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Old 04-13-2008, 02:27 AM

So, I've been told that my poetry is really good, and I just want to know if you all think so too.
Be warned, a large amount of this was written when I was going through a rough spot with a friend, so it may be sort of 'emo'.(Oddly enough, I once offered to read some to a friend of mine, and she ran out of the room shrieking.) I think I may put a warning on some of them, heh... And I tend to not title my poems, because a great majority of the time I just can't find a word or phrase that sums up what I'm trying to say, you know?


Index of poems.
BLUE=Post One
Red=Post Two
Green=Post Three
Orange=Post Four
Indigo=Post Five
Olive=Post Six
Yellow=Post Seven
Black=Post Eight

1. Untitled 1
2. More than Friends
3. Together
4. Untitled 2
5. Untitled 3
6. Shipwrecked
7. Untitled 4
8. Untitled 5
9. Untitled 6
10. Like, just like, Right?
11. Untitled 7
12. Untitled 8
13. Untitled 9
14. Inspiration
15. RockStar
16. Kaka/Saku As he looked at her
17. Kaka/Saku Kakashi's view
18. Sessh/Rin Fluffy no More
19. In my land of dreams


And, if any of you can think of any titles for my untitled poems, feel free to tell me about them here.

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Old 04-13-2008, 02:31 AM

Two lovers sit, their eyes are glued
Toward each other, it’s nothing new
And as they sit, and as they stare
People frown, but they don’t care
And thought their love, viewed as taboo
To many others, except a few
They’ll stay in love, Forever.



I have you,
And you have me.
But it would be better
If you could see
How much I want
“More than friendsâ€


The starlit sky surrounds us
It wipes away our fears,
As we talk together
Of things beyond our years.
We may be young and innocent
And yet we’re old and jaded.
For we’ve both been compromised
Loved and feared and hated.
We speak of things that we’ve seen
Of things we yearn to know.
Like the reason we live our lives
Though they seem so faux.
We ask ourselves the question Why
Who, What, Where and When.
We question all the things we’ve done
The people that we’ve been.
An angel in the sunlight
A sinner and the sin.
We’ve been the bad
We’ve seen the good.
We’ve had the life
We knew we would.
Taken for granted
We stayed unknown
But together,
We aren’t alone.

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Old 04-13-2008, 02:46 AM

I see you,
My heart beats.
All I can do
Is stare at my feet.
You pass me by
To talk to your friends
And this cycle
Never ends.



You say there’s someone out there
Better for me
But at the moment
You’re the only one I see.
I don’t want to leave you,
I want to stay by your side,
Even when bad times come
I won’t run and hide.
You’re telling me these things
And yet, you’re the only one
Who makes my heart sing.
I don’t want this to end,,
Don’t tell me we’re better of as friends.
Because I don’t want to go back to that,
I’m already to far gone,
I’m already lost in you,
And I don’t know
What to do.


Ship wrecked.
Treacherous seas,
I sail them,
Open waters,
Waves gather upon waves,
Forming a storm.
Building up,
They gather,
Crashing upon each other,
Much like the thoughts in my mind.
They sink,
They swim
To the top, and the bottom
Whirling around,
Wild and untamed,
Unable to stop them
I cower.
Fear of the sea,
Of me,
Clouds are full
Rain falls down,
Gives strength to a storm
Waves crashing around
They collide
Tumble together
With each of them
I explode
Emotions
Built upon themselves
I let it out
I am shipwrecked.

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Old 04-13-2008, 02:52 AM

Alone in a crowd
Surrounded by sound
No one but I can hear
Am I crazy?


One of these days,
I’ll stop liking you
Because it hurts so much
Today isn’t that day
And neither is tomorrow.
One of these days
I’ll get over you.
Move on to someone else
Who could actually like me
Who would actually care
Unlike you
One of these days
You’ll realize,
You missed your chance
And try to steal me back
I’ll turn you down,
Doesn’t feel so good, does it?
One of these days,
Till then, I’ll wait.



Am I reading the signs wrong?
I really hope that I am.
The signs say,
You want me,
To leave.
I hope that I’m wrong.
And I’m not going to tell you I love you,
Because , I’ve told you before,
I don’t know what love is.
And I’m not one to lie,
So I won’t say it,
That I love you,
Until I know
That I really do.
Maybe,
The signs are written wrong.
Maybe you just can’t ,
Tell me how you feel,
But I doubt that.
I think I’m seeing things correctly,
But I’ll wait it out.
I’ll stay with you.
I won’t leave,
Until you tell me to.

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Old 04-13-2008, 02:59 AM

It’s not-
-We’re just friends
We say
As everyone comments
Says what we should do
And then the trouble started.
Because, I contemplated.
I wondered,
I dreamed,
Asked what could’ve been.
But no,
We’re just friends
But now,
I find myself
Looking at you
Longer
Smiling at you more
And now I laugh with you
And I’m confused on what to do.
Because it’s not love,
It’s like,
Just like,
Right?
Well, what is it if
I’d cry for you
Take your tears
So that you don’t
Stain your face
What is it if
I’d give you my heart,
Even though it’s
Beaten
Scarred
And broken
And I’d take away
The pain
Just so you could smile
Again
What is it if
When you laugh
I smile
And when you don’t
I worry
Well, that’s like
Just like,
Right?
And you tell me,
You like me,
Just not like that.
You think,
It’s confusing,
And I agree.
Just nod along,
You can keep thinking that,
If it’s what makes you happy.
Because, really,
That’s what matters.
I don’t need to be happy.
I’m used to it,
In my silence,
Suffering.
If you were to
Find someone else
That’d be alright,
I’m fine,
No, really.
But you do, you need to be happy.
It’s who you are.
You are,
An optimist
You smile
You laugh
My sun
You shine
Me, not so much.
I’m a realist,
A pessimist
If you must.
You ,the glass half full,
Me, there is no glass
It’s been
Shattered
Broken
Thrown against the wall
The liquid
Is spilled,
In the form of tears.
You see the sun
You smile.
But me,
I shy away.
I spend my time
in darkness.
But I would,
I will,
Bask in your light.
Because,
We’re friends,
Just friends,
Right?
It’s like,
Just like,
Right?





You said,
“I’m a player, until I find,
That special someone.â€
And I look down
I pick at my fingers
Hide the tears in my eyes
So you don’t see
The hurt on my face
The pain that I feel
Around you
Emotions are on my sleeve
You asked me out
We were friends
Now we’re close
Not quite love
But far from like
I said I liked you
Not sure it was love
But I didn’t question
Where my heart led me
Even though you told me
You might be gay
I didn’t care
I don’t mind
In fact, I support you
But it hurts
You used to draw us
You and me together
Happy
And now you draw these
Pictures
Of you and him
He has no name
Always changing
Never the same
And now doubts litter my mind
I knew he didn’t like me
Never did
Never will
Why don’t you just say it’s over
End it
Just cut off my hopes
Before they get to high
Give me some closure
I need to know
Where this might go
I told you you’d never made me cry
It’s true.
For now.



You might be trying to steal my heart
But it’s under lock and key.
And you’ve yet to succeed,
But you’ve set off the alarm.
And it’s causing me to sweat,
You’ve got me breathing deep,
You’re causing me to think
And nothing seems to work
Can’t get you out of my head
And I ponder, ask why
Maybe I’m over thinking things
Because you don’t seem to notice
The things you do to me
You seem so oblivious
Don’t see my stolen glances
How I fret over missed chances
How I babble around you
I can’t seem to keep it to myself
And I voice out every thought
Even though I’d rather not
I’d rather hear you speak
Even if it’s about nothing
Rather hear your voice
Tell me anything
Even if it’s only
That we can’t be
We’re better off as friends.

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Old 04-13-2008, 03:03 AM

Today you didn’t talk to me,
It hurt,
You ignored me during lunch
Didn’t even look at me.
Was it something I said,
I’m sorry.
Did I do something wrong?
Forgive me,
Please.
I feel like
Walking up and just hitting you
Just so you’d notice
And I can understand
That story now,
I won’t tell you of it,
You wouldn’t listen anyways.
I feel like crying,
You’re pushing me away.
Are you trying to hurt me?
If so, it’s working.
And I feel like hurting myself
A physical manifestation
Of the pain you put me through
But I’ve done that before,
You didn’t realize
And I feel like hating you
But I can’t
Would you even notice,
If I died?




I can see
Why you don’t
Want to be
With me
I’m broken
Beaten
Torn in two
I get these moods
Angry,
Then sad,
Happy
It changes
On a dime
Now signs
On what comes next
My hair,
isn’t long
Or lustrous
Straight
Or shiny
It’s like
A birds nest
Untamable
Flying in every direction
Messy
My body
Not thin
Not pretty
Yet not fat
Just,
Plump
My face
Acne
I get hyper
Then I say the weirdest things
I’m quite
I’m shy
A coward
To scared
To tell the truth
I hold a grudge
I complain
And take things
Like you
For granted
I’m perverted
I make jokes
Not funny ones at that
Dirty
Puns
I’m mature
Beyond my years
I see things
Through a
Tinted glass
I argue
A lot
I have no life
I spend it on the computer
When I put it that way
I don’t see why I even put up with myself.



Most important is the inspiration
A muse flowing within you.
A sketch, of everything you feel
everything you see, everything you think.
On white, whether paper or cloth- no matter
this stretch of nothing will soon be everything
soon it shall become you.
Reach for your palette
these splashes of color that describe your soul.
Create new emotions, by mixing and matching
washing out and strengthening.
Clean your brush, collect your soul
your color on this extension of who you are.
Swab, dash, and dabble.
Dribble, wash, repeat.




He runs on stage, back and forth
The lights glare, shine off his face
He's screaming to the crowed
Yelling out his hopes and dreams
Everything he's worth
For everyone to hear
If only they'd listen
His sweat-dripped face, contorted
As we listen to his soul
Laid bare for us to hear.
He's telling us what to do
He's telling us how to move
Our insecure teenage minds
worshipping every line
We analyze what he says
every word out of his mouth.
And he's so close to us all
reaching through to our hearts
he grips and squeezes
molds and plays
and we'll do whatever he says
The taste of truth is in our mouths
The sight of him is in our eyes
forever burned into our minds
The sound of him, of them- indescribable
We yell, we scream, we cry for them
Please once more- they've left the stage.

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Old 04-13-2008, 03:08 AM

As he looked at her
And she looked away
They both remembered
The emotion that day
The day that he left
The day that she changed
The day that she hung up
All of her chains
The chains that had bound her
To a love so one-sided
And when he came back
They were both reminded
Of the pain he had caused
To this beautiful person
And when he said he was sorry
The pain only worsened
But this was the way
It was all meant to be
For when he was gone
And she couldn't be happy
He came into her life
For the second time
And she leaned on him
He was an emotional stand
And when she was down
He lent her a hand
A hand to use
To get right back on track
But slowly they found
Themselves growing close
Closer than they should
But not as close as they would
Slowly she found
That she was hiding
A love for the one
Whom she'd been confiding
Telling her stories
Of love and of pain
But in the end
She found that she'd gained
A friend she could count on
For better or worse
And that friend would be him,
Yes, he of course
And he felt the same
The same way as she
The same way he felt
She felt about he.
They said that they couldn't
It wouldn't be right
But in the end
Their hearts would both fight.
Fight for their happiness
Fight for their love
Fight for the way
They both felt of
Felt of the other.
He of course
Made the first move
And slowly the promise
They made seemed to lose.
They fell in love,
They found their hearts.
They fell in love,
Never to part.



Even while I read my books
I still can see your glancing looks
Looks that are always asking me
“How can you read that in front of me?â€
You know, the only reason I still read my books
Is only so I’ll still get your looks
And then there’s that question you always ask
“Why exactly do you wear your mask?â€
That question you ask, even though
The answer even I don’t know
I know it started long ago
But now I think it’s only so
You will still notice me
And if this world I were to leave
With you sitting next to me
I swear that I’d die happily.

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Old 04-13-2008, 03:11 AM

Sesshomaru gazed out across the blue sea,
Beside him Jaken sat warily,
Looking across, at the moon,
Thinking 'Rin’s time has come to soon',
Rin the human sat in a bed
A pillow placed under her head,
Her breathing shallow and slow,
Her sickness they didn't know,
Sesshomaru tried to understand
Exactly what was happening at hand
Rin opened her eyes to see
Sesshomaru looking down at she
His face though show no feeling
His eyes say he wishes for healing
And then some feelings began to stir
Feelings she kept hidden to her
Feelings of love and care
These feelings she had to share
So she looked up and said
"Some things I've kept hidden in my head,
Sesshomaru I have feelings too,
And these feelings say I love you
I now tell you because I'll die"
She said this last part with a sigh
"I have one wish on this day
In your fluffy I wanted to play
Alas I know that this is dumb
I wish to just touch it with my thumb
Or better yet when I die
I wish for this to be wrapped around I
Then for all eternity
I'll have a little of you with me"
And with that wish she closed her eyes
Jaken then begin to cries
They both know that those beautiful eyes will never shine
They won't ever open with a matching smile so fine
Sesshomaru slowly looked away
he had known something would happen that day
He took of his furry wishing he could do more
And to this day Sesshomaru wears his fluffy no more.

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Old 04-13-2008, 04:29 PM

Have you ever been alone in the middle of a crowd,
Have you ever had a talk when there's noone around,
And have you ever heard a voice when there wasn't a sound.




Crushed to death,
Out of breath,
Heart clenching in pain,
Starting to go insane,
Without you.



Sometimes I wish I didn't feel
Wish I could say that none of this was real
That all of this is just bad dreams
An that nothing is as it seems.
Sometimes I wish I didn't see
All the pain in front of me
That I didn't have to look
As people didn't have what it took.
Sometimes I wish I couldn't hear
All these silent screams of fear
That I could just be deaf
To all the screams of pain and death.
Sometimes I wish I couldn't taste
All the air seems like waste
Things once sweet now taste sour
As we all drop by the hour.
Sometimes I wish I didn't smell
Burning flesh, are we in hell?
Rotten skin burns my nose
Dead bodies whom no one knows
The pain of this world invades my senses.

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Old 04-13-2008, 11:30 PM

I dream at night
Dreams of you
Dreams I awake from
Clutching the sheets
As I try to calm down
Painfully my heart beats
I close my eyes
And try to go back
To a place I can only see
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
I only see you there
I want you here
Beside me; at my side
And if I close my eyes
I can almost feel you
Warm breath against my neck
Masked lips against my ear
Whispering words
Only I can hear
And when I open my eyes
You go back to your place
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
My days are spent
Wishing you here
Waiting for a time
When we can be near
Waiting for my land of dreams
I look forward to my land of dreams
Where I can see you
And we can be near
Where the days are long
And nights are longer
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
A place where we can be
What I wish for
Just you and me
Together forever
In my land of dreams
We can never be
In the regular world
But we meet together
In my land of dreams
For scarce meetings
That I lock away
To cherish in my mind
And I spend my days
Wishing for a way
For us to meet
Not in my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
We can be
Whatever we wish
Because we are together
And its just us two
There is no one else
They have left us be
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
Where I come to you
And words are scarce
Because actions are true
And words can be lies
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
And I come to you
And sit by a tree
You close your book
And put your arm around me
In my land of dreams
And I lean in closer
My head on your chest
And you breathe out deep
And pull me in closer
For a kiss on my head
In my land of dreams
But I pull my head up
And pucker my lips
My eyes are closed
And yours are too
You pull me in closer
A hand at my back
Pushing me further
Into your embrace
In my land of dreams
And I lean in closer
My hand in your hair
And as our lips battle
One things in the way
A layer of cloth
Separates us
A mask on your face
A layer of cloth
Covering your face
It’s keeping us apart
In my land of dreams
And you pull it down
In my land of dreams
And I can hear it rip
In my land of dreams
I knew you wouldn’t last
Without our lips touching
But as our lips meet
Electricity surges
Throughout my veins
And at that point
I can’t complain
In my land of dreams
And then your hand moves
It’s now at my neck
It’s pulling my hair
And angling my head
Upward towards yours
Now your tongues at my lips
Asking for entrance
And I knew you wouldn’t last
Very long without this
So I open my lips
As I let out a moan
And your tongue dives in
To my accepting mouth
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
And as our tongues battle
And yours seems to win
It's always right there
That one thing seems to happen
In my land of dreams
In my land of dreams
A sound fills my ears
And your touch seems to fade
And slowly your body
Seems to move away
Away from mine
Away from me
And that one thing
Doesn't make me happy
So I grumble and grouch
And finally open my eyes
My room comes in clear
And you're nowhere near
Because you are back,
Back in my land of dreams
My land of dreams
I get out of bed
Put on my clothes
Rush off to school
And nobody knows
While the teachers are talking
And they're all taking notes
I let my eyes close
And transport myself back
Back into my land of dreams
I'm in my land of dreams
And the cycle
Starts again
The cycle of
My land of dreams
In my land of dreams

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Old 04-14-2008, 11:57 PM

Hmm, so I'm watching Scrubs, so I want to write something about that...
Hospital lights shine down,
Waxy paper, open-back gown,
Sterile needles gleam at me,
Injecting drugs only I can see,
At their sight my mind goes blank,
I tend to think it's all a prank,
They won't take my blood anymore,
If I don't know what they're searching for.

I have no idea what that's supposed to mean....

 


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