I am thinking about how my roommate makes me so mad at times..... The residential assistance came over and she lied to her and blamed all of the mess on me. It seriously makes me so mad that I want to scream at everything. I want to move out sooooo bad but I cannot until next semester

I should be asleep right now...my English sucks worse than usual at the moment, and I likely won't be able to get up in the morning...I can hardly keep my eyes open...sleep would be an escape from my allergy symptoms...I want to sleep...

But damn it. Thinking about him, trying to get to the bottom of my fixation...it's keeping me up.

Must keep chatting. Must find distraction.

I'm thinking about the dream I had last night (Why am I having such screwed up dreams lately?) and hoping that I don't see the person in it any time soon. He scares me, seriously.

I'm thinking about why I always feel so happy over something I always hate o.o;

I'm thinking about how awesome its gonna be to finally have a serious party to attend this halloween, tomorrow is school costume day a bonus in itself, can't wait to strut my stuff down the halls in my costume
for once its one thats oh so suiting to me that no one can deny i look DAMN good in it LOL
to top it off after wards i'm gone for the weekend bonus points for me YES
no dealing with my bratty siblings after their sugar highs on the first night
and over all i'm thinking how truly lucky i am to have the friends i do who go out of their way sometimes to make my weekends or week days rock
honestly without them i'd be lost, its just so kick butt lol
i'm psyched
gah
i freaking love halloween
screw the candy
i just love being able to play dress up still at 20 years old LOL

Am I pregnant? Do I still love him?
Am I just over lusting him?
Am I done with this?
If I am pregnant I am going to try for the Abortion Pill.
I have to FIRST take the test...I have to find some time.

I'm thinking about how it's really dumb to chew on glow-necklaces, because if they explode in your mouth it is GROSS. D:

I'm thinking about Halloween Day. I'm going to the movies with my friend so we can watcha scary movie but we're having problems picking and finding one. We were going to watch the haunting of molly hartly, but it seems that it might not premier where we live.

right now i'm thinking of how many ways i'll be able to embarass my friends at the chemmy dance
oh this is gonna be so freaking fun my god i can't wait
this is epic
truly truly epic
i've never been to a themed teen dance before
like seriously ever in my life

I'm thinking about what horror movies I'm going to be watching tonight. I'm also thinking about which dark video games I should play when I get in the mood to play games. Halloween is always a fun no matter what I decide to do, but if I don't decide on anything then it might end up being boring. I'd hate it if that happened. I'm also hoping I'll be able to get more event items on here before the event ends.

I'm thinking about a story I might be writing, just for fun. I like to have the main events planned out, so I know where the story is going to go. I'm also wondering who in the world is calling...again. The phone won't stop ringing.

I am think that gaia events take tooo long!!! T___T and why can't i get candy apples here

Thinking about how awesome my new headset is. Built durable, pretty damn good sound, blocks out my mother, microphone works great...INFINITELY better than my old one. I can't believe I spent the same amount on it as I did on that one. X3

Also thinking about how badly I need to learn to wield a sword right-handed and make it look natural. It's awkward being my group's Genesis when I wield my sword like Sephiroth. D:

I'm thinking about getting something to eat and then taking a shower.. and I have to sleep early tonight. xD

Here's whats on my mind:

How sould she do that to us tonight
Man works a bitch... I love it, but not when its like tonight
Damn where the hell is me... someone save me!!!
Damn I'm so hungry... food? yuck.. think I'm going to puke
Is it possible to get pregnant, while still being a virgin? Cause damn I feel that way....
I wish I were pregnant... that would rock... I know I'm not
Sleep.... no can't sleep.. not tired yet....
Have to finish book... but what if she gets on....
maybe I should finish book at computer... no... bad Idea
Dam,n my thumb hurts... alot... ooooo more blood....
Should call up a vampire... that would rock...
What tat do I want?????


And the list goes on and on.....

hmm well right now i am thinking about what am i going to eat tonight ^__^

Scooby doo door chase thingies. Like when the gang goes though multiple doors in a hall with weird things going around and stuff? xD There just might be the origanal video somewhere on youtube :/

im thinking of what to write here..>.<

I'm thinking of how beautiful the sky is when it's grey and raining. About how I probably shouldn't go running... but I really want to anyways. About how cold it will be when I get back, and about how I've just cleaned the shower doors and I'll probably end up making them all water-speckled again with the hot shower.

I'm also thinking that my thoughts seem to drift today.

Currently wondering why the intergalactic space monkeys haven't picked me up in their high class pizza ship yet. XD

I'm thinking about how I can fix my hair from the horrible haircut I got today. ><

either conform to the forum or be a lurker

Thinking about the song I'm listening to...and how I understand it totally, but can't figure out how to translate it well for the life of me. I gave a rough translation to my friends last night, but...argh. It sucks. D:

Also thinking about how much my mother frustrates me. :illgetu:

Also wondering how I can get more red/pink and teal on my avatar. it's too black right now. D;

this Dr Strange movie is nicely animated...

i am also thinking about apples

I'm thinking about how I should be cleaning my room or doing my homework, about not falling in love with someone far away ever again, about my best friend in this entire world and how he's going to father one of my children one day, about how I really want to have childrens someday but NOT multiples.