Some are beign problematic. I have all of them, the dentist said that I wouldn't have to take them out since I hace enough space. I'm just tired of bitting myself all the time. Well, not all the time. But it happens fairly often. The corners/pointy thingies are kinda pokey.

(probably darkening my avi's skin by a shade helped make the top a bit easier to see. It was very difficult to see what was clothes and what was skin before)

Tewei's having more troubles. Her irsises are suppoesdely looking really wrong (I haven't looked at her face, so I don't know how they look). Mom's hoping that it's just the allergy med's over dilating her pupils and that we don't have to spend another $100 taking her to the vet or something.

There. Now we are all very wingy.

And I never want my wisdom teeth to come out. I only have one partially grown in, and if I hadn't had braces, I would have probably had to have them taken out.

And I doubt it's the meds, unless it's some sort of prolonged exposure. But I doubt that benadryl can do that to even a dog's eyes. They're kind of....foggy...and irredescent. It's weird. When you look at them you think, is she going blind? Only she can see just as well as she could before, so....

I am coming into Chicago the 17th at night (the monday)

as for knives, I am not positive, if you do carry on yes, but honestly, if it is checked they cna't be too picky.

I am soo dead tired rightn ow, I worked 8-5 today with kids, had a blast and ran around 24/7, then went to chocolate work, and mom decided ot keep us there till 9:30. blarg. too tired for star trek...

*is sleepy too*

I found a missing DS game, and went obbessive over playing it last night when I was supposed to be asleep. And went to bed...around 1ish? Before two at least. Then STUPID CONSTRUCTION workers woke me up arriving before 8 in the morning, and started hammering loudly at 8, and then blasted loud, hispanic music at 8:20 all the while yelling at each other in Spanish.

Not that I have anything against hispanic construction workers or their music or Spanish. Just when it wakes me up early...

I was almost falling asleep in the car ride to Walmart today. And we didn't up finding what had brought us there in the first place, so it was a WASTED trip. Well, we found what we were looking for, sorta. We were trying to find water shoes that I could were during a water aerobics class I go to (the black strip things are made of extremly slippery black tiles, so it's dangerous. Especially since the water's 3.5 feet deep and I'm 5 feet...). they had some, but ALL 20 pairs were size XL (11-12). Seriously, what's WRONG with Walmart?

SO I have been watching trek and painting new minis, and I must say, i love my green concentrated stuff, it looks awesome and gives a nice green shine to the paint. Also I went to the store the other day, and as I was at the checkout, the guy flips over my terrain piece and breaks the cool alien on it, I still bought it, but for $5 less, I jsut now need to repair it.

@Kasorin
I wish my mouth had enough room for my wisdom teeth and that they weren't impacted. I have a small mouth, so even with braces and four other teeth removed, there still isn't room for the wisdoms. ~_~ ...but of course they're impacted too, so it doesn't really matter.

@Dragon
...do you want to pick me and my brother up from the airport? :D We get in on the 20th. ...but if your mom already has something planned out, I understand. And yay for getting a discount on stuff!

@Okami
Yes! You have given in! First a thread, next all of Menewsha! xD

um, I'll discuss with her, I don't know what is going on much. Also what time do you come into O-hare? The discount is nice, the irredessent green looks amazing!!

I also have someone over rightn ow, and blarg, I like being anti-social after work..

Oh, and i finished Equal Rights (by terry Pratchett), I am now onto Mort!!

Also i am not liking the whole, not talk to Mark except every 5 days to a week, it is a long phone call, but still. i understand though he is busy, though currently, i think it is can last 5 days, but not a week, before i start going insane. Also recently I keep hearing about coma incedents, and wonder what would happen/ what would people do, if I got into one.

We arrive on the 20th at 2:54pm.

I liked Mort. It's one of my favorites. ^^

And yeah, that five day/week thing kinda drove me crazy in the beginning of summer until I got into the habit of only expecting once a week. And no going into a coma for you! I expressly forbid it.

thank you, the whole 5 days does not help much I think with the flux of depression near the 5th, then it is fine the sixth, and gets worse the seventh.

Also I had soemthing to tell you, and i forgot about it, maybe I'll call you and talk till I figure it out. (has other things she can talk about).

Also okami, are you staying over at my place the entire time you are in colorado?

I kind of want to wait till school/ summer is not as heavy so that I can read it without damaging it in my backpack.

Dragon: That was the plan, but if that's not going to work, I could probably stay with my old youth group leader, it's just a lot harder to get a hold of her....

"Mort" means dead in french. And that's what I am. I am dead. X.X That's what 14 hours with a 10 month old will do to you. Dead. Dead. Dead.

Coma? Don't you dare!

hm, mort is about Death (the character) i believe. what days are you here again? It is fine for you to stay here for sure, I am just trying to come up with a plan of the rest of the year, while waiting for a Mark to call.

yeah yeah, but hearing two stories of coma is sad...and makes me think about it.

and Mark didn't call, so after a hour of crying i gave up and called him. (see drabble as to how feeling before calling). Ends up he tried to text me to say he was tired, which as people know, doesn't work cause I have texting turned off. As such, me a grumpy angry crying mess for a bit, till I collapsed to sleep.

*snuggles Dragon muchly*

If Dragon was in a coma, I'd cry. But no coma for Dragon!!!

We have texting turned off too, though I'm trying to convince mom to turn it on (and she can take out the difference from out monthly allowence or something) 'cause it would be really good to have for our internships - EVSC has a program thingy that sends out texts if school is closed... I think that's what Dr. Amy said.

hm, I like it off, less payment and people randomly annoying me. But oh well, and Mark sent me happy letter, so I feel a bit better. two weeks of ignorance is not helpful, especially cause I easily count the days and he doesn't.

So I've somehow gotten myself sick again. Ergh. I really need to stop falling asleep with wet hair, but I'm just so tired after work. Anywho, I've dragged myself on here to inform you all of this and to say that I can't call you, dragon, since I've got a stupid sore throat again. >_<

I don't mind fevers as much because you can just sleep through them, and then they'll go away. Sore throats stay longer and are more annoying because you're more aware than fever-conscious, but you can't really talk.

Blergh. This better go away before my wisdom teeth appointment.

darn, ok psyrien, no phone calls for me again.... better wet hair than a snot covered pillow from crying for two hours... I was out of it today cause I got bitched out by office lady for some reason, and then Mark not calling me, I think my night did not go well, and before that I worked all day and had to go to church and never really woke up. Bad yesterday, today is a bit better, and will be alot if a boyfriend cheers me up.

*snuggles Dragon*

I was going to say something, but my brain grew wings and flew away.

yeah snuggles. and a mark online to talk to, my life is almost complete. Well now if only terrain, eldar, painting and building a house and watching trek could all happen at once.

Hmm... That's a lot of stuff to happen simultaneously. <_<

I don't think I've ever been so angry in my life. You know, I knew this at the beginning of the summer, but I guess I'm a little slow to realize things. I was bloody led on. I mean, yeah, feelings can change and maybe they did, but ugh. He led me on, and then told me, and then I LET him. ...and then he continued to do so! I don't know if I'm more mad at myself or him. Ugh.

Of course, you're all probably wondering what even led me to this very slow realization. No, nothing happened. Facebook was just being facebook and being the hugest invasion to everyone's privacy. I knew he was going to see his ex during the summer. I just really don't like seeing pictures showing how darn happy he is with her. I know they're friends and it wasn't even either of them that posted the pictures but a third party, so it's not like anyone's trying to rub it in my face except facebook. Stupid facebook. Stop posting unnecessary information!

Ugh. I feel so stupid. And I'm so angry with him leading me on in the first place.

psyrien, this happens. and you will be slow to realize it, and over time you will get better and better about noticing the signs. Over time you'll catch more and more what doesn't work for you despite thinking it does. Yes it is possible he led you on, and somewhat likely, yes you took the bait and then ignored the warning he gave you that he was. But you will live and learn alot from this, both about yourself and others (the populous).

I am glad you are realizing you feelings on the matter though cause over time you will come more to understand what you want that is good for you, rather than the parts you think you want that doesn't quite work. (this is the difference for females between cute attractive guys we like to crush on and people we actually date).

I am glad to hear your back though! (misses you on ramune).

*hugs dragon* Thanks.

...Don't know if I'm really back though. Wisdom teeth surgery was a bitch. Stupid light body weight means that I can only have so much numbing agent. And then half of the stuff he gave me was from a bad lot! Ergh. So he wasn't supposed to give me more and I wasn't numb. He was going to stop surgery and have me come back and put me to sleep. I would've rather have gone to sleep from the beginning, but I was there already so I said to just do it anyways.

And of course, I had to lie and say it wasn't sore so he'd keep going, but you can only lie so much through pain. Thus, I probably had more novacaine than my lightweight body is legally allowed. Yet, even then I wasn't completely numb. ~_~ Stupid bad batch of medicine and oversensitive mouth.

But at least it's over.

...but I'm so hungry. *whine* I want to chew!

aww

well i jsut did soemthing very stupid, I pissed Mark out by running away and hanging up on him online. I did so cause I was annoyed that topics are running through my head I feel we need to discuss (like the distance thing) and yet when I am online or talking to him, the only thing he wants to talk about is not at all us related. understandable, but then I remembered this thing happened last year, and then school year got busy at the beginning and nothing was talked about at all. THen it blew up in my face later cause i hadn't talked about it and felt like serious discussions weren't allowed. Crying and having issues with my boss did not help at all with emotional stability last nigth either. I might not be able to go to the overnight.

Aww. I hope you get issues discussed soon. Are these the same issues with your boss from before? *hugs*

...so hungry. x_x <- the thing that seems to be constantly on my mind.

not the same thing as before, end up my boss was planning me to go to overnight basically without pay.

Poor Psyrien!! I can't really be empathetic 'cause I've never gone through any kind of major surgery like that (the only surgery I've had was to get my possibly problematic birthmark removed, and that's really minor), but I can still imagine the pain just from having multiple cavities filled.... Novacaine itself can hurt.... And I probably would have done the same thing as you in that situation. I have a BIG fear of pain, so it would be either get it done and not have to worry about it again, or wait and then go through the whole freaking out process again.... At that point, I'd choose pain.

Dragon: Sounds like your job is kind of going downhill.... Which is really not so fun 'cause I know how much you love working with the kids. Is it enough to make you wonder if you're going to do it next year?

*huggles psyrien*

Heh, I'm glad I've never had a cavity or anything. Back surgery is more than enough pain and STAPLES (not stiches TT.TT) for my lifetime.

at least you can move without it hurting much, yes? And this is a great excuse to eat all the ice cream that you want. (ice cream might help dull pain without it being called ice)

*cuddles Dragon* that sucks! Why have they decided not to pay you for your work-related overnight, when you'll be working? *pokes Dragon's boss*