hi critic, all your eggs are hatching!!!

QAlso I believe so, it is just that I need to respond to his email, and haven't had time to. Need to make time to, but I also lost my purse, so I am freaking out about this too.

o_0 That's not good! Did you just lose it in the house or you don't know?

And, yes, the critic knows. She's quite happy. *hugs her eggs* ^______^ ...but she'd be happier if they were completely hatched. xD

I remember waking up with an extra blanket in my bed, and I don't remember getting it. And I don't I think that anyone tucked me in. ...I suppose I grabbed it in my sleep. o_0

I found my purse, it was at a sushi restaurant!!! (almost fully hatched. Ohh, kawaii, if I had an extra blanket I would assume someone snuck in and was thinking oh how cute, random romantic gesture.

My baby hatched!!!! SQUEEEEEEEEEE! *hugs it*

Sushi... I'm supposed to get yummy sushi for my birthday. Mmmm...

...oh! That means I get to name my draggie! Hmm... What shall I name it? *goes off to ponder*

Someone is add about dragon. So decision on stuff from Mark is that currently he is not fine with it, but soon he will be. It bugs me we got anywhere that close to us losing it all while away, but yeah, i am trying to keep this all under control, but I feel I might not be able to some day and it bugs me. It also bugs me more since I don't have a huge choice in what I can do beyond talking.

gahh, and i think I might not be able to take off a week either, though right now I really do need to, but if it causes my job to go on the fringe, than I am in trouble too.

Aish. *hugs you* Trying to keep this situation under control or trying to keep relationships in general under control? For this relationship, there isn't much of a choice as to just letting it happen now that it's happened. As for future ones, I dunno. Maybe redefining limit? (Not actually sure of your limit with other people while in relationship.)

Can you request off from work? I mean, the whole incident did happen with your work group, so they kinda know the situation.

...And ALL of my babies are hatched! SQUEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! x3

I have it all off now!!!!!!!!!!!!! And and going to chiago!!! and mark and I are both happy now so such is life.

And yeah, had an awesome day today after I got my life figured out, so yeah!!!!

Yay! ^^

And I fail at being on at the right time. I somehow missed all your aim messages. @[email protected] Maybe I should make aim make some sort of sound when I get messages, but I get annoyed with it too quickly. ...but it makes me keep missing messages. >_< And it doesn't help that the window pops up behind my firefox one. xP

I can't call you now because I have to get ready for work and leave, but I could call you after? ...but that would be at like 11pm for me and 3am for you. o_0 Or should I just wait until tomorrow?

wait till tomorrow you silly person. But yes you kept missing them all. Anyway, me heading to chicago!!! soo happy about that, problems or at least something I suspect will get figured out.


anyway weeeee talked to Liz today, I guess iit isn't giving her a response back, but yeah, figured out I actually shouldn't need to bring a checked baggage to chicago cause of zippos. Oh how I love our sorority convenience. but yeah!! and me gets my pretty kilt back!!

Should i bring a renn fest dress with me to chicago or no?

YES. BRING THEM ALL TO CHICAGO. xDDDD

Baaah. *kicks school* Respond to Liz! School would be very different without her... TT.TT I have a feeling that we'll probably do less group-ish stuff if she doesn't come back. Like I would normally go over to visit her in ssv, but now I can see myself being sucked into crown or just sitting in my room. Yes, I like me time, but I'll miss having more social time. Besides, I could see us falling apart, and that would be very, very sad. :\

xD And yesh, I shall call tomorrow. I'll probably call around one in afternoon my time or so. ....so that would be about five for you? Do NOT try to call me in the morning. Your going get the "mmmeeegghh? neeggggghhh" response. xD

You know what I really want right now? That last drink I had in Chicago--the lilikoi and passion guava one. That was really yummy. Oh, and I kinda want dessert wine. >_< But I can't exactly weasel my way into getting either here. Maybe dessert wine if I can persuade my dad to buy it for mom, so I can "try" it. However, the vodka is absolutely out of the question. My family really doesn't drink. TT.TT

Well, I have my yummy fruit teas at least. Cheaper too, I suppose. xD

You are a silly silly person my dear. You have hawaiian sun drinks where you are. And no dessert wine for you, also I am going ot miss the more free alchol, but such is life, yeah, it bugs me, but I think the group will do less stuff, but still stay together, I am ironically thinking it might still go ok. Now all the girls will be in MSV though!!

I know I have the Hawaiian sun drinks, but I don't have the kick in them! TT.TT And I waaaaaaaant dessert wine~ *whines*

Vince talked to me about "the Game." Well, it was more like he talked about you, and then suddenly an opening in which I got to go and ramble on about the topic. xD I really like talking about that analogy way too much. ^^;

...and then we somehow said love was like the ultimate smash ball attack and that it would conquer everything. I think I've been playing too much brawl. xD

Oh yeah, and that is true. We'll be right by ashlie, so yeah, maybe the group won't split up.

And I fail at calling. ._. I know I said I meant to call at one, but then when my dad took us to the beach, we ended up staying out really long and then going grocery shopping and all this other crazy stuff. >_< And then I had to help make dinner and whatnot. Meh. I'll attempt to call tomorrow, although I am being abducted by mother to go fabric shopping and errand running, so yeah.

cool, yes you did fail to call, but that is ok. I am heading out to chicago soon!!!!!!!!!!!! I am soo happy about it, it is funny for once it seems that Mark was ok the next day as was I over the issue, and me going is jsut really keeping it from being an issue. I don't want ot delay it but I do.

And Dan and Marisa are going to wizard con, I want to go, but but...if I did I would lose my first 2 fdays with mark....well I'd drag him along, but gahh, unexpected trip should not equal unexpected con!!

Also taste of chicago is while i am there, it is silly. Sdo many thing I can do while there!!

Wow. You'll have a very packed trip, unless you just end up not doing anything really but just staying with Mark, which I could see happening. ^^;

I get to go buy material today! ^^ Oh, oh, and I am plotting to make an awesome side zipping jacket! <3 And there will be a random decorative zipper on it because I say so! Kekekeke! xD But yeah, I'm hoping to finish jacket, summer dress, and a case for my tablet by the end of summer. Perhaps more if I feel like it.

Anywho, gotta run now! *flees*

ohhh, I want to make stuff again (stares at her not finished at all skirt.) Um, I should get to it but... oh marisa got me somethign awesome at wizard con!!!! anyway, me spazzy!! Should i tlak to Danny or not?

Has he been a problem? You could try to give him a chance if he hasn't.

And I bought material for two summer dresses. xD I was only supposed buy enough for one, but after I bought the first set, I found PERFECT material that I just had to buy. xD It was more expensive, but I loves it. x3

Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. I dislike parent arguments.

Ah, yeah, well I am not sure, and now that I am in Chicago I am tempted to again, but yeah, I am soo happy to be back with mark, he cut his hair (well so did I)

Anyway, I am glad parent and I are no longer arguing again, really really happy, 2 years was tough.

Ah yeah, well, it wasn't me arguing with parent--it was them arguing with each other--thus, the whole feeling utterly useless about the whole thing.

But it's better now. It's just something that happens, and for some reason it was just getting me down that day. Maybe it's because I have so little to do? ^^;

I came downstairs and wanted to start sewing my dress when I realized I didn't preshrink the fabric. >_< Stupid psyrien. And I've been trained to do so all the time, so I just can't not do it, even though it probably wouldn't make that much of a difference.

Oh yeah, and I've been meaning to ask, what brand and model camera do you have?
^ Was told to ask ever since she came home, but forgot. xD

And I got Vampire Knights from my brother! ^^ I will not be deprived! xD

But I miss watching Supernatural. I want season three~~~ TT__________TT

sony something......um, I wil lgive it to you later on ramune, I am currently tired of playing TF2 after playing till now since like 4..... 5 hours 40 minutes, it is insane!!!!
Alos Mark and I are having fun, though a bit silly in my mind cause he walks around the apartment shirtless whiel htere are obvious red marks and such on him.....other than that, tomorrow seeing walle and need to calm down and collapse.

Okay, don't forget.

Hmm... I'm gonna be nineteen in less than an hour. Well, technically I won't actually be nineteen till eight something, but if we're going by days, then I will. Bah. If feels very strange, but then again not really, and I guess it could be because of that that it feels strange. When people ask me how old I am, it feels like I just got used to saying seventeen. @[email protected] Before I was stuck at the age of sixteen. Watch, when I become nineteen, I'm gonna want to say eighteen. Well, either that or I'll still be saying seventeen. xD

Tell Mark I say hi. ^^

And it's awfully strange to have people wishing me happy birthday before my birthday but actually on my birthday in their time zones. @[email protected]

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LKSDJIEWKLNFDSJWEDISFJ. MY DRAGON GREW UP! MY DRAGON GREW UP! *spazzes out and rolls around* xD MY DRAGON GREW UP~! ^______________^

Yes, happy birthday by the way. I thought about telling it to you at midnight here, but that seems rather silly. Also I'll probably call you today at some point.

I guess Mark's sister wasn't told about me being together with him till 2 days ago....one of those she had heard about me but not much past that, it is quite silly. Oh well, I might meet his family.

WTF how come you have soo much gold!!! I want it!

Well i feel better, I had a great night sleep finally again, not a lonely sleep, but one where I am curled up in someone's arm sleep, it was relaxing.

I have gold because I got paid and have been posting like mad. xD And thank you for the birthday wishes! ^^ *glomps you*

I'm talking to you on the phone at the same time. This is odd. o_0

Bugger. And now I've forgotten what I was going to type. >_<

La da da~ *dances around* ...sushi! xD Yeah, I'm being random right now. ...I think it's because I'm listening to you and only can think of some other things with the rest of my brain.

Oh! What kind of camera do you have? ...that's not actually what I was gonna type, but yeah. xD

yeah, umm..... I am still not with my camera in my room. I forgot where i put it, I have a butt load of random crap. I wish we were watching walle tonight, but yeah, it isn't all that helpful when he has work. Maybe I'll just watch anime.

Thanks for the conversation, it is funny suppressed things and issues with the world and myself is somethign that comes up while talking to you and mark more than with anyone else or while with myself. maybe that is why I don't let myself be alone, cause I dwell on it too much

Actually I know that is why I don't let myself be alone in a room, it does odd things to my head. That came up in conversation more than I want it to be. What Mark blames on the world I blame on myself in a similar way, so our source is not the same, but how we deal with it and how it comes out is the same.

Although mark's past is due to external issues, mine is internal, maybe that is why although I understand, I don't at times too.

Anyway, ranting on mene makes this silly, but I want gold!!!!

psyrien, I know you are on!!!

Also I got you the wing anklets, but yeah, umm, look at gold!!!! I have soo much now!! Also need to spend money on models!!! but gahh, they are expensive buggers. Also I wish I could talk to you, but yeah, I kind of am.

Also I beat mark in chess today, it was awesome, more fun than normal cause I feel I get slaughtered alot when I shouldn't be, and yeah, my odd opening caused differences, though must agree with mark I am less patient than him...bahhhh.

o_0 How in the world did you get so much?

Baaaaaahhhh. I don't wanna go to work. TT.TT And huzzah for more wing anklets! xD

Find your camera! *pokepokepokepokepoke*

My soul is being eaten by Harvest Moon and Wii Fit, so I'm probably going to be online less. And when I am online, it's mostly to do staff work real quick before bed or something.

I dunno, it's kinda weird. It's almost like I have a pattern for mene. Like I'm on and really active at the end of the month, and then at the beginning of the month I'm gone.

Anywho, must go! Bye!