Wondering how I'm gonna manage going a whole weekend without talking to my one friend when she's the one who keeps me sane while I deal with my mother.

Feeling kinda jealous that she gets to go somewhere while I'm STUCK with the monster.

Hating myself for feeling jealous...it's not like it's her fault.

Also feeling really disturbed by the fact that my mother looks like Hollander.

im thinking and hopeing my baby sister will go to sleep its 7:00 o' clock in the morning and im the only person up to watch her but she said she sleepy maybe then i can go to s.l.e.e.p

why the hell I'm still awake *passes out* x~x

XD

Thinking about how bizarre it is that my sister's astrology book almost PERFECTLY MATCHED everyone's birthday with their personality as far as we looked up. Especially him...I have never seen an astrology book be so dead-on that it could even point out the things that make me worry the most about a person.

Also wondering when my friend will come back.

Also, I wonder how long it'll take me to learn to imitate Hyde's voice accurately enough that I'm satisfied?

Right now I am thinking about my boyfriend.. He is a marine and is currently in Florida, and he came up to visit for about five days.. and now I might be pregnant (lol). He is hopefully moving up with me soon, so we are both hoping I am pregnant since we both want to be parents. At the same time I'm kind of hoping I'm not, I'm ready for the responsibility but I don't want all the drama that comes with being pregnant.. and where I live there is tons. I am already considered "easy" (to put it nicely) because I have been with my boyfriend in an intimate fashion, mind you that we've been together for over a year and he took my virginity (I had never done anything with a man before he came into the picture). Then there is also the issue with letting both my parents and his know.. I know my mother will be happy for me but I think my dad would flip out, and it's even more iffy with his parents. As long as him and I are happy together though, I'm quite sure we can make it through anything anyone throws at us.

So yes.. There is quite a lot on my mind right now, lol. :sweat:

I'm thinking about a girl that I like, the poem that I wrote, and how badly I feel about my friend moving. It's kinda depressing, but that's all that I've got on my mind. Besides these words and this thread, of course.

Thinking about my lack of a boyfriend?
So superficial, but it irks me sometimes.

Thinking about that karaoke contest I'm gonna enter.

Only 8 entries so far...I actually MIGHT win.

Question is, what song do I enter with...?

Thinking about going and eating dinner. Also thinking about scanning some old pics into the computer and restoring them, then backing them up on dvd.

Thinking about how frustrated I am with my phone line going out literally every few seconds, thus disconnecting my internet...stupid DSL...>.>;

Also thinking about how I want to throw my PSP out the window. Crisis Core on hard mode? It really is hard. o_e;

Not a ton. My brain is sort of dead.
There's a lot of buzzing, but nothing that distinct.

Thinking of putting my (boy!) cat in a dress.

He'd probably hate me for it. I doubt I'll do it. But the idea is in my head and won't leave me alone. XD

I don't think it much matters that the cat is male with regards to putting him in a dress. I would say that the fact that he's a cat would be most relevant.

And as for me, I'm thinking about how much I'm a complainer about pain, and how much I just wish people knew to leave me alone, haha. And how much of a lurker I am and how hard it is to post in new threads most of the time.

I'm thinking about how dearly I'd love to finish this work, and how the collating I have to do really, really won't allow that to happen today.

Thinking about buying a present for my sister.

I have 55 days until I can donate blood again, and 329 days until I tally the number on my book challenge. Yay Google. :)

Originally Posted by poet`s playground

I don't think it much matters that the cat is male with regards to putting him in a dress. I would say that the fact that he's a cat would be most relevant.

Precisely why I'm not gonna do it. I usually hate the idea of dressing cats up; I usually think it's stupid.
But for rather...bizarre reasons...the image of this particular cat in Gothic Lolita clothing is sticking with me...

Also thinking of a...rather bizarre and disturbing dream I had last night. o_o

Also, EVERYTHING IS LATE lately. Most importantly my friend coming back (I'm worried half to death, even though she's probably just busier with Thanksgiving plans than she expected), but also everything else from my call from the library to half the newsletters I get and actually pay attention to. Weeeird. o__O;;;

I'm thinking its nice to be at home considering its the first time since college started. I'm also thinking its nice I'm not in a car anymore because that 10hr drive was a killer.. even though it was shorter than the normal 12. I'm also thinking I probably should get some homework done, but who wants to do that, especially when it is physics homework.

But overall I'm just thinking tomorrow will be nice because it is Thanksgiving! That meanas amazing food and lots of it! :O I'm going to get soooo fat. :]

And now I'm thinking I should go buy avatar something to wear because she is a bit nakie.

ok, I'm thinking...i no particular order, or importance, of the following:

Should I do laundry now, or blow it off until sunday when I'll HAVE to do it.
Have I already made that decision, considering instead of DOING the laundry, I'm writing this list
I have homework that needs doing too. I'm definitely blowing THAT off until sunday.
Why did I have to have this stupid freckle under one eye. it looks stupid, and I wish I could get rid of it.
Why couldn't I be taller like my sister, and brother
Why can my brother eat anything he wants, in any amount, and still stay skinny, when I look at a brownie and gain 2 pounds?
Could I talk my mother into getting me a new phone instead of the dinosaur in my purse.
Would my bed look better on the other side of the room. Would my mom mind if I moved it. (ok, if I got my brother to move it)
I hate my curtains
I've done my best to cover up my holly hobby wallpaper with posters, and pictures, etc. but no matter how much I overlap stuff, Holly always finds a way to peek out somewhere. I think she's alive.
I'm getting bored with this list, and besides, it's beginning to make me look nurotic, and not a little bit crazy. Also Hobby is telling me to stop typing this now, so I will.

THE GAME
LOL
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if I should clean my room now or tomorrow;; Nothing important XP

Thinking about the book I'm reading, The Richest Man In Babylon, which gives an interesting few ideas to think over. I'm not exactly a money-hound, but some tidbits that Clason throws in are interesting. For example, the concept of acting so as to respect oneself and also to provide for the happiness of loved ones. That, I can get down with.

I'm thinking of my sister's imminent arrival, my various deadlines, and the horrifically dirty state of my room. I keep putting stuff out, only to have others funnel more in. Like my leant books pile.

It grows and grows....

and grows...

Another was added this week, along with a movie which my teacher wishes me to view.

I'm thinking about how Soundflavor DJ and The Filter are the two greatest iTunes add-ons ever! They both help me make killer playlists that I can listen to for hours on end without getting bored. The Filter is great because it uses only music from my library, and Soundflavor DJ is particularly nice because it suggests and plays music from my and from shared network libraries, music from its online database with links to buy the songs if I want, and songs that are free to download. They're pretty killer ways to rediscover music in my library as well as hear new stuff, and they are rocking my world right now.

I'm also thinking about the massive amounts of work that I have to do while I am home for Thanksgiving. I have to do a long problem set, read a novel and two long supplementary readings, prepare for a presentation, write four short papers, and do a bunch of studying, plus I have to work on coordinating things for my job. Yeeeee. x.x It's rather daunting, but I'm working it out. At least the stuff I have to do is interesting! ^^; And I get to see my family and friends from home when I'm not busy doing my various assignments and job-related things, so that's good, but still not much of a break.

I'm thinking of when I'm going to get hired for a job.

I'm thinking that Lord of the Rings is awesome! My mom, brother, and I just watched the second movie on TV, and I forgot how good they were! My mom and I made plans to watch all three again over holiday break. <3 I look forward to it.

I'm thinking about how cold I freaking am. D:
But I love it! <3
*cuddles up into blanket*

I'm thinking that I should not have eaten that last piece of cake.

Coffee with vitamin B12 and ginseng (I hope! I hope!), the endless terrors of copyediting, the bottomless pile of things I've yet to achieve, the exponentially increasing fear that I'll never get it done in time, the bizarre lack of stress brought on by calming drowsiness, the lack of music as I wish it to be (easily accessed, carried everywhere, dark and somnolent) and the overabundance of things as I wish them to not be (messy spaces and broken music players and unclean socks).


Explosions. Saturn. Dark and bright contrasted. How stream of consciousness is bad for the coherence of a given thing. I has an "If."


Why is there no emoticon for spinning in circles? :sleep: