Originally Posted by Gumdrop Raindrop

I'm thinking about swimming in chocolate pudding.

Well...I was thinking about the movie I just watched for the billionth time, how I wish I could go back to a certain place, and how frustrated I am with the song I'm trying to play (I gave myself until a week from today to master it!? D;)...

Now all I can think about is how fun that sounds. XD

I'm thinking about the long car ride through cornfields which I'll be taking tomorrow on the way to a college visit.

How incredibly screwed I am for my three tests tomorrow.

Of course, that doesn't mean I'll start studying any time soon.

Wondering why it's in our nature as humans to be so damn possessive, not only of things, but of people we care about...even when said people don't want to belong only to one person, or be "taken" by that possessive other person.

Friends, lovers, it's all the same. Why are we such a clingy species? Why do we like to monopolize others?

Eh...just one of the many reasons I don't believe in marriage.

Also getting really frustrated with myself for not being able to play this song...and wondering why it is that I just can't stop thinking of him. Everything reminds me of him. It's usually never this bad...what does it mean!?

Of all the things I could have kept from that time...one of them just had to be the weirdness.

Originally Posted by Amani

Well...I was thinking about the movie I just watched for the billionth time, how I wish I could go back to a certain place, and how frustrated I am with the song I'm trying to play (I gave myself until a week from today to master it!? D;)...

Now all I can think about is how fun that sounds. XD

I'm glad it made you smile [hopefully] :3

And I'm thinking about how long it'll take for me to get a rainbow shawl~my dream goal at the moment :heart:

Originally Posted by Gumdrop Raindrop

I'm glad it made you smile [hopefully] :3

And I'm thinking about how long it'll take for me to get a rainbow shawl~my dream goal at the moment :heart:

Indeed it did, as did your signature. Especially the icon in the middle.

Well to be perfectly honest right now this very moment. I'm thinking about posting a message. This message would be me explaining that I'm thinking about how I should stop posting on Menewsha and do the dishes.

Naturally that feeling of foreboding and worry had to be about the one I DON'T worry about so much.

Well...now I'm worried about him. I'm happy for him and hoping for the best...

But UGH, I just get such a FEELING from her...I'm scared for him. And it's not jealousy - he's not even the one I like. Just someone I care enough for that I don't want to see him hurt.

Why does she make me SO uncomfortable? I can't even get up the courage to look her in the eye...even in a photo.

I hate having these feelings sometimes.

Originally Posted by Captain Howdy

:( Your poor mom. I hope she's doing better now.

Thanks Captain Howdy. I think she's ok. I call her twice a day, and my sister calls her. But she never remembers that we've called. I feel so badly, knowing that she's sitting there thinking we don't care enough to call her.

This morning she was thinking that she was still in Fargo, but as we talked, she started remembering the plane and van trip. lol...she doesn't remember us calling, but she *does* remember the trip. Shows how stressful it was for her.

My family is financially screwed. Joy.

Fucking insurance companies.

At this moment right now, I am thinking how glad I am that my headache gone and that I feel so much better.

I'm thinking I want to go to art school.
And that I was as lucky as Spicedroses. My headache is still going strong.

I'm thinking soooooo hungry...sigh

Thinking about heritage, my ancestors, and how in the hell I'll be able to observe some of these traditional holidays and festivals when I'm so far away from where it's "normal."

I want to get back in touch with this part of me. Maybe if I do...it'll make other things come easier.

Right now I'm thinking of what to type and wondering why my eyes are in so much pain. At the same time I'm thinking about what I'll order when I go out for lunch today, what to write about this week's chem lab, and if I should take my latest idea and turn it into a role play.

I'm thinking that I wish I hadn't gotten this manicure when I got my pedicure. I hate the smell of fingernail polish, and that's all I can smell on my hands now.

Hmm...I wonder where I put that polish remover....

I am getting used to my new glasses, they are very different compared to my old glasses. But they do make things easier to see, that is the important thing XD

Right now I'm thinking about how much I hate commercials and how bored I am.

I'm thinking about the fact that it's April Fool's day, and about 6:00pm cdt.

So far I haven't seen much from Mene for the day...but a few of the moderators have gone "missing".

Fiarra says she's been assimilated, and Captain Howdy is looking like Mr. Mayor.
Hmmm....what's next?

What am I thinking about right now? Well, right now, I'm wondering what it is that I am thinking... or whether I'm thinking... and what I should be thinking about instead of wondering what I'm thinking...

Right now, I am trying to think about, what it is that I am thinking about, but the problem is the more I think about what I am thinking about, the more I can not remember what I am thinking about, so I wind up with a headache, cause I know I am thinking about something and it is right there on the tip of my tongue and I get so frustrated cause i can't remember and then I don't want to think anymore.

If you can figure out what I mean... then you will understand

I'm am thinking... 'Why isn't my girlfriend home yet? She's a little late... T_T'

She's probably fine. I'm just anxious for her to get home, I've got CDs I refound at my parent's place to show her.

Thinking about just how happy I am to have my laptop working for me again, about the song I just finished listening to, about how awesome and incredibly awkward it is to listen to that song with my one friend around...about the song that just came on and my happy memories with it...and geez, the last time I used this laptop was just a month and a half after that! It's been almost a year!

Ah, such a nice time. I'll never forget it. I still feel all warm and tingly thinking about it. Never thought then that it'd be a life-changing experience...

...aw shit, I just lost the game.

I am thinking about my School life and friends..and it's really bothing me b'coz I hav'nt attended our reunion.:( And I freakiN missed them!!:insane:

it's been a long time since I logged on...