later, and klewjfiodnefdj. THEY FIT SO WELL TOGETHER. ...I now understand why my professor chose these houses. ^^

And now I'm talking to you on the phone and writing at the same time... xD Okay. Off to dinner!

Um, just more other guys, I have so many. I agree that all the long haired guys are pretty. Finally I found someone with my taste in guys hair, it is soo hard. So I hope anime club has my stuff cause I didn't get it, and MSi almost left my dice bag, which was very very annoying.

oh, chocolate bread, should I leave soem for you or not? cause I could, also um, happy chain mail. I don't know if I can write enough drabble for 1000 cause I have video games.

Chocolate bread was yummy. ^^ ...but yeah, had the texture of banana bread, which wasn't bad but not expected. It sorta grows on you. And now I'm really thirsty, but I don't know if the fresca is actually cold now.

...I feel emotionally drained. Maybe it was from my random depression thing? >_> It was weird. It was just this sudden wave of emptiness... And yeah. I don't really know where it was from. Might've been from the music, I suppose.

Long haired guys = <3

...but I think I sorta prefer guys with long-ish short hair. Like Tom's or Edgar's or Sammy's (supernatural one) hair. It's just long enough to be pretty-ish, but it's still ever so boy.

I do like full length hair, but it has to match the person and look good--sinfully good. xD

Psyrien is tired. She should probably go to sleep soon. But blaaaaah.

And now she wants to watch Hitch~ >_<

And she's cold now. ._. Stupid drafty window. Blaaaah.

ah yes, so then I like longish too, but as we have said has to fit the guy. I also want to watch hitch, for it is a great film. Also do you want to watch romance films in Mark's or someplace else on V-day?? I think computer and sappy films go well together. But Liz I believe is also going and marisa so not going to feel obligated to drink again, I need to not have too much, remind me that though I know well ,but I think best not to be drunk and watching films too much, but drinking good for drabble's. Yes I am insane.

chocolate loaf very yummy, and liz says cooking gets rid of stress for her, cause she wanted recipe, but how she worded it reminded me of puppy and the for you idea, it was odd. I think she meant not.

no emotional drain for me, but I know the feeling, probably I guess, glad I came in here :)

sleeeeeep


zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I'm glad you came too. ^^

JELLYFISH DAY FTW.

...I really need to show you my cards. They're soooo wonderfully snarky and bitter. xD And I gained quite a following at school. BUWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. ^_________^v

And I'm still cold. TT.TT

...baaaaah. I don't want to do my homework. I suppose I must get up and go to the library tomorrow and hunt down that book thing with all the nice standard sizes. ...That is unless I decide to go hunt down yan and bother him to see if I can standard furniture sizes from him. But blah. I think I'll probably end up going to the library just because I don't want to work on homework anymore tonight.

I want to try french wine~ ...and sweet sake! My sensei was actually ranting about this really good sake and saying that we had to try it when we were old enough. Silly sensei. xD

...Two minutes until I kick you out. ...or I suppose I'll wait till you finish your test thingie. And it's inaccurate! I told you the answer to two of them! *whacks self*

Gah. Must stop saying things... I have the right to remain silent! Stop talking out loud and making me answer! >_<

...and my stomach is doing the stupid growly upset thing it does when it thinks it's past my bed time. -.-

Even with the answers it still didn't help, I have answered those before and was faster last time,. I just am tired. Jellyfish day is important I swear, now what to do, I have officially not dated a guy during valentine's day, grr on all that. Oh I need to earn something like 40 gold a day to do silly stuff. I soo can't do that. Well I could lock self in room and become mene addict.

One day till new CI items come out, and ooh all my chocolate is mine, all mine. Also one of the anime club people came by my room and got it and gave me back my stuff, I am happy, they didn't damage my things.

Also it ends up that I am very very love sick, oh well I blame Tom, but yeah, grr on him getting a key. I feel like I should hand out skeleton keys to those people, but they would confused. Well I guess I could do one with a small lock and key necklace, oh the gothicness from that though, but I always wanting one of those, cause my necklaces are like that.

I'll see how the Zippos go, it will be interesting.

woot 1000 gold, now to not spend it.

psyrien, do you have people who ask you for gold? (besides me?) anyway, it was odd, I am not that rich....

No. That's never happened yet, but that's probably because I get all my gold from lurking in lit spot where no one really sees me... except for you, crazy insane person who has read all my drabbles. xD

And you are somewhat rich. It takes awhile to get a thousand gold.

And I'm a really sing-y mood, but I can't find happy songs to sing to. Blaaaaah. And if I start singing, I stop typing.

Well, if I disappear from chat or mene for a very long time, you know why. xD

And I'm glad we made our decision for zippos. It just makes my brain in a nicer state. ^^ ...AND KEY. KITCHEN. BUWAHAHAHAHAHA.

I'm not using the sorority. Truly. Honestly. I'm just a sweet little girl who has never had an older sister before and wants to have the experience. xDDDDD

But I do think that it would be really cool to have older sisters. I've always wanted one when I was little, and now I suddenly get to have a whole bunch! ^^

Blaaaah. I need Stephanie to call meeeee. TT________TT I really need that DVD. It has like EVERYTHING. It could pretty much be called my LIFE, seeing as this is a project that lasts for two months or something.

LKJEWIFDNKEWLDSJF. THIS IS WHY I HATE GROUP PROJECTS. >_<

...I suppose I could always try to do something by looking at google earth. I mean, hey, I found out that the roads don't even reach it by mapquesting it. xD My teacher thought it was hilariously ingenious. xD

Well, off to go drabble now!

well officially listening to eva opening. Yes mene and i was hiding, I have no idea how they found me, maybe all my posting in anime. But I stopped begging like day 1, so why. it takes a few days if one tries really hard.

Also yeah, I was like I am sorry but no, earn your own gold. I jsut haven't spent after getting the dragon items. I want the astral winter flight but no, they arn't selling any!! Can I ghost them!!! Is there ever goign to be a katana item??? I want it badly. then I could start creating kadaj, and yeah I still need a lot of items to do a kadaj. Though wish I could with the pretty stuff, but I think I need to wait. I want him to be a mostly black but with some blue cause I will feel better.

Oooh, it is happy song from .hack now singing. Where my yearnings were born.... now fly me there....(oh I am amusing, not really)....be a love for reverse, consolations be there....in my homeland to come....ahck can't type the lyrics fast enough to actually catch up, i use to be able.

It has suddenly occurred to me that if Tom could sing prettily while he played the piano, I would be so, so, so screwed. xD I'm sitting here and listening to a song with a guy singing and playing the piano, and I was musing to myself if I were to actually be there.

And yeah. I'm such a sucker for those things. I suppose that's why serenading worked so well? The guys tricked the girls into thinking that they were in love and were simply readily avalable for the transfer of emotions. xD

But yes. If a guy were to ever serenade me well (the well detail "well" is very important), I would be utterly doomed.

I'm still in a sing-y mood. Perhaps that could be why I'm thinking about serenading. Oh yeah, and there was something else I was supposed to tell you, but I've now forgotten. ^^;

Neeeeeed sing-y songs.

I really need more Disney songs. Those are so ridiculously fun to sing to. xD

yes serenade, unfortunately I know people like that, Danny could, and can sing, but it isn't the same cause I have no physical attachment in comparison, so it was all in my head anyway.As for his friend, oh god I am in trouble with him anyway,him playing hand games with me while I was drunk, that was bad. I know too many people who can, and i fall for them all the time, I stare in awe, but no idea how to react.

transferring emotions is nice, my bosses wedding (one of the guys who can serenade), was amazing just because he sung to his wife then...yeah amazing.

I need a huuuuuuuug. ._.

Okay, I am never ever starting to work on my model the day right before. It makes me waaay too stressed out, and there's so not enough time.

And that's partially my fault and partially not. Stupid group member kept the dvd for the entire day. TT.TT And really, all I needed to figure everything out was that ONE picture. kldsjeoidfsnkfewfsdxck.

I'm so far from done. Blaaaaaaaaaaaah. I need a bandsaw. I wish I owned one that just lived in the room. ...Or if there was one in zippos that would be amazing. That's pretty much the one thing I need to do to move on--cut the landscape. ...And then I stack, glue, and stick the little building on. Well, I do need to cut the path in there, but that's less vital. ...I also need to find some way to show a road. Crap. I forgot about that. ...Can I just say that all that flat space is where the road is? Please?

Damnit. And I just dripped water on Demetri. Grwaaaaaa.

I think I'll just go to sleep now, so that I can wake up early, go to math, and then head to shop to finish up.

I suppose there is enough time in there, but I just may not be eating lunch. Crap. I need to find a way to get food. Dinner as my first meal, while I'm up the entire day is probably not a good idea. Bah. I'll figure something out.

Well, goodnight.

I give a hug!! It is insane, but I am playing DnD so much. Also hm, how little gold i am earning the second half of the night. I will help us get up , i would like to get work done too tomorrow morning. oh so early. and I am failing at my 600 gold a day, I am at least at 350, but still. It is going to take forever. Maybe still try the 600 tonight, but that will take a while. Also found my pretty fig i want above all others now, and yeah, thankfully the guys at anime club don't know that. It is odd. I wonder what operation wing is (i so think it is wing it).

I can't wait till anime club, I don't want to go to class but I need to, I will get killed for there be noting, but that is because of not time and such.

also it is funny no one knows all the rules, yet we have fun classes, and such.

trolls and yummy chips is interesting, but it is odd, I think it is weird but funny. I am wondering why Chris does nothing though, he needs to not bug me.

Well, now the whole working at shop early has been blown out the window. ...and I kinda can't do anything because 3410 doesn't have a bandsaw. >_<

Soooo... I have to wait till 11:45 for the other shop to open so I can use it. But then guess what! I have a field trip today! Isn't that fun? It means that I only have like fifteen minutes to work.

And I guess I won't be eating today. There really isn't time.

...honestly, I really don't see how I'll finish this. I'm just going to have to tell my professor I screwed up, which is pretty much what I did. I'll catch up on the weekend or something.

I really feel like just giving up on the wood massing for today. I don't think I can actually get much done, but I don't think I can just sit around and do nothing in peace.

Bah. Maybe I'll run over and check for a bandsaw at 3410 just because my mind won't rest unless I try...

And if there's none there, then I'll give up.

giving up as bad. Then again, it was semi realistic. Though we did get your whole mass model done by the end of it. So at least that was a start :)

::hug:: well if not for field trip I would finish the model with you, but no such luck. also I hope you didn't mind, you looked really down, and today was bad day. Is everything getting to you??

Also I am glad you told me when you did, gave us a chance to finish it. I would help with the house, but I don';t know it well enough and yeah, at least need dimensions to get house done,sadly. Glad to help, I was like that last night at 8:50 cause i thought shop closed at 9,that was bad.

What do you think of the 8 inches of snow? Today is day off, i can ditch club or part of it after class if you want to hang out, ranging from talking to sittign to watching supernatural. Well I don't think sleep is in order, 2 hours, not worth it I think, well might be... but not going to do. Lets both get sleep this weekend.

Yeah. The whole sudden workload thing was starting to weigh down on me, but it did the same thing last semester. It's pretty much my wake up call that I can't play anymore. I don't like it, but it's necessary to put me in archi mode. ...it's just that when I go into that mode, I feel like I'm losing something, ya know? Like last night I really wanted to cry, but I couldn't. I tried, but there was like no time. That should never be an issue. I should be able to cry and then feel better after. However, I've noticed that when I'm in archi mode, it's like I've lost the ability to feel properly. It scares me.

And they really didn't gripe about my model. I was kinda surprised. It's just that it's all been rather tiring.

And yes, I know I'm supposed to be sleeping now and not on Demetri or mene, but I can't just die and leave my strawberry smoothie to melt or be drunk by who knows who.

Eight inches of snow is BAD when you're walking through it for like miles. TT.TT And I don't mind the snow so much, but it's the SLUSH that I hate. That's the stuff that seeps through your shoes and soaks your socks. TT.TT

I think I'm slowly dying and reviving as I sit here. It will be a never ending cycle until I finally go to bed. xD

Sleep sounds good. ^^

I have the same issue. When I am in archi mood, I end up not eating, or sleeping or hanging out. I also get grumpy when people want to hang out while I am really in work mood. Then again that might just be be in the winter.

Yeah I could tell that you were wanting to cry or did cry by the time that I saw you today before studio. I was going to try and help you anyway, but it was a I remember feeling liek that, and it was also a julie need hug I give hug kind of thing cause I've been there soo much.

I am only 50 gold away from you. I need at least 6000 by the end of the night, that is bad. Well I can sleep in tomorrow and type during supernatural. This is a good idea, cause Liz won't tell me anything plot wise about supernatural, even though she needs to.....

I am finally ahead of julie in gold. ::dragon happy dance all the way!!!::