Right now... I'm having strange thoughts about an RP I'm playing with my friend. XD

I'm also thinking I've probably played too much tetris today since I keep making these simplest and stupidest mistakes ever. x___x Or maybe I'm just tired. Who knows.

i'm thinking about money
i need food lol

Im thinking, should i be doing something productive, and also what colours should i use to best match the green in a picture i am drawing. :D

I'm thinking about after looking on the page at the times the posts were sent

crikey im asleep when half of them are sent LOL

GIMP not working

I'm thinking, "Aaaaaaaaaah, school is a raving, slovenly hell-demon intent on eating my feet as an appetizer, my back as a main course, and thereafter using my ribcage as toothpicks! Back, hell-demon, back! I am young and virtuous-- you shall not have me!"

But I'm dressed, now, and anticipating another post from Cricket before I leave for class. :)

I'm trying to figure out if I should go back to bed or go outside and enjoy the lovely weather. I'm also wondering how long the battery will last if I decide to take my boyfriend's laptop with me.

I am thinking of trying to avoid work. Sadly, I can't think of a way as calling in sick, is not an option as I will get written up. The only way I can come up with is to some how get hurt walking in, which is of course not a good way. Sigh. I wish I had an easy shift today, but it Friday, and all I will be doing is selling hot dogs' mustard and beer. The only conversation people will have is..."Ohh we had to get half a dozen Webber brand mustards because I need to send some to my son, he lives in___ and you can't get Webbers there. Can you believe it no Webbers?" Yeah, thinking about it makes car accident seem more and more okay. By the way Webbers is not that great of a mustard. Not having grown up here in Western NY I find a lot of the "It's the best" food around here to be sub par. Not the pirogies though, they kick bootie.

I am thinking about what aunt in my house is going to screw up my day and what I'm going to quest for next on gaia and if I'll be chosen for that beta MMO.

I'm thinking about loads of stuff.

Mainly Placebo, Brokeback Mountain, and whether I should go get some chocolate ice cream, even though it's almost 1am.

And loads of other stuff, but that's the gist of it.

I'm thinking about how absolutely frustrating my mother is. x_x

I'm thinking about figuring out what I'm thinking about.

Thinking of the name of my family doctor..which is Dr. L Ding. her name is one letter off from this Minus the Bear song named, "Dr. L'Ling."

I'm somewhat creeped out.

I'm thinking that I wanna be alone and relax tonight but it ain't gunna happen.

What Isaid to my sister.

I'm thinking about how he makes me smile no matter what. And now he had called but I missed his calls but I can't call him back because he called me on his friend's phone.

I'm thinking about what he's doing right now.. And I'm thinking about why I'm thinking about him so much.. because it's wrong. >< Oh jesus. Lol.

And I'm thinking about what I should do since I'm.. sort of bored right now.. Can't do much about that.

I'm thinking about what homework I have to do and how finals are heading way.

And my crazy persuasive essay that is due pretty soon.. This Tuesday. I'm thinking about .. him again. And tomorrow. And then Sunday. And then .. How summer is coming up and how I'm going to miss some people so much and that I don't want any of our relationships to scoot away ><

Again, I'm thinking about how this is not right for me to start thinking about him.

I'm thinking about where I want to live and work. I'm in the middle of a search right now. I know a place where I'd LOVE to live, but I doubt I can afford it. D:

I need a roommate. I already MAY have one when I find something...

I'm also thinking that my mom is an ass.

Right now I'm having a mental fight with myself over how even though I'm feeling hungry I know I shouldn't snack at night anymore or risk actually getting fat.

But my stomach is growing...

But summer is coming up....

And it's coming upon 3am, I shouldn't be eating! The great internal struggle!!

I'm trying to figure out what kind of job I would like, because I need one. I'm wondering if they still advertise job offers in newspapers. I have one near me, but I've yet to look through it. I think I will in a couple of minutes. I'm wondering if I'll be able to find something close to home, or if I'll have to drive an hour to the city for something. On the other hand, I'm thinking about how my truck can't handle that trip every day, and how I'd pretty much be working just for gas if I had to resort to that. It kind of defeats the purpose.

I'm thinking about going downstairs and asking the person im staying with to drive me down

to a shop so i can get some food cos my stomach is protesting alot from the lack of

food =/

well... im thinking about what my friend said to me yesterday.
we've know each other for about 2 years now... because of tennis. you see, there's an age difference. im a year older than him. he goes to a different school now, and the way we talk is through phones and gaia online. ive liked him ever since we've started talking to each other, which is about 1 year.
at first, yesterday, i told him that i loved him [i was bored and typed that on my other friends profiles also, boys and girls but in that friend kind of way you know]
then, he replied saying that he loved me. then, we started saying that we loved each other over and over on each other's gaia profiles.
so then i was all "I LOVE YOU WITH THE INTENSITY OF A THOUSAND SUNS!! XD"
then he replied "I don't love you because of you, but how I am when I am with you."
then he posted another comment right after. it was:
"To you I may be one person, but to me, you may be the world."
and i told him that he was sweet and he never replied yet.
i got scared because i wasnt really sure if he meant it. i do love him though, and ive always hoped that he loved me back. ^~^

About how nervous I am about regents exams coming up in June... >_>;

Right now I'm downloading a WoW on a server so I can play for free (http://www.toxic-wow.net , ifyou're curious ;D) It's finally at 70%, and I wantit to hurrrrrryyyy! D:

I'm also feeling a little nauseated because I just finished making banana bread for my big brother, and I hate the smell of bananas.

I'm thinking about how long it'll take me to get my next avatar....<3

How I should be more clear with what I say to my friend (and how I"ll never really be able to do it perfectly...)

And "male rights activists" who think women have more rights than men...