*pets dragon and sends her to bed*

Nee-chan, 3.5 weeks. (basically)

Well, hopefully you're mom won't work like a dog and we'll be able to actually hang out tonight! I'm debating on wether or not I should actually go to be or pull an all-ngihter since I have to be at the bus station at 3 AM... When I'm actually tired, I can sleep on planes and in buses...

Less than 3.5, kas.... it's much, much closer to like 20 days....tomorrow to be exact... Oh! And Caroline from Girl Scouts is going to be in Bordeaux....

Barlg, I feel like a worked dog regardless. But a relaxed one, I took a 30 minute nap in the middle of work cause I was nodding off too badly.

But packing tonight, I will be too, I have a huge list as well. And many other things to get done like everything for the overnight.

Well, at the time I was writting it, it was 3 weeks for you and 3.5 weeks for me. It's now been three or four days.

Well, yeah. Now there's only 17 days!! I was talking to Matt, one of my managers, and he was getting excited for me. He kept saying "you're going to France!" Matt is a cool guy. And he's a manager with $13,000 in career sales and he's only 19..... It makes me feel sooo .... I don't know .... And I have 5 demos this weekend!! That means $70 at least!! Yay!! And I'll probably have more by the time tonight's done, 'cause there's another phone jam. And it's a PJ phone jam.... And I could win one of two $20 gas cards, which would autmatically go to Mom.

ooo, $20 in gas. That's... 4 gallons - 1/5 of a tank in either car.

But $20 is $20.

gah. I need to get 160 more gold to complet my kitsune outfit. *sighs* I suppose I shall have to play the games semi-obessivly. And my stupid mouse is way to sensitve at times. I practically have to lock it when I am typing.

Edit: gah, 8 gallons. About 8 gallons, not 4. $2.50 times 4 is NOT 20. *beats head on the wall*

Gas is $2.50? So not fair. It's like three something here. TT.TT Stupid being on an island making everything more expensive.

Watched my tiny third cousin again today. The kid does not seem to understand the concept of ocean and swimming. He loves water, mind you, but does not like being submerged in it. Go figure. Crazy kid. My brother and I also conspired to feed him chocolate milk. Heehee. It was amusing. We don't think he'll ever go back to regular milk again. xD

overnight was amazing!! till we all came home and called, and Robert and Dono and I wanted to jsut return to Calwood where we were away from everything else. Alos I am staying in Chicago next year period, my mom says she is going to make me pay rent (this is in response to me not cleaning up in her mind, and then leaving for a 5 day overnight.)

Well, you're paying rent for the Chicago place anywho, so it makes sense to use it. I'm thinking I'll probably be up there too. I really don't want to deal with California and family issues. Call it a coward's way out, but I don't think I can handle being around a rebuild attempt if it falls apart.

I need to call you at some point, dragon. I never got around to actually telling you what was going on earlier, and now there's just so much more. @[email protected] ...but I probably won't be able to call till monday. This weekend is just packed.

So sad thing also is next week I will only be working a half day camp. I wish I could get full, but oh well, but I have happy hours due to the overnight camp!!

And yes you were suppose to call me!! Monday works, I am at the point of just wanting to leave cause my mom apparently cleaned for me and then yelled cause I wasn't keeping my promise of cleaning after I got back....(I don't have a clue why then, she did it on her own free will.)

Mm, well, I wasn't sure if I could call you while you were at your overnight. Monday it is then. ...Unless I suddenly get a spare moment in these next two days.

I want to be back in Chicago too. ...Although my mom isn't nearly as crazy as yours with the whole cleaning thing, I'm getting tired of home. I'm done with work, so unless I'm hanging out with friends 24/7, I'm moping. I don't mean to. It's just that whenever I sit and have nothing to think about, all the unhappy thoughts surface. >_< ...I am beginning to understand the meaning of extrovert. Nothing helps like a good emotional climate.

So mom and I had the whole, communication is breaking down. And I think I talked to you partially to make you easier. Also what are you meaning by extrovert. Also I will be glad to be leaving the company soon, but on the other hand mom and I's conversation was stupid cause I tried to clarify and she barked at me. not much to say past, mom I am s use to communication break down that what I was doing is normal and the correct way, I will say sorry so that you stop being grumpy, and please let me be for a few weeks till i leave.

In other news, I will get a going away party this year!! Hugs Robert and Troy for this all. Glad I am loved by the Denver staff! Also the thing with Ian, he is depressed and yeah, apparently me giving any attention to his emotional state is relieving to him.

Ian...Fairview Ian who should have graduated?

*hugs dragon*

I'm getting... I don't know. Insomnia has been attacking me again, and I've not been able to get my mind to shut up about random nonsense crap out of my mind. I'm not obessing over harlaxton nervousness or anything. But sleep isn't being nice. It's warm and stuffy in my room, then it's too cold or something and then I'm not comfortable on one side and argle.

Then I wake up about an hour or two later, and the process repeates, then it's too light in my room and then I manage to doze and wake up sweaty and then it's 9-10 am or something and I have to get up anway.

Poor Kas... And yay for goodbye parties!! Although it's a bummer with your Mom, but you are right, it does tend to happen a lot. I even noticed it in high school...

And oh! oh! oh! Guess what?????? I SOLD A SET!!!!!! YAY!~~~~ Technically, two sets, really. Space saver and 4 table knives!!! I came back all smiley.... And, with a CPO of 551, I have now reached my first promotion!! I get 15% now!!! Yay!!! I guess slow and steady does win the race, it just takes a while....

yeah, bummer though cause I was hoping to stay the night at Robert's house, and can't now. And yeah about selling a set, did you get your knives yet? just curious. yeah promotion!!

Dragon, by extrovert I mean the actual definition of gaining energy from people. I feel like I'm turning into one, and it really sucks. Makes life more difficult because I have to make all this effort to go see people or I feel like crap.

Kasorin, I'm sorry about your insomnia. My other friend is going through a similar problem, and it seems absolutely crazy. Maybe try exercising or something before bed so that you're exhausted? Then you'll be too tired to think. Hope it's just a phase.

Okami, congrats on your sales and promotion! ^^

It's been attacking me off and on since high school. Been a bit worse recently, but I think I'll manage. Exercise actually wakes me up a bit more. I should probably do nothing but sit and...sit for like an hour before I attempt to go to bed. which doesn't exactly work.

nee-chan's Knives arrived on thursday. *sighs*

2.5 weeks until England.

Thanks, guys!! And, yes, I did get my knives...and the chocolate money. Also, I only have 2 weeks left....I feel sort of discombobulated and, like, I don't remember the word...sor of like everything is hairy and out of place and notphing is in order. I basicaly have the urge to make a bunch of lists and do the first round of packing... Aaah!!! My brain is like scrambled eggs!!!

ah, two weeks till I get to see mark, this is probably a good thing at this point, I am tired of the long distance relationship that I see failing while I am trying to build it up.

Distance is a bitch.

...I feel like my soul is being sucked out by korean drama. x_x This one show is starting to get to the really addicting part.

Oh, and I bought a new book! ...and a new coat! xD ...I really need to stop spending money. <_<

a new coat?! well anyway, I am not too awake today, but last week of work! And my favorite LET will be there too!!

*stabities cramps* ugh. I think I shall need to take pain killer sometime soon.

I seriously doubt that I will get anything from this event. My mind is very ADD right now, and concentration is fairly... missing? I want to get one of the things from the clues, but I'm so horrible at figuring out the riddles.

And so many stars for each item. (okay, so it's easier than the other events, you can get the stars fairly quickly)...

Yes, a new coat. Actually, the exact same coat as Sasha. xD I saw it at the beginning of summer for like $40, and now it went down to $12. Of course, I couldn't resist such a pretty coat for such a good price. The sad part is that Sasha is gone now. TT.TT I will demand that she visit and wear it, so we can be dorks together. xD

Cramps are indeed evil. You know, I never used to get them, but within the past two years or so, I've been afflicted. Rawr. As for stars, they are easier this time around, but I'm finding myself losing interest in being on mene, so it's a struggle to get them quickly. The FAQ is actually pretty helpful for the clues, though.

I actually got yesterday's clue. And today's.

stupid wrist. I think I've started to develop carpul tunel or something. All the embrodiery and knitting I do is evil for it. I keep my left wirst in one position like the entire time, and it's an odd position, and I kinda grip things tightly. It just hurts right now. At least stupid cramps went away...

eww, well I have been on and am thinking no work this week ,cuase me lazy and don't want to deal with mom grumy or otherwise. I almost moved in with Robert this week to avoid her.