Tough luck, ma petite soeur. Aussi, tu es fou. Tres, tres fou. Il y a des jupes qui sont belles pour tu. Chaque personne a une type de jupe qui n'est pas bien pour sa corps. Ca c'est pourqoui il y a beaucoup de jupes de qoui on choisit!

Sorry for the random French. And I don't feel like translating so you'll just have to deal with being confused. MWHA HA HA HA HA!! I throughly enjoy being able to talk in another language and causing people to be confuddled! It's great fun!

Shadow's playing with a lollipop. �ょ������よ� I love being able to type in Japanese! I can't wait until I can actually use the kanji!

Je veux etendre la sonnaire de mon telephone!!!! Appelle-moi! Appelle-moi!

Desole. Je suis pathetique, je sais. Mais il est apres la nuvelle annee!!!! Appelle-moi!

Sorry. Sometimes it better to rant in a foreign language because then those who wish to ignore the rants can do so much more easily.

Anyway, I'm bored and half want to go back to UE. The 7th is coming soon!

And, yes, I get hyper when it comes to trying on pretty dresses. C'est amusant. More pictures of pretty dresses! Yay!

Oy! Dragon, what are you doing Sunday evening??

Hi everyone! :] Woah. You guy's post BIG :] Wow. What's up everyone!

First piece of French babbling: "Tough lucky my little sister. Also, you are silly. Very very silly. There are dresses that are pretty for you. Each person has a type of dress that is not good for their body. That is why there are lots of dresses to choose from." <-- pretty much literaly actually.

No idea what the hirigana says, I don't even reconize most of the characters...

second french babbling: "I want to hear my phone ring" <-- I think... "Call me! Call me! Sorry, I am pathetic, I know. But it is already the new year! Call me!"

edit: forgot to say what I wanted...

yay for popcorn!!! I loves popcorn. It is yummy. Really really yummy. And I have ramen now! RAMEN RAMEN RAMEN!!!

and we had yummy chicken for dinner, with herbs and it was YUM!

I should be working on that thing for Dragon... Meh... I'll work on it during Law & Order. Premier of a new season tonight! and maybe I'll smuggle some popcorn down with me too.

Maybe dress shopping will be fun. Heh, sorry nee-chan for joining your RPG. Most of the other ones I saw were kinda far into it and I didn't want to intrude on them.

The winter scarf is pretty! And no, I did not just notice that... Honest.

Arghs. I want a memory card for PS! I want to play Final Fantasy really really badly... I will get off now and work on the arm warmers. I will. *pulls self a way from being addicted to making gold*

Noooo. Don't go away from mene~ It loves you and wishes to consume your soul! Kekekeke. xD

I MISS THE SUN.

Seriously. This is only Hawaii, so why is there no freaking sun out here? TT.TT Suuuuuuuun. I wanted to be able to go back to school nice and dark, but nooooo. Stupid uncooperative weather. And I've only been to the beach once so far and haven't gotten to go swimming because it was faaaar too cold to go in the water. >_<

But I did get to bitten by red ants. -.-

Psyrien has also found that she utterly fails at walking about in dresses. She fails at standing in them. She especially fails at sitting in them. >[email protected] It's terrible! I can't walk like I usually do because there's only one slit on the side and I end up waddling and going off course. And the stairs were such a pain! I almost died going up and down those before I figured out that one is supposed to lift up the skirt. xP And just standing is bad because I tried to turn around and I ended up stepping on the hem and almost falling on my face. And sitting. Sitting is TERRIBLE.

Of course, this could be remedied if psyrien actually sat correctly, but that's besides the point. When I sat, I ripped out the tacking in the straps. >_< And it wasn't like I sat roughly or anything. I just sat normally. Apparently, you're supposed to sit down carefully though. -.-

Psyrien doesn't like wearing dresses. She thinks they're pretty and enjoys appreciating their prettiness on other people, but she despises wearing them.

Another similarity between the twins! *has only seen Dragon in a dress/skirt 3 times in person* Though I'm not sure if Dragon likes wearing dresses or not. She just doesn't wear them enough, so people make a big deal of her wearing them... And yes, I came back. did hardly any work on the armwarmer. I really need to work on that. Badly... But I have until March, right??? Though I should make my deadling be Valentines day, since I might get it done if I do that.

Yes. I share dragon's dislike of dresses. I believe the few times I wore one was for today's funeral, my senior prom, and other super fancy schmancy occasions like such. Psyrien wearing dresses is really not a common thing.

...unless it's an incredibly AWESOME dress. ...or if she made it--because then it's bound to be an incredibly AWESOME dress. xD

See, I will actually wear my corset and skirt because I made them and I did so beautifully and I spent lots of money on them and love them. I will also wear my red chinese dress with one long sleeve and one halter sleeve--or lack of sleeve--and slits that go all the way up, so I have an excuse to wear pants. Yes, I made it that way on purpose. xD ...and then there was this one GORGEOUS brown skirt that I fell in love with. It was crazy expensive, but with good reason. There's all these beading designs and dyeing and it's just so pretty~ So I pointed at it and told my mother that I would actually wear that skirt if she bought it for me. I honestly did not think she would buy it because it was so crazy expensive, but I guess she was really determined to encourage the growth of whatever very withered girly aspect that were in there. So... I own a brown skirt, my chinese red dress, my prom outfit, and the white dress I wore for the funeral. And yeah, that's it.

Speaking of making dresses, I really should get started on my soi fong outfit. >_> Knowing me and my procrastinating self, it's gonna take forever. ...either that or it's just not gonna get done. xD

White? Oh yeah, white is used for funerals in Asian cultures. *pokes stupid brain*

I want to see pretty Chinese dress! Doesn't have to be you in the dress, I just want to see the dress. *giggles*

I've not worn dresses in a while. *shrugs* I used to love wearing them, but it is easier to hide my evil body in pants and shirts.

I miss the sun too. I actually saw it in Kentucky. Or saw blue skies. And they got an inch of snow over New Years day. And they closed the schools. I guess the roads were icy and all too. But... but... in Colorado ( where I am at least) we don't close schools even with 2 feet of snow and ice! I hate my district. I can't wait until college when I can decide not to go to classes if they weather is really nasty. Not like that will happen at where I'm going to go.

*feels like poking people with a youtube video of Cloud singing "I feel pretty" but is too lazy*

Dragon, send me the link of the addictive game you showed me at Chirstmas! Please? *puppy eyes*

hee he addictive game of doom!!! Wow you all tlak to each other!! Anyway, I love our long posts, it is awesome. Also the three times i have is a coming of age party, very formal, um, some dance thing that I went to for Jared's party, Megan gave me a dress to wear cause I felt out of place, um, the concert and if you count my skirt for prom dinner, but yeah, that is all the skirt and dresses I have I think...

Um other than that, I guess i am heading over to your house sometime, I am doing work for 12 hours per a day for three days straight, then Eric and concert, and not sure, was going to see Jared. 12 hours means 8 till lunch, then hour off, then again till 5. Then dinner and work since 5:30 to 9:30....that is insane.

Me very tired, and yeah, need to do work and update character cards...

I am really really pathetic, I want Eric to be on, but yeah he is with Dawn tonight after work, so he probably won't be on, but yeah, I want to call him, but won't......gah, I want to be over my X and just be friends, this sucks, I hate having stupid emotions again, I want to run to Chicago and just die in nonexistent drama by running away.

Dragon and I share in patheticness. I want my phone to ring sooooo badly. Why, God, why? Why does my brain have to work like this???? It's not fair! Stupid head. Stupid COGS. I HATE COGS!!!

My foot's falling asleep. Which isn't very fun.

Skiing on Friday! Dinner with Miriam on Sunday! Pretty dresses and hair dye fest tomorrow! Fun fun fun! Yay! Okami's hyper, yesh, she ish hyper! Hmmmm...maybe it's the Dove bar...Yummmmm.....

I was honestly going to post a picture of the dress, but it seems I've lost the file. >_< I think it was on my hard drive that I left in Chicago. ...and I could just take another picture, but I don't think I would do it justice. ...not that the other one really did, but oh well. It looks a lot nicer with a person in it.

I wish I could just borrow dresses from people. I could then save my money and only wear one in absolute desperation. However, my friends are all like me and despise dresses. xD Most of them are like me and just own a prom dress from senior prom and maybe a plain black skirt to wear when it is absolutely necessary. ...besides, none of them are my exact size. I'm short in Hawaii too, and that's saying something!

...I keep hearing about relationship problems. I feel like my life is strangely empty--boring. xD ...but I think that's a good thing. Well, it's sorta not, but problems aren't exactly an attractive alternative.

And dragon, I just had this awesome hot chocolate. I really wanna bring it up and give some to you, but I don't think I should. ...because you have to make it with milk in a pot on a stove and I don't think it will actually make it to the end of break. xD But it's good stuff. It's the william and sonoma hot chocolate, so if you ever get the chance go buy some. It's yummy and very chocolate-y. ...so much so that we actually use less than the directed chocolate amount. o_0 It's crazy.

Twelve hours of work? o_0 X_X I've called you insane before, but this time the word has gained new meaning.

...and I think I'm badly addicted to Supernatural and horribly infatuated with Sam (not the Sam you know but the one from the show). xD I am braving my fear of scary, jumpy shows for him because he's just so pretty~ ...I think this is also why I don't have relationship problems--I'm too in love with characters. xD I'm just too much of a fangirl. ^^;

...I really wanna watch more, but it's dark now~~~ TT.TT

I never saw dragon in the dress for Jared's party.

The times I've seen dragon in a dress/skirt are: The coming of age party, prom dinner, and then the rennisance festival this summer. When we went after Katie got back from Japan.

I feel the same way about dresses Psyrin. No one is my size! Not even dragon, she's taller then me but skinny!!! and she doesn't normally own dresses anyways... Its all Okamamyst's fault!!! It her fault we are talking about dresses. Thank God that we are going to go shopping in a little over two hours. It will make her quiet about that at least.

*sighs* I have no relationship problems... Well, if you count never having been on a date as a problem, then I do. Not like I care, I doesn't want to be dating. I have stupid senior year to go deal with. Only a few more months... 5 more months actually. THAT'S NOT A FEW!!!! *cries* I want school to be over! I wanna go to UE and not have to deal with certain rude, little snotty girls in my classes.

I will miss my friends in the special ed program, and I won't even be able to say "hi" to them at the end of the summer! ... Well, I could live, I love being with them. Its fun! Which means, that should be my career. *hugs Dragon* and Psyrin*

Dragon is taller than you? o_0 ...That means I'm taller than you too~ I'm finally taller than someone! Yay! xD

...I know, we talked for an entire page about dresses. o_0 That's such a strange topic for us. ...and it's actually also dragon's fault because she brought it up in the first place and got okamimyst started. xD

Ah... senior year. I remember that. It was veeeeeery stressful, but probably the best time of my life. The summer after was incredible. Like I felt like I ruled the world. It was just crazy awesome because no one expects anything out of you and you suddenly have all the freedom in the world. It's just so cool. I would do almost anything to go back to the time.

And yeah, I know how the friends thing is. It's horrible. It's like you have this nice little nest of friends and a safety net that you can always fall back upon. And then it's suddenly and horribly wrenched away. And you have to find a new nest and build a new safety net, and you can't really trust anyone like you used to--that trust was built over years and years and now you suddenly have to substitute it with whatever you could make in a few weeks. It's just not the same. ...but it gets better. I did meet dragon later on. xD

And I'm starting to work on my Soi Fong outfit! Buwahahaha. And lkwejfodsinlk. Hakama are not really hard to make, but difficult to puzzle out. I had to get my mommy to help me because we couldn't visualize it. And then we had to go examine my kendo hakama since we still couldn't visualize it. xD That thing was a life saver because I can just steal measurements from it instead of just working for nothing. ...so I'll hopefully have a Soi Fong costume at the end of this. ^^v

Ah yes. Hopefully. Unless SAO gets to go to other conventions this summer, I do not get to go to ANY cons this year! *sobs* I might go to Ohio-con next January, but... I want to make a costume. I don't know which one I want to make. I have to go find another character that I like... All I've watched recently is Naruto Shippuden since I haven't been going to my anime club.

And yes, Dragon is taller than me. She's 5'1" and I'm 5'0" *pouts* I'm really really short! I do know people who are shorter than me, but none of them are friends. I don't even like most of them. And the dress stuff is going to be dragged onto this page. Okyamimyst is goign to come and babble in a little bit... Once I give her her laptop back. She's being nice!

I want to go to karate. I was supposed to have a private class today, but my back went into muscle spasms after I was dragged shopping. Though I did enjoy myself. Aside from the fact that two of the dresses I grabbed I couldn't get on, and four wouldn't zip... or was it 6 that wouldn't zip? anyways... most of the ones I could get on were all strechy fabric which doesn't look good on my body.

Oh well. We saw pretty corsets and I wasn't alloweed to drool very much. And we went to Game Stop and Okamimyst got Sims... I need to go to Game Force so I can get a PS memory card.

My sister is driving me insane with her obbsessivness over that guy.

Typical. My back stopped spamsiming a few miutes ago. I want more popcorn, but I've already has a lot of it today... Maybe I can eat sugar later... sugar...

Corsets~ Corsets are not dresses and therefore I am free to love them obsessively. xD

You poor thing being deprived of conventions! *hugs* For most of my life it was like that because Hawaii only had its first con like three years ago. Before that conventions were just these crazy things that happened on the mainland that I wanted to go to but never could. TT.TT And then there was a convention in Hawaii. ^^ ...it sucked actually. It was soooo tiny the first year, but everyone was super hyped for it. xD It was the best the second year because they brought a Japanese singer in for it. And she gave a free concert for those in the con~ It was so cool. ^^

..............psyrien actually tried on a few dresses today, but shhh. It was only because she's supposed to go to a wedding and saw something pretty. But she ended up not getting it because she really didn't feel like spending that much money on something she'll probably only wear once in her life. Besides, the people getting married are having problems with the reservations and whatnot, so we aren't even sure if the wedding will go on while I'm here. o_0

That's a pretty weird thing to happen to six zippers. o_0

Sugar is good~ Sugar is wonderfully good. Psyrien prefers it to popcorn. ...but she likes kettlecorn too. Kettlecorn is wonderful stuff.

On a random note, psyrien has noticed that mainland people call grab bags "white elephant gifts." She isn't quite sure why and it confused her when she first heard the term, and it still confused her until she consulted her other local friends who were just as confused as her. They then concluded that these "white elephant gifts" were the same things as grab bags. xD

Yes, that was me being very random. Don't ya love me? ^_____________~

White elephant gifts? what do you call grab bags, cause depending it might just be people's confusion.....we have grab bags too. Me very confused. Also lack of boy relationships good, that suck and yeah, I am watching as my emotions go haywire from them, it is really really bad for my mental health. I want to run back to Chicago to avoid it actually, I feel bad about saying that though.

Also can I really borrow FF8?? I wanna!! I'll give it back in the spring I promise!!!!

Um, so yeah, I haven't talked to Kaley yet, I really really need to or something!!! Also must avoid Danny in person, but yeah, till like the 18th, his birthday.

Also I don't consider my renn costumes dresses cause it is more of a costume for me, and that had a pretty corset. (no more subject on that).

Wow talking to Tom, long time for me, and everyone, I worked 11 hours today!! one less.

I need pretty items, liek the new dragon stuff, but I need twice as much gold by the time I finish, hopefully price will go down while I earn more gold!!

Also for the record, I hate at times when my birthday is.

Grab bags are pretty much present thingies that you exchange or play games to win. ...They vary in definition. xD

Yes, I do think the lack of boy relationships are good, but it sometimes feels so... I dunno, boring? Of course, I don't really mean that. I don't want a relationship just because I'm bored because what kind of relationship would that be? But yeah. It's probably just because I'm here at home with not much to do. ...well, there IS a lot to do, but I can avoid it easier.

Why do you hate when your birthday is? o_0

Bah. This is a short post because dad is nagging. *flees*

um, oh yeah, that is like white elephant, we consider grab bags the bags with different stuff in it, but one doens't know exact contents when they buy (so toss up of items).

Sorry for dad bugging you.

Also I hate my birthday cause people forget what month it is in, or do the whole, not spend at all cause you are after christmas thing, and I am going back to chicago, but friends here won't celebrate cause I would have to a month ahead of time.

Also realized this year, I have to do arch work heavy on my birthday, of fun I say. Also that is when i am doing 2 classes, cause of schedule but I'll be with you and tom in my class so I guess yeah!!

*I feel happy! Oh so happy! It's amazing how happy I feel!*

Well, actually it's not too amazing. I'm seeing Beau this weekend! *does happy dance* And I have two new Sims games! Yay! More distractions! And I get to see my Youth Group tonight! And Miriam and maybe Jessie Sunday evening! So, yeah, I feel happy. Happy and excited (and the tiniest bit nervous). So now my palms are sweating. Like they do whenever I have strong emotions. If I'm 30 and my hands are still doing this, then I'm having the sweat glands zapped because it's freaking annoying! There's always sweat marks on my mouse... It's just gross.

Anyway, I am TIRED. I just got back from having dinner with my old Youth Group. Lots of fun. I left early with Nattie 'cause we were so tired (and because I have to get up early tomorrow). The others were going to watch Narnia; they'd just started the movie when they left. So that means that Erin who lives out in Eerie is going to be driving home at 11:30 at night. And one other lives out in Niwot. Ah high school seniors. What fun!

So tomorrow I have to get up at like 8:00 so I can go skiing with Dad. We're going up near Keystone for some good cross country slopes. Oh, man. I am going to be SO beat on Saturday. Gosh! These next three days are going to go by sooo fast! Je ne le crios pas!

God I'm tired. No more staying up until four in the morning fiddling with Mene. Nuh-uh.

Katie is happy like really happy. I am the opposite but yeah, that is so for once Eric's fault, and yeah, such is my pathetic life. I hurt myself for it, and am glad I have other people right now, but yeah, found drying while lying down face up doesn't really work.

Other than that I should be better by tomorrow, well either that or Eric will break me when i see him and I will freak afterward or while I am with him, though I doubt that. Anyway, yes i am proof why people shouldn't have a boyfriend, and being lonely is really bad, or feels empty, but no emotions are better I swear, it all seems well but it is not.

Ok done with that, need happy subject. Oh I drew my duck today, and he is so cute, I think I might have gotten better at realism drawings especially from my mind, like drawing random people that don't actually exist, while I was at school. On other hand it was hard to be random creative in my LARP style the first day I did work, that wasn't good. I needed plot ideas and thought of nothing...

Nattie? Natty! ...um, sorry. Random inside joke that no one here knows. I just couldn't help myself. xD

See, there's this guy from my highschool, Nathaniel, who is like a super amazing genius guy but procrastinates to no end. ...but he can do his homework five minutes before class and still get A's. >_< See, it somehow started with the joke of "sexy like a bookcover." Yeah, you're all probably like wth? right now, but you had to be there. It was hilarious. And somehow a fanbase started. And we all made a Natty fanclub. xD It was all done in good fun of course. None of us were actually in love with him or anything, but it was sort of a tease, which he did know, so it wasn't cruel either. ...I'm not sure who nicknamed him Natty, but yeah, it just somehow happened. And it was fabulous because his reactions were just so funny. There was once when our group of fangirls sang a song to him in a talent show--it was complete with dancing and the general parading around like idiots. He ended up curled beneath the chair in embarrassment. Poor dear. But he knows we love him. And we all know that he loves it too. xD

And thus, Nattie = my squealing about Natty and going into that long explanation because I simply cannot ignore my duty as a Natty fangirl and not spread the news of him. xD

...He actually gave out hugs when we saw him this Christmas break. o_0 I was veeeery surprised. ...It won't be as fun to tease him if he stops resisting~ Nyuuu! Nah, we'll still love him anyways. xD

But staying up till four in the morning on mene is the best!

And dragon, not your fault about my dad. He'd been bugging me awhile ago too. It's just then was when he got rather persistent.

Ah yeah. I see the whole combining gift things happen a lot. It's sorta sad. And the archi work sucks. Really. If it wouldn't kill you, I would tell you to be like the other girl and blow off that day of school and do whatever. ...but I now know that that will have devastating effects, so don't do it.

And yay for having classes together~ ^^ I need to be in the same shop class as you. I am convinced that I would die otherwise. Psyrien is very lost soul when it comes to shop, and the large machines scare her. ._.

...okay, I'm gonna double post because I didn't see dragon's post until after I submitted mine. >_<

Duck? Dragon has a duck? A real live duck that goes quack and flies around? We wanna see~ (And since when has it been safe for a duck to be owned by a dragon? o_0)

*hugs dragon* ...we're not really sure what's going on, but we're here for you if you need us. And think of anime! Think of ramune! Think of DDR! *glomps again*

ah no I have a puppet duck that is adorable, I'll bring him up if I have space. His name is Vlad the Impaler, he is a awesome NPC I created that is both cute and loved by the kids and feared at the same time, isn't that great. ok my geekiness is showing. Also thanks for the words, it is at the moment much more helpful than the 2 guys.

*hugs you* No problem. My twin isn't allowed to fall into an emotional black pit and die. Her other half won't allow it. xD

Duckie~~~ Bring him. ^^

And nevermind what I said about not having the boy problems. Stupid, stupid problem of long ago is rearing its ugly, awkward head. Well, it's not that bad of a problem. I liked someone awhile ago, and he found out that I liked someone after I was done liking him, and now he wants to know who the someone is. Can you say awkward? Sheesh.

Of course I'm not saying anything because it would be stupid and just unleash a can of big fat ugly and even MORE awkward. Psyrien would really like to avoid awkward.

Oh good, he's dropped it. Huzzah. Let's hope it lasts.

AND WHY IS SUPERNATURAL TAKING FOREVER TO DOWNLOAD? GAH. IT'S HORRIBLE. I NEEEEEED IT. SAAAAAAAAAAAM. MY LOVE. MY LIFE. MY OBSESSION. I NEED YOU AS MUCH AS I NEED FRESCA, AND I HAVEN'T WATCHED A SINGLE EPISODE TODAY YET. I NEED MY FIX~. >_<

...ummm, yeah. I'm totally not addicted. xD

right addiction is great for us all, fan girls to the end. I am glad you won't let me fall, it is helpful, case yeah, I am finding less people can pick me back up at home than I need them too, most of them also unfortunately know them, and have their opinion of it, worse though of course is my mom ,but yeah she has odd opinions that makes for weird conversations cause she doesn't know a lot these days though I talk semi about what happens.

addiction i want to see what this addiction is, put on demitri and show me, also bringing cthulu and dragon with me along with Kon, maybe more, I like my stuffies, they are all cute and more friendly then pillows.

hello everyone^.^ hows it going with all of you tonight?