YAY! *cheers shiny dragon artwork* Another dragon card for Dragon's dragon deck? (No, I don't think that sentence had too many "dragons" in it at all.)

*snickers at the kitty who is making cooing sounds* She's bird watching.

no it doesn't I also got a dragon mosaic, but yes, many many dragons!!

Dragon mosaic? Where? Pictures!

it is in my living room, and yeah, I am lazy and will eventually show pictures. was thinkingo n one of the days I need pics, to show it to Mark, so picture then.

Also what did you think of hte picture I sent you? I was really bored so I decided to look through google for pictures of Mark, and found one of him at iit but way before i knew him, he looks so much younger and less clean, it is quite funny. though the longer hair is still a bit ridiculous, it isn't in the same way. But now i actually can tell Mark has grown up over his time.

Indeed, you can see that he's a different person now from then.

Illustrator annoys me. I like photoshop better. X_X I think I should stop myself from volunteering to do the zippos t shirts. Well, at least the illustrator part, but Eliza's gone, so I don't know who else would do it.

And I've found I rather like conversational sparring. Well, I've always known that I liked it. It's just that I've so rarely gotten to do so. It also happens much more easily through writing than speech, and it generally doesn't happen if I know the person well in person already. In that case, I morph into my very silly emoticon spamming personality. With the boy that is soon to come home, it's like I can be my actual self in writing, which many people don't see. I'm kinda happy it's going in this order.

that is good, hope things are going resolving with him. As for yes, he is a different person and sometimes i really wish he could jsut smile like he use to, without the cynical self as much, hten again, I like him as a bit cynical too, but maybe that is what I am willing to accept as part of him, versus like about him....

(someone misses Mark too much, cause she can't have an time to talk to him, except when I was over in chicago was the last time we spoke.)

Your posts both consist of a majority of Mark. Of course, you can't tell you miss him. xD

...I have a strange craving for deviled eggs. I think my brother's wife transferred her pregnancy symptoms over to me before she left because I've been the one with crazy mood swings and strange, insatiable cravings. >_<

hmm, devilled eggs. eww, insane craving and strange mood swings are not fun to deal with. transfer pregency is important cause I don't ever want to deal with that. Also I am thinking I should switch to shiny blind justice CI.

Inspired by my avi? xD

So you saying you never, ever, ever, ever want to be pregnant? I don't want to now, but if there's a guy that I love enough and he wants kids, then that's the only time. But yeah, I'm hungry. I might be disappearing to the store to buy eggs because for some very evil reason, my house is devoid of the ingredients necessary to feed my craving. Curses!

nooo, don't leave me, and semi inspired, I wish I played with the CI, cause i haven't cause I keep trying to earn gold for the next one more than anything. And yes, I am wanting to be commanded cause my submissive self can't find her master boyfriend (my boyfriend jsut got his master's degree).

But I'm hungry! Breakfast and snack was a long time ago! ...Fortunately for you, I am lazy. It may take me awhile to get off my computer and go change. ...The store seems awfully far away and it's hot outside.

...but I AM hungry. Hmm.

hungy you are not (or so yoda says), but yes lucky me gets company cause you are lazy. Also my half finished desk, my mom wasn't sure when she is leaving Chicago, but I was wondering when you get into chicago in august.

My flight leaves the 19th, so I'm gonna be there on the 20th. Also, my brother is going to be hanging around for a day because the dorms don't open yet. Is it possible if one of us could share with your mom or I could share with you or something if we're all there at the same time?

I am VERY hungry. However, I've decided that I should probably deposit my money while I'm at the store, so I need to count my humongous pile of tips before I leave.

ohh, tell me how much tips you get, and I'll tell my mom cause yes we can get the sleeping thing together, worse case I have a comfy floor and such. that will be good cause mom was thinking on leaving that weekend and we need to buy chairs and desk for you still (and somehow you'll have to find a way to build and assemble desk sitll...

The total is $268. I think this was for about a week and a half. ...Or maybe two weeks. I forget when I deposited the last chunk. And I also took some out for random outings and what not.

Yeah, desk and chair need to get done some time. What did you buy for yours?

i saw one realyl cleap recently that i thought it was one of the ones you wanted. I bought a simple one, not the awesome one I wanted, but a simple desk and hutch thing which is more than enough of what I need right now. and 268, can i have a pay check of that amount? then again for week, and week and a half is defiantly less than I get, but not for my next pay check, though you work less than 40 hours too.

That's not my whole paycheck. Those are just the tips. xD

Why do eggs take so long to cook? I want them now... TT.TT

ha ha, eggs take very little if they are scrambled, but then again, I miss Mark's breakfast with me, then again I was spoiled greatly cause of it.

I should be taking a bath right now and cleaning clothes, but I want to sit here and mope about my boyfriend till he calls. just listening to his humor is the fun time and i want to be able to at least tlak to him again. I understand I need the contact more than mark, but I think it is due to things like humor and extra confidence is due to him a bit.

strawberry pie!!!!!!

...strawberry pie? Where did that come from? ...Although I wouldn't mind some myself right now. It sounds tasty.

Oh! Eggs are done!

eggs are done... and from marie calanders which means yumy yummy perfect pie.

I have snack food, now if I could jsut share.. then again, if I could teleport, I would be very very happy 9and sleep with Mark, or at least check in with him.

Hmm... Our avis look suspiciously similar. xD

And I want the ability to teleport! Tell Mark to hurry up and build one. Oh yes, and the other day I needed a pocket Mark and didn't have one. There was some actor that looked INCREDIBLY familiar that I couldn't recognize. Of course, I lacked a pocket Mark to identify the fellow, and now I shall never know. Alas.

So my high school friends have expressed interest in meeting the boy. ...The thing is that they are totally ready to do the whole panel thing of "are you worthy to even be considered to go out with our friend?" thing. I know they mean well, and it would be amusing, but I can't quite bring myself to tell them the entire story of why he didn't ask me out. Yes, we both didn't want to deal with a long distance relationship. However, the whole him being stuck in limbo with his ex isn't something I really want to admit to a lot of people. ...Quite honestly, I think my friends would kill him or something very close to it. I don't know what to do about them.

Hm, well either have them not meet him, or tell them the whole truth, half and half I don't think is fair, nor do I think is going to wind you up in a good situation. Especially cause there has been no discussion of what you two are, and your friends will be looking for that (being he is confident about wanting to be with you etc). As far as what to do about telling your friends, that is the hard part.

And now my avi doesn't look like yours!!! Obviously I have the CIs for you now too.

Also I wish I had a pocket Mark, (or a monkey pony), to comfort me, I ended up crying right before bed (well while trying to sleep,) cause I finally remembered that i was suppose to talk to Mark about why one hour distance is a bit traumatizing, and why I don't think nor look at it logically. Partially cause it does involve people not being here for me, and currently Mark isn't really talking to me either, though because he is busy. Also had to explain, even talking to him online for 2 hours would never satisfy due to it is seeing them. (both Eric and David talked to me online every day, and the relationship still came to a point where I wanted to break it off.) The online works if we have to, but an hour and laziness has caused me to break up with lots of people.

CIs? I want mine! ^^

Hmm... I'm supposing that I will be informing them at some point if they are going to meet him, but I'm not entirely sure if that will happen.

And I can see your point about the one hour thing. Talking online really isn't the same as seeing someone. Online means they could be doing anything else or not even paying attention or there. A person's presence is much more than simply a conversation or a picture--it's why I really don't like video chat. It feels like too much of a farce of actually being there. It's cruel in a way. Or maybe I'm just anal. I don't like something so stuck in between two things.

And I've come to the conclusion that I fail at asking guys out--even virtual guys. Toby from Harvest Moon won't let me take him to the Firefly festival! Rawwwwwrgggh. This is just pathetic. TT.TT

aww poor psyrien.

but yes the hour thing, I ended up crying the night away and next morning a bit cause it is annoying that I still compare Mark to Eric, or David, or any guy at times, but it hurts alot to think about Mark complaining to me that i take up his time, and yet I have issues cause I never see him as much as I feel I want to or should.

anywya, hopefully he'l lcall today over getting drunk as a irish person can.

Also I got my kids back to drop off late, blarg, and we had to refund a parent $5 because I was late....really glad one kid told me we were late.

Heehee, our avis are similar again. xD

Aww, and that sucks about coming back late.

...I think I'm becoming bored with my summer. Bleh. And no one is responding to my zippo email, so I can't work on the shirt any more. Raaawwr. I need more books to read.