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Old 03-04-2008, 04:00 PM

Ok, I wrote about my past in third person because it was easier to get my emotions out. I wrote this about 3 years ago, and so far anyone that reads it, cries, and loves it. I'm thinking about continuing on with it, considering a lot more has happened. I will let you know though, that the girl is still bothering me, and I'm still going out with the boy ;D . Now that I'm on mene more though, she hasn't come to bother me! :D

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Old 03-04-2008, 04:01 PM

There once was a little girl filled with nothing but giggles and glee. She'd run down the isle's in stores saying, "hello" to every stranger she met. One summer, she went to go spend time with her grandmother and grandfather in California. Little did she know, her parents were hard at work in her room, re-decorating it for when she came back home.
When she arrived back home, after the long flight, her parents went up to her room, to help her unpack. She walked into a beautiful room, filled with lights, and drapes. She had a new queen sized bed, a new dresser, chair, TV, desk. And one thing she'd wanted....a brand new computer.
She jumped up and down with sheer excitement. She ran over to her desk, and turned it on. Her dad explained to her, that he had already set up the internet, and loads of fun games. Her parents kissed her goodnight, and walked out of her room.
The little girl stayed up on her brand new shiny computer, until her eyes could no longer stay open.
Days passed, and she finally figured out how to work the internet. She visited many fun sites, and made so many new friends. Her parents were so happy to see her having her have so much fun. Her friend across the street had just moved to a new county, so they were happy to see her making so many new friends.
One day, one of her friends invited a boy into the conversation. She was speechless....This boy was so sweet, so innocent. The girl had never been interested in boys before. They were always one of her. Going out on long trips, and playing in the mud. This boy was special....but she was scared to death of him.
In the past, she used to try and scare away the people who scared her. She stood up for everyone who needed her, but no one ever stood up for her when she needed it. Even if she were to be beaten up by a school bully, they would all stand back and watch.
She fell head over heals for this boy. He treated her like an equal, not a tool. But she was so scared to tell him how she felt. She thought he would see her differently, and not want to talk to her anymore. So she went on everyday, wishing she could tell him. At night, she'd dream about telling him, and that he would take her whole-heartedly. When she'd wake up, she'd have to face cold reality that she didn't tell him.
Time went on, and she made a new friend (but kept in contact with the boy). This friend was 1 year older than she was. The girl felt intimidated at first, but began to open up to this new friend. One day, she told her friend that she had a crush on a boy over the net.
The new friend thought it was absolutely adorable, and wanted to meet this boy. To make sure he was "good." So the young girl invited the boy into the conversation, and they all started talking.
The next day when the girl logged online, her friend sent her a file for her to read. It was filled with horrible things...of how he loved her. And how he thought the young girl was annoying. The girl couldn't take it anymore; she signed offline, and curled up in her mother's arms crying.
These kind of files were sent constantly. And the young girl soon became numb. She told her friend to stop sending the files....it's not like her friend was telling the boy not to...she was all for it! The girl still loved the boy, no matter what.
One day, the boy became very upset, and declared he was leaving forever. The girl couldn't stop crying. Her friend kept telling her, "Who needs him anyways?"
The girl needed him...he was all she could think about! She was crying so hard, and instincts took over. She told him he couldn't leave, because she loved him. All he could say was "..."

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Old 03-04-2008, 04:02 PM

She couldn't take the hurt anymore. She logged off, and cried into her teddy bears. Her mother walked in and held her. There wasn't a word spoken between them until the girl stopped crying. Even though it was a school night, her mother told her she could stay up late, and log back online to see if the boy was there. And he was.
There was a long silence between the girl and the boy. Until the boy broke the ice by hugging her, and telling her he loved her too. The girl was so happy, she ran around in circles in her room, until she became so dizzy she fell over. Nothing was official, but at least she knew he loved her too.
Days went on, like normal. She'd talk to her friend, and the boy. Even after all of the conversations she was sent, she still liked them both. The girl new the files were a lie. She'd spent enough time with the boy to know it wasn't his writing style. She never spoke up about it though, even though she knew she should have. She'd send the boy e-mails over a website, because he was always on while she was offline. While he'd be gone, her friend would would say and do mean things.
The young girl was sensitive, and easily hurt. Because the girl was so easily hurt, she wanted to make everyone else's hurt go away, and hope hers did too. Because of this, she would never back out of a tough situation.
Her friend had "games" she'd play. One of her favorites was to turn on her web cam, cut herself, draw on a piece of paper with her blood, and make me watch. I dared not to turn it off, I was too busy begging her not to. Some days, she'd turn her web cam on, with heavy dark eye shadow on, and explain how she'd been beaten up. On a daily basis she'd do things like this, and watch the girl squirm.
It didn't take long for the girl to realize her friend just wanted attention, and she was getting it. The girl once more became numb, and her friend noticed. So her friend came up with a malicious plot, to get the attention she so desired. One that would change the young girls life, into the direction of sadness.
After a long day, the girl logged on, and her friend greeted her. And explained to her a friend of hers over the net had come to visit. She told me she had to leave for a while, but the girl was more than welcome to chat with her new friend. The girl, and the new guy became friends very fast. The young girl loved making new friends, no matter who it was. They talked and talked and became better friends. He soon started saying he liked her, the girl upset. She had told him over and over, about how she loved the boy, and always would. He later accepted this, and they stayed friends.One day her friend, logged on and said her friend had left. He didn't leave a note or anything.
After a few days her friend logged on and said that his mom had died in child birth, and he had to leave. A few days after that, she logged on and explained to the girl, that he had died from stress and a high fever....
The girl was devastated. She cried for week, and during school, she'd fall to the floor in tears. She had the one she loved with her, but the pain of losing a friend was so much. It was the first time she had ever lost a someone she knew. Or she thought she knew....
A month went by, and the boy declared his love for her, and wanted to make everything official. The girl was so happy, instead of running around her room, she went outside and ran around the block a few times, hugged every teddy bear in her room squealing with glee.
At this point she had moved on from the loss of her friend. And was going on with her life. She logged on mid-afternoon, and received an e-mail. From her friend, it said that her friend was still alive, it was all a lie. That's when the girl knew, it was all a lie. Her friend continued to make things up, saying that everything her friend said was lie. And she blew everything out of proportion.
The friend continued to try to send fake files, and the girl couldn't take in anymore. She said their friendship was over.

.....A year later.....

A year later, the girl receives an e-mail, saying how she's lame, and how she needs to get over what happened. But the girl didn't want to be put through that kind of hurt again. She said no, and many other people started sending her e-mails, saying how she's a big baby, and can't do anything right. And how she needs to forgive her old friend.

The battle still rages on between these two sides. What one wants, the other doesn't, and it switches back and forth. When will it end? That's something no one will ever know. The girl is fighting more than her own battles, but helping other's with their's as well. She needs to be strong...no matter what...

 


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