hi fakesunshine and I welcome you to stay and chat if you want.

@okami

so I have 0 gold and wonder why, then I remember i have a boyfriend and a life outside of here. glad i do, but it is about time for me to spend copious amounts of time on mene so I can earn gold and such. It is about time for mom and i to put up shower curtains in the new condo now that everything else is in place.

Okami thank you for the warm welcome and I am glad. That the ramune bottle has been fixed it makes me really happy to knnow that actually

Hiri also thanks for the lovely welcome congrads on your aparnt move what color are the curtains??? Are they spiffy looking?????

we actually don't have curtains, I wish we did sometimes, but we have blinds instead.

on the ramune bottle, i should just put up a pic of it sometime, it looks cool cause we glued the broken glass back together.

sorry that you only have blinds =(
i would love to see the picture of it im sure its really neat <3

Yeah, Dragon, a shower curtain would be a good idea. And personally, I would love to spend hours and hours on mene getting gold, but I need a job. Badly. I currently have about $50 in the bank which is definitely not enough for someone's who's about to go to France for four months. And it's not like my mom can give me anything, either. So, naturally I'm getting worried. I also got shots yesterday. I was due for Tetanus and then they decided to do blood work. Grrrr..... But better to get in done here than in a hospital in France!

Okamimyst: I am sorry to hear how low you are in cash im in the same boat sorta.I do work at McDonald's but i only have 21 dollars in my bank =( Im sorry that you had to get shots gosh i hate them as well as doctors i hate them both so much but you are right why waist time in France at a hospital getting shots when you can do it at home sorta

Well, hopefully both of us will come into some money soon!

yea one can only hope that we do gain money hahahah right amimyst? beides our money problems how have you been

Pretty good. I haven't really been doing much except the usual summer things-- you know, going out to the mall, walking the dogs way too much, etc. Well, that, and applying for a French visa. How about you?

I am still in school so I spend my time wanting summer to come and pretending to do work and what not....

so hi everyone, I wish I could defiantly say money issue, bu i have two jobs so I don't quite have the issue. Also I have started watching Star trek at night, and I am still not sure what I should do during the time, I need something to do with my hands while I watch. I might paint and sit on computer at the same time, but we'll see.

That would be fun to try =) painting computering and watching the tv

If it works out for you, let me know. However, I'll still be unable to accomplish it because we all know absolutely, spectacular I am at multi-tasking.

Well, Dragon, if all that money starts to bog you down, you could always give it to me to take off your hands for you......

ha ha, I like my money later, personally want to bug you about something though, I guess part of it is I want to rant at time,s but feel like i shouldn't online, i feel frustrated due to this, but yeah, I feel being over protective of friends is annoying, and I try not to be, but part of me wants to scream out at a couple of them to just understand.

Then, call me, dear! I'm only two hours ahead of you! I'm up til close to midnight most nights, so call me! Everyone wants to protect their friends, heck, why do you think I get so frustrated with Denise? Oh, and if you run in to her, tell me. I want to know how she's doing and you know as well as I that it is neigh immpossible to contact her. But honestly, I know how you feel, and there's really not much we can do about it, you know. If they're not going to understand, then what are we supposed to do? We can't bombarde them repeatedly, occasionally, you just have to loosen the leash a bit. It's frustrating because they do something stupid and it feels like they haven't learned a thing, but restraining them isn't going to do any good either. Make any sense?

Hari: Im pretty protective of my friends but they just dont know about it most of the time.

hm, I have issues at times cause I like keeping my firends, but there are certian things that causes me to lose friendship and above all else, it bothers me when people get soo close to that.

i have a huge problem i hate getting attached to people. and when i do i get extremely hurt and depressed when they leave me

Hmm.... That's not good. My problem is that it takes me a while to feel like I'm truly close with someone, and it's difficult for me to keep in touch. I don't like making phone calls. I'm a shy person; it's in my nature.

true, and I am very use to that with you. leaving a good friend though is tough and a big disappointment to myself and others right now and in general.

I dont know i love being with people and yet at the same time i want nothing more than to be completely on connected from everyone. With some people right now its like im addicted to them

hm, I guess part of it is refering tothe huge collapse that happened with the friend group at high school, not fun as it was, it did give me chances to wipe up and change what I wanted to be, though while everyone was apprently mad at me.

I misplaced alot of my friends i used to have, But... I survived i guess. I still miss them though

You're always going to miss someone you were close to. It's hard to just forget about all the bonds you have with that person, or all the memories you forged with them. It's like that one Girl scout song... "Make new friends, but keep the old/one is silver, and the other gold." You'll never be able to forget them, and that's usually a good thing. You can't have a future without a past.

Hello everyone. Haven't been here in a very long time.

Hmm... Haven't quite misplaced so many of my friends as I have simply lost contact with a lot of them. I still love them, but I am horrible at staying in touch. I'll miss them, but I never call.