wooooow that is a lot of meds o.O
I'm so glad pot works for 99% of my stress/depression/sleeping issues and that the only side effects are weight gain and a little loss of memory. Topamax however seems to have not only loss of memory but Lydia seemed to just become brain dead. She couldn't even figure out the simplest of things and she always gets really frustrated. So I don't see how that's supposed to make her happier *le sigh*

Well hopefully things are getting sorted out with him. Did you ever get my last reply about that?

Yeah I know. .__.
But...I'm a basket case. We all know that.

Yeah yeah, that's what it did to me too! D: I was a total zombie and like was trying to kill myself. And I don't remember much simple multiplication anymore. O_o; Losing math skills is actually a side-effect. So yay for calculators. -_-
And he thought it had done something to my liver but I got a test and I'm okay. Who is Lydia by the way?

Yeah I got the PM, but I was on a bad mobile connection and got too frustrated to send it back. ><;;
Its so odd. Have you shown him what I've been saying to you..? I told him in a profile comment that I am NOT trying to dis him. And he actually spoke to me to day (yesterday?) all he said was he liked my avatar, but that's better than before. :) He called me Kita though, which was strange for me since he always calls me by my actual name. Still though. Thank you. :glomp:

lol meeee to o.O but I'm not so emotionally distraught all the time (definitely some of the times and rarely for good reason) but I just cannot seem to keep my shit together. Lets not even start with how often I lose extremely important/expensive/ immpossible to replace/ stuff. Or that somehow mine and russes combined income is less now that he's WORKING o.O somehow we were making more money with him on unemployment. How I manage that I don't know. I wish there was a med I could take to make me more competent. Though I think now I'll SAY I took meds in math class! I'll have a reason for failing finally!
Hmmm how to disribe Lydia.... she CAN be a very good friend when she want's to be which is like 2% of the time maybe. Most of the other times she creates these huge problems and then just comes to me and goes "please fix it" But it's never anything I can actully help with. Like with you I can poke him and be like "hey, whats up?" but with her it's neer anything like that. it's more like "Help me not flunk out of cosmology school" "Well you have to GO to class to get credit" "Oh no! I can't get up at 10 for a class! There has to be another way!!!" and then that somehow turns into this "suicidal" you hate me type bullshit o.O grrr I can't go to school for her what does she want me to do? Anyway sorry that turned into more of a rant then anything ...
ANYWAYS I have not really said anything else to him because he never pm'd me back and I don't really think a pushy third party will really help you. I also don't want to scare him away from you by saying something that might not be good for him to hear. like "Treat her better you dick" I don't think that would work in your favor >.<
hmm I dunno maybe he feels like he's lost the right to call you Christa? I wouldn't really put much stock in it, he probably didn't even think about it. Besides better to start slow.

Oh damn. She sounds like someone I'd wanna strangle. :gonk:

Lol no I don't think that would work well either, but it did make me laugh. :lol:
No, it wasn't like it annoyed me, its just that he hasn't called me kita for like...a year(?).
It didn't bother me at all like that, it was just like stepping back in time. :lol:

well not exactly, I do feel bad for her. But on the other hand if you do nothing to take control of your life how can you expect someone else to?
Well that's good >.< Maybe it will be like starting over >.<

Lol...don't ask me that, if I was in control of my own life completely I'd be more of a head case than I already am, I think. x___x;;

Maybe it will. Or won't. I'm just taking what I can get right now.
Ohh I talked to this guy that I used to be totally in love with in when we were in high school. For like, the first time in months. O:
He has a baby now, and I forget his name, but I saw him with his daddy at the store last summer and he is fucking adorable. >w<
His 'wife' left him recently, I heard. :ninja:

Yeah but your not asking there impossible of people either >.<
I think that's a good way of thinking about it
well that is on one hand good on the other horrible. Sounds like they rushed into things a bit huh?

Sometimes I feel like I am. @[email protected]

Well they've been dating on and off since high school, and I guess once he knocked her up (I'm truly surprised it took this long for it to happen, since he's a sex maniac :roll:) they decided to just get married, but I dunno if they actually went through with it. I knew that this fall they were in a custody war over the little boy. Obviously, I think he should get him, but then I like him a LOT more than her, so I would rather him be happy than her if I had to choose. My mom said it might be better if neither of them got custody, since they're both on drugs and shit...but like I said, I want my friend to be happy and he loves the baby, so it would break his heart if they took him away. :/

Well it's hard to say weather or not someone can handle a child with or without the influence of drugs. Does he live by his family so that they could help take care of him and the little one? If so that would really probably help him win in court. Not only are baby super expensive there's no possible way to raise one on your own

Hi bonbon xP :)

Birdie:: Yes, people can be bad parents even if they're clean as a whistle. I personally think he has enough brains to be a good dad. And he isn't afraid of working either, so its not like they'd be supporting the child with government money or something...I dunno.
He told me since I've been talking to him that she's still with him, but that she keeps running off. -_- He's taking care of his granddad as well, living with him, because he's no longer able to take care of himself. I had actually thought he was dead. o_o He was pretty sick back when we were in middle school. But anyway, I know he doesn't have a great mom, but I would like to hope that she's trying to help him. I would be if he was my kid. ._.

RoRo:: Hello, my little bug friend. :lol:

Lols buggy xD.

Are you stilling looking for the Strawberry Sugar cookie?

I haven't seen anyone offer her on recently so I think it's safe to say she is >.<

yeah it's weird my dad was a broke stoner but he was much more supportive of me. My mom was clean and had (well my grandparents) had money but they were mental torture to live with. But at lest there still raising it together, Even if she disappears alot it's still better to have SOME help then none at all. Maybe she just needs some space >.<

RoRo:: Bonbon and Buggy! :hug:

Aaeza:: Yep, I've never actually talked to Vicktoria, so I've never had a chance to get one. And I'm sure I couldn't afford one. -pokes at tiny gold count-

Birdie:: Maybe. I needed space from him sometimes lol. Especially when he kept popping up whenever I was with a boyfriend. He was like a freaking ninja. It was scary. I mean...and this still bothers me...he was so jealous of me, and he had no right to be. I didn't butt in whenever he was making out with any of his many girlfriends. >_> Butttt that's ancient history. XD We both act...so much older now. I mean, we're all older but its like one day you wake up and go "Wow. I'm an adult now." and then you realize that you aren't acting like the same person. Its kind of weird, actually. O_O

Lols cute!!! <333
Did you do the xmas event? Coz if you gave feedback you got a free sugar cookie!

Unfortunately, I didn't get to do it.
My aunt got sick on the 23rd, and she went into a coma on Christmas, and then was put in the ICU, and so I wasn't able to be on the computer much at all because my mom wanted to have the phone line open, and then when she passed away on Jan. 1st, I was really upset, and I didn't want to really do anything. Plus I had to get stuff ready for her funeral...anyway, I wasn't around much. @[email protected];;

Ohh i see. I am so sorry to hear that Kita. :( I'm guessing you have dialup then for the line to be engaged?
Anyways, really sorry to hear about your aunty. What made her get so sick she went into a coma? Sorry if i'm being intrusive.

Yes, rather slow dail-up too. -_-
Its ok...she is in heaven now and isn't suffering any longer.
Well, she was my great-aunt, my nana's sister, so she was older anyway...she was diabetic, and had kidney problems, and then her gallbladder started messing up, so she went into the hospital. Now, I said she was diabetic. Well the dumbasses that were supposed to be taking care of her weren't monitoring her blood sugar. So she went into a diabetic coma, and the surgery that they were going to do to take out her gallbladder couldn't be done. So, basically her gallbladder exploded, and she got this big infection all throughout her body. Things kept getting worse and worse, until finally her body just started shutting itself down...and she just passed on. I feel that she would have been ok, if only the hospital staff had been doing their jobs... .__.

Yeah my bf has dial up too. His mother refuses to upgrade lol.
True true.
Ohh that doesn't sound good at all. I'm a diabetic i hope that doesn't happen to me! -is scared-
Man you should sue them or something? That's rather ridiculous to not prevent that from happening, or at least do something about it after it exploded. Makes no sense ><

Does she have a reason? O_o The only reason we still have it is because our computer is so old and pathetic that it can't handle anything better than dial-up. Which is annoying.

It won't happen to you, silly goose.
You aren't old and in bad health. Plus, she should have went to the hospital before she did...but nothing can be changed now.
I hope her son does sue them. If it was my mother, they'd be handling a lawsuit. :stare:
But their part of the family is handling a lot right now. And he may be suing them, I don't know. I hear a lot of gossip, but I don't know everything. :lol: Half of the crap I hear I have learned not to believe anyway. X_X;

Once you have a taste of broadband, you could never go back to dial up. I had it for years and I was so glad to see it go.

*dances with Kita*

I hate dial-up.
I'm trying to convince my grandpa to cosign for me so I can get a nice laptop and stop having to use this piece of junk. :boogie:

Wheee! :insane:

That'd be cool.

I had the same stone age computer for years until it crapped out on me. It was sooo nice to finally get a new one.

Yes. Yes it would.

I was going to get one and let everyone use it to replace this one, but bad things happen to our family computers and I would be scared for its safety. :/ Like, my dad actually fell onto this computer last week, and I don't even have any clue how that even happened. O_o

I'm going to sleep, Sweet n Sour. I'll be in your avatar's hat if anyone needs me. :sleep: