Oh, dear. I'm sorry, Alysa. If it makes you feel better, I cried for the first time this whole semester last time. And for a good ten minutes too! But it wasn't anything social. You know that giant 10-page paper I've been semi-stressing over for a little while here? Well, I had basically the whole rough draft written by around 9:00 last night, and then I hit something that brought up that exiting a document window, only I didn't realize what it was, so I hit some other button, and... *poof* it was gone. Yeah, I cried. I'd worked on that thing all day Saturday and just kept not saving it 'cause it stayed open on my laptop, and now it was gone. I tried everything to get it back, to no avail, and so I had to rewrite my entire paper at 10:00 last night because it was due today at 5:00. I just turned it in, too. God! I feel so relieved!

But really, I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. I had a lot of problems with that freshman year. And even some last year. It's not a pleasant feeling. I hope it passes soon.

hm, it is problematic right now, though I it doesn't help my brain points fingers but I personally still feel lonely. I am going to have to try Danny's tactics to keep form being there 24/7. yeah.

second of all, I apprently will have a second house i can stay in in colorado if you want to come over for summer or something. not that you can't stay at my mom's but I apprently have two houses.

I actually did mention it before, but it was only briefly.

My avi is gone! Why? ...although I kinda like it. I want to clutter the avi more and not have a body, but I'm afraid that it will go poof and come back if I change it. TT.TT

...and there's a random guy iming me that apparently knew my friend from high school. He was asking me the other day if I still talked to her because something was bugging him. ...I don't know. I'm rather confused. o_0

...He just better not be another facebook stalker. However, I apparently know him distantly. I think he went to high school with me, but I don't remember him. Chances are that he's in a different grade, and I really don't remember people from other grades. ^^;

i know what you mean with facebook stalkers, creepy for me too. Also will need lights on till I finish homework, haven;'y finished reading either. and want to do structures. Also zippos was long but short for this format, silly thing with format being so complicated to do.

Well, I'll be happy with the format in the end. It will allow me to actually go to meetings again. Yay.

...Hmm. It occurs to me that I don't actually know when Greek week is. ...It better not be on the weekend of April 19th, or I will be very sad. ...Although, I could see that happening.

No idea when it is, I am committing to nothing cause I feel i will be busy with other stuff. Also why couldn't my presentation be today~! Also managed to avoid crown again, tried not too, but doctor made me wait, then pictures, then lunch... yeah, work all night instead, I have an elevation, framing plan and section left.

But you're in crown now. Hmm... I'm randomly hungry now. ...Kinda feel like I should be back in crown, but I don't want to walk back. Besides, it's not like I really need to be there. I did my fasteners! Yay! xD Well, there's that one really long bolt I've got left, but that's not hard.

...hungry~ TT.TT

Originally Posted by d2hiriyuu

second of all, I apprently will have a second house i can stay in in colorado if you want to come over for summer or something. not that you can't stay at my mom's but I apprently have two houses.

Sweet! I may have to discuss with my mom again the idea of me studying in Colorado. We had sort of decided for me to just stay in Kentucky so I wouldn't have to find a place to stay, etc, but, who knows, that could change. I would only be able to take beginning Japanese at Kentucky anyway.

In any case, I'm finally having a little bit of social problems here.

You know how I like to press my snooze button a couple times before getting up? Well, apparently my roommate can't understand this. I mean, I'm not a rabbit, I can't just hop out of the bed at a moments notice, especially when I've stayed up until 1:30 the night before and my alarm clock sounds at 7:20. So, naturally, this morning when I'd pressed the snooze button twice, she felt like she need to tell me that I needed to either turn off or reset my alarm clock. As soon as she finished saying this, her alarm clock sounded and it was much louder than mine which was located under my pillow and made two quiet beeps before I hit the snooze button. Anyway, this annoys me, and for some reason I am unable to complain to my friends here about this. Apparently I need to "be the bigger man and let things go." Like I actually gripe and moan about little triffling matters such as this repeatedly everyday. So, I'm sorry if I'm not the better man for complaining, but I was under the impression that one is allowed to complain to their friends. Guess I was wrong. Please pardon my mistake. It shan't happen again.

Sorry about that rant. But.... I truly don't understand why I'm not allowed to complain about my roommate when she does something that bother me! And it's not like this was the first time this has happened either, I just chose to ignore it the first three times and not bother my dear friends with my grievances. Especially since I didn't know them as well then as I do now.

Honestly, I'm really sorry if I sound like a *****.

You don't sound bitchy at all. You sound perfectly normal. And why in the world would she be allowed to complain but not you? That just doesn't work.

If you were like me and hit the snooze button like seven times, I'd see a reason to complain, but twice really isn't much to complain about. And as for the whole being a bigger man thing, who says you aren't? Just because you're only complaining now doesn't mean you haven't been a bigger man about other things. Pshaw. Those friends of yours are silly.

On a completely different note, I get to go dancing today~ Yay! x3

yes, I agree with psyrien, you are allowed to complain, my roomate wake up at early annoying hours too, but we just go back to sleep. Or I wake up with her when she get's out of a shower. people have to use their own thing to get up, second to having someone barge in a bang pots and pans, I think she shouldn't really be complaining, and coming from a can pull self out of bed thing, even then, be nice to others awake and sleep schedule.

Gaaaah. I'm sore today. TT.TT I suppose this is what I get for not stretching before I go practice lifts. But I didn't think that lifts would take that much effort on my side. ...Apparently they do. Not much effort, but some. Still fun, though I've got bruises from I don't know when and my shoulder feels funny because I got my head stuck on the other side of a guys leg, and my body twisted around. I heard a nice crrraaaacckkk in my neck. I wasn't sure if it was good or bad, but I seemed to be functioning fine. I guess nothing is amiss.

Learned salsa last night too. Mm... I don't think I actually like it as much as blues. Honestly, I felt like I was doing the leading with all but a few of the guys. I suppose it could be a more balanced dance, but I don't want to lead! I want to a more dominant partner! ._. ...It just doesn't feel right when I can easily take the lead away. In swing and blues, it was very clear as to whom led and whom followed.

hmm, just talked to you about my silly day. i need to get ready too. but typing on mene instead... also sleepy boyfriend, sorry for talking last night, my fault.... bad bad me, though think it is because me curious and keep getting asked about next week....

Also what are we doing for St. Pattie's? I wanted to ask Mark if he wants me around him or not that day, but yeah, hard to explain...last time drinking and us together were brought up, we quickly got into relationship talk.... bad bad me.

I wanna see the river turn green! I wanted to go last time, but we weren't here... So we should go this time. ^^

...Spring break is starting to feel kinda anti climactic. We don't actually have something big planned.

And it's glittering outside!

St. Patrick's celebration was last night for us; not that the actual St. Patrick's Day is different or anything. We just celebrate things at weird times at Harlaxton.

In any case, I get to see mountains this weekend!!! *dancing* I miss mountains sooooo much!!! Yay for mountains! Yay for hiking! Yay for the Lake District and Mr. Darcy!!

Mr. Darcy? How is he related to Lake District and mountains? o_0

...and I'm done with my strathmore roof detail. At least, I think I'm done. I'm gonna ask my professor tomorrow if anything is missing, but there isn't much more I can do. ...And then after that, it's spring break. And I'm not really doing anything that night. Meh. What an anti climactic start. ...I would go swing dancing, but my ride is going home, and I don't feel like braving the public transport system alone. ._.

...I feel like I have nothing to do. My life has no purpose again! Ugh. I hate it when strathmores do this to me. >_<

I have half hour to hour and a half of work, I have to do the small amount of threads and then the big section of poche and the extra amount of the window detail part I missed. So probably come at 1 or 2 or so, not too long. did membrane and did dots for half the stuff do, really only need to poche.\


Also Mark is cleaning, and kalbi!! and curry pan!! yummy food tomorrow, 9 in total in theory, and Mark is showing up (loves her boyfriend for being nice and amazing but not intruding!!).

Question, isn't tomorrow St. Patty's day? ...or am I going crazy?

...Never mind. I'm going crazy. It's on Tuesday. xD

Yay for yummy food. ^^

...I still feel like I have nothing to do, and I'm not sure if I like it. : /

Hi everyone! I found the title for this hangout to be interesting, and found I was pleasantly surprised it seemed to have some sophistication to it. I hope you don't mind me barging in. I hope this isn't a tight knit group of friends or anything...well one I'm not invited to join in.

Currently I'm off work for the next couple of days. Not out of choice, but the fact that hours are really hard to come by these days. Unfortunately work has seemed to have too many workers and just not enough work to go around. I use to work about 30 hours a week and now it's cut down to about 20 by the looks of it. I'm hoping it's due to it being the slow season and hope it's only temporary. I love working from home as it means I can spend more time with my boyfriend and his two wonderful little kids. I worry if I got a 'real' job that my hours would conflict and eventually end up tearing us apart. :|

Other than that, I'm anxiously awaiting the weather to warm up. It's been teasing us by warming up to about 50 one day and then dipping back down in the 30s the next. I can't wait for some warm weather and sunny skies. I want to go back on my normal walks.

atashi you can join no problem. Wee are all friends here., but we lime new people too.
Where do you live that it warms up that fast? Also as you probably have read we do alot more discussion of outside mene than inside. Whee do you work that is causing you to take a few days off?


Psyrien, tuesday is St. pattie's white's day is tomorrow.... oops need to find something white for Mark....he'd be confused though, maybe make something small or something like food.

Oh also can we go to dim sum over the week???!!! yummy food! (or can we go with your bother and gang?

Ohhh~ Dim sum sounds yummy. Umm, if we go with brother, it'll probably be after church. ...Hmm. Or we could try to plan with the rest of the other people if they wanna go.

..and I can't type while I'm singing, so here ends my post. xD

well we could go on St. Patties or soemthing? we could get a group together who ever is here. Ends up Mark hasn't gone, though he is sounding pissed even htough he is fine. even Zack is noticing it. having friends over isntead....

Hmm, that could work. But doesn't Mark want to go drinking on that day? And when exactly is river dying? Dim sum is early in the morning until two or earlier when they run out.

And remember how I told you about being sore from practicing lifts? Part of that is muscle sore, but I HAVE BRUISES ON MY TORSO. SLKDFDLSKJF. And they aren't from falling. I think the guy just gripped too hard, and I didn't feel it at the time. I didn't even think to check until five minutes ago, but I vaguely remember him saying that you're supposed to grip under the rib cage, and sure enough, that's a sore spot. That led me to think that maybe I wasn't just sore from working out. ...I think there's a very faint bruise under my ribs, but then I've got another one around my waist/hip area. >_< Of course, they're nothing compared to yours, but I'm not supposed to have bruises!

Thanks for the warm welcome guys! I'll make sure to put this thread in my subscriptions in case it gets buried a bit. I've noticed there are a lot of active threads here!

Yep, there's plenty of active threads. I like this one because often times I'll go to a thread and the conversation is moving way to fast for me to follow. I like mene, but I'm not on it 24/7. Hope to see you around, atashi. ^^

...I really need to buy the movie Rent. And Moulin Rouge. And Chicago. And Hairspray. ...and any other good musical I come across.

Ohh btw I live in Michigan, and perhaps I've exaggerated just a tad. The weather is beautiful today though. Only in the mid 40s but the sun is shining. Just got back in from a walk.

I also work from home too, so my hours vary depending on the clients needs. I'm hoping they'll offer me a position within one of their other campaigns so I will have more hours to choose from. I called HR the other day and they said they'd come to me if they needed anything. Here's hoping!