Sellie, its what friends do, without asking anything back. And why should we even ask, if you do the same for us and even more? I know you have pulled me out of a hell, too, and without you, I wouldnt be where I am item wise, too. You have given me so much in all ways.

I know how hard it is for you to see us sad and hurt, but sometimes these emotions are needed. I have gone trough some life lessons in this thread recently and maybe they were not very happy (no, no, no NO its not about what I just spoke over with you. Completely different matter, buts its past now. At least for now.), but they were needed. Just because you cannot protect everyone it doesnt mean you fail.

No one can protect everyone. Thats why Guardian Angels dont protect everyone, but their people, sometimes just a single person. You cant be a Guardian Angel to us all. And like I said, some lessons are needed for us to move on in the life and see that not always things are as they seem at first. Simply open eyes. Its okay if some pain is involved sometimes.

And like Rose said - a real friends happiness cannot be bought for the rpice of yours. They would be sad for your sacriface!

@ Selly::
Well, you know what happens when you disappear!? Clair donates! :ninja:

OH! And I'm gonna win. :P

*wants too change her avatar, but cant figure if she has anything green and brown to wear* Darn. *floats about and thinks about shopping spree* XD

AND LOOKIE SELLIE. You will get a donationm dump if you leave! You wouldnt want THAT, RIGHT?

Look at my avatar Sil.Now I am you.do not know what hair style you like in rl but here.me ish red like you.You red-headed woman who thinks she will lose friends over an argument or such.
You'll always be in our hearts
no matter how hard it get.
Because we are here now and forever more.

Originally Posted by sadrain

Sellie, its what friends do, without asking anything back. And why should we even ask, if you do the same for us and even more? I know you have pulled me out of a hell, too, and without you, I wouldnt be where I am item wise, too. You have given me so much in all ways.

I know how hard it is for you to see us sad and hurt, but sometimes these emotions are needed. I have gone trough some life lessons in this thread recently and maybe they were not very happy (no, no, no NO its not about what I just spoke over with you. Completely different matter, buts its past now. At least for now.), but they were needed. Just because you cannot protect everyone it doesnt mean you fail.

No one can protect everyone. Thats why Guardian Angels dont protect everyone, but their people, sometimes just a single person. You cant be a Guardian Angel to us all. And like I said, some lessons are needed for us to move on in the life and see that not always things are as they seem at first. Simply open eyes. Its okay if some pain is involved sometimes.

I know that you guys will never ask for it... that's exactly why I wish to repay you guys for all you've done... because you are so selfless. Yes, Clair, Saddie, I mostly mean you, although I am talking about others too.

I know that you cannot truly understand life without going through some difficult times... somehow, I still wish I could at least guide you guys through those times, letting you know I am there for you. You will probably say that I do, and give examples of every time I was there... but all I can see is every time that I failed, every time I snapped at you or wasn't there when you needed me.
Yes, I cannot protect everyone... but as I said, I cannot choose between you guys either... you are all too important to me, and despite knowing beforehand that I will fail, I cannot give up trying... even if it makes me sad all too often.

I am not a Guardian Angel, Saddie. I am but a mere human... one that fails so much, bothers others far too much and can't even admit to themselves what mistakes they've made in their life. I am not a Guardian Angel, but sometimes I feel as if I have taken that job upon my shoulders anyway... I took the burden and I will carry it upon my shoulders until the end of time... or until I break under the pressure. It's all I know, it's all I can do... and even in doing that, I fail far too often. I truly wished I could be there for all of you... at all times... but even I can see that it is not meant to be.

Rose: A red-headed woman that has already lost several friends over arguments. One that cannot bear to lose more friends.

Well Sil I am talking about Clair ,Sadrain and me.people I know that won't leave you

@ Selly::
Wait... this is gonna sound really random, but are you a red-head!? :O
I always imagen you with black or very dark brown hair. :lol://

Anyways, back to the point, I love you. :heart:

And I love you, Clair, Saddie, Rose, Liquid. It's why I have not given up. Not yet.

Yes, I am a red-head. Fairly dark red hair, close to brown, but red anyway. xD

what hair style here is most similar to yours

*spazes* THAT'S SO CUTE! Red hair! :glomp:
You're lucky. Clair is pretty ugly. :sweat:

Anyways, don't forget that! ^^

lol I have this crazy idea lets do cosplay of Sil.You know we all need to look the same hahah

Rose: 5 or 31, I think.
Clair isn't ugly, I am sure. Clair usually just is insecure about herself.

Unfortunately, I have to log off. Will be back later. <3

Sellie, you are saying exactly the same thing I tried to tell you. I feel like I am failing like a friend because I am not there for you, that I didnt know how to just go to you and say "let me talk to you".
And, yes, yes, YES you have guided us, at least me certainly, trough such hardships. I dont know how I would have gotten trough certain things and times if not for you.
You are amazing. I love you. I admire you. You are strong because you keep on fighting, you keep on protecting, no matter how hard it is. There are only few people in my whole life I have truly cared about as much as I do about you. Its not just the top of friendship, its to the root. Really. Its maybe even deeper, strong because I know you have problems, too, your own demons, like all of us, yet you are the way you are despite them.

Andand good bye, Sellie. *hugs tightly*

Andand I dont have the items, Rose. D:

Well, Clair is, I guess. :sweat:

AWW! See you later then. T.T
We'll miss you!

I don't think I have those items, either.
Otherwise, I would. T.T

Originally Posted by Silenia

And I love you, Clair, Saddie, Rose, Liquid. It's why I have not given up. Not yet.

Yes, I am a red-head. Fairly dark red hair, close to brown, but red anyway. xD

I LOVE YOU TOO, SELLIE!!!! :heart:

*laughs* DIAMOND! Your avi is just AWESOME!
It looks so out-doorsey!

Omnomnom. I jsut had cookeis, but I still be hunger-y. >o>

Originally Posted by Clair Voyant

*laughs* DIAMOND! Your avi is just AWESOME!
It looks so out-doorsey!

It's actually how I look on a usual basis <3

XD I should make my not-so-much-going-out look avatar one day. XD The one I have made is like for a ball. P=

I just need the Righthand Learning and the Lefthand Learning to complete this avi :3

Hello to those that are around

*celebrates the mark fo 2k* <33

And ooo. O: Hm. Theya re not very expensive, right?

That's pretty cool!

OMG! We should make our avis cosplay as our real life selves! =D

hehe lol that is good idea too.

Nah, they're not expensive, but I don't have the gold anyway :(
I'm -that- poor LOL