I'm so not ready for that convention.

Amani should tie the bag with the costume in it to her wrist when she goes to bed so morning mako poisoning doesn't make her forget it.

...bed? I'm supposedly going to bed tonight? Wow, I missed that memo.

......I don't want you watching the sunrise. D:

I'm not going to watch the sunrise. I'll look away.

...now I'm thinking about how badly I want it to be the 28th already. DAMN THE TEASER!

Also thinking about his new piercings. I mean...wow. Just wow. Did NOT expect that. Especially did NOT expect that to happen within a year of when I did it.
...it looks better on him than me. But then again, what doesn't? XD

*headdesks* Does anyone know the number for the looney bin? My sister needs to pay them a visit.

I'm thinking... I don't know why I'm still so tired.

And... I need quite a bit of gold to get all the items I want right now.

Right now: What am i, Why am i here.. and who left the oven on. O.o

Right Now: I'm so relieved that you weren't in the accident...but your subconcious has REALLY lousy timing. It just has to happen the one week I have two days off in a row from work. I don't know what I did to offend it, but damn...I'm sorry if I did!!!

And I hope to see you soon. I love you and miss you.

I'm just thinking about how sick I still feel after two weeks and how much I really don't want to go back to WI just yet...

Thinking about going to work. And about how freaking tired I am.

Meh...ah well. First work day of 2009. |D

Also thinking about posting some of my sketches in the male item suggestion thread...but no, the kind of stuff I'd wear on the street has been shot down. And no, despite being a girl, I do NOT tend to wear girls' clothing - 99% of what I wear is unisex or designed for men. *sigh* Sucks; I want to make my avatar look more like me. o_e;

And...also thinking about how I really, REALLY want to say a few things about the event and the way the system has worked. It's been so fun...but so one-sided. T_T

Also, I really wanna get that fourth piercing in my right ear.
The suckish thing about earring collections is that I can't wear them all at once. :sweat:

Also, why would someone online think, just on the sight of my name, that they know me in real life when I choose to remain mononymous...with a name that several people have, no less?

I'm thinking about how much I wish that I wasn't working until 2am tomorrow. I'm also thinking that they're going to make me lock the fire exits in Screen 9, which is supposedly haunted and doesn't have any functioning cleaning lights. I freak out enough as it is when I have to lock the 'normal' screens, damn it, and they all have functioning cleaning lights. :(

thinking about how unnaturally bad i am at tetris. seriously, i think that must qualify as a birth defect.

other than that, i distinctly do not want to work 10 hours on sunday. i wish i was still on vacation. ):

I'm thinking I need to go check to see if the laundry is finished drying. And I should get something to drink.

I'm thinking about... how I'm going to take care of my friend, who's having to move into a shelter because her family is abusive. *sigh*

**Deleting and retyping post**
Right now I'm thinking that Binxie-cat's breath smells varr bad. xD
He needs to brush his teeth....fangs....

I'm thinking I should go to bed, but I really don't want to. And, my friend, AJ is weird. Vickie Guerrero + nude pics = gross.

I'm thinking about exotic animals. -points to the other thread I was posting it- Even after I finished posting, my head is still overflowing with all kinds of animals. -head desks- Now I'm thinking of pencils. : O I have no idea why. -stares at messy desk full of pencils- ..Okay.. Maybe I should stop staring at my desk. -stares at screen- Current though in head: Sushi. Now this, I know why. xD (I'm making sushi tomorrow for lunch or something like that.)

I'm thinking, I only need three more buckets of snow! But my friend's on her way to get me, so I probably won't be able to get them and get the last present to complete another set. I'm also not going to be able to get the rest of the commons half off that I want.

Heard a recap from a morning show on the radio. I'm wondering what purring bologna sounds like. ._. They never fail to amuse me. c:

I am thinking that I should be doing something, but not sure what I should be doing.

And knowing that I should go and get something accomplished, but not feeling the need to.

O_o

Relieved that M is feeding the baby so my back can rest a bit. Wondering if he's going through a growth spurt. Hoping his doctor says it's now ok for us to take him out in public because I'm starting to feel too much like a shut-in. I'm just glad that we listened to her and he hasn't been exposed to anything that would cause an illness. Glad that we've ended the year happy and healthy!

Thinking that yeah, I officially have a mission.

Thinking about how amazed I am with what I just read.

How happy I am to know that it wasn't all in my head.

How scared I am to know just that.

My mind is a mess right now.

He's at the center of everything again.

One second I'll be thinking about a new song to write...the next I'll be thinking of the meaning of life, fixating on the sensations of having a body, a tangible form...the next I'll be thinking of seeing him.

Oh, how I want to see him...how I want to talk to him...

I miss him so much.

I need to study more...write more...practice with my instruments more...I'm very much on a mission.

Now thinking...I probably just confused the living piss out of all of you, didn't I?

I'm confused at the moment.

Texting a friend and he's saying stuff and i'm not sure what he means.
I'm trying to figure it out without straight forward asking him.


@ Amani - I totally understand.

Kissing tasty baby toes.

Amazed by how well my daughter draws.

Happy that M brought me some coffee. Feeling content.

I'm still angry at the doctors for what happened that day. And yet...I realize it could have been worse. Not by much...but it could have been.

I do so despise my mother for constantly reminding me of it.

I need to talk to my dad about her....and tell him about my situation.

I still can't believe what happened last night.

I also still can't believe how well this song matches the situation.

I wish I were older...and better on my instruments.

I need to practice more. I can't get discouraged. I have to get better...absolutely have to. Failure is not an option.

I need to improve my speech. I need to write more songs. I need to get better at composing...

I want to have the band totally together and releasing our first single by the middle of summer. First full album by the end of the year.

Even though I'm so not ready for the first live...none of us are...

I've gotta pound my stage fright to dust. I'm working on that...and I'm getting it...

I wonder when the next karaoke night I'll be allowed to will be? That's good practice for audiences. I AM one of the best vocalists in my town. This I am not afraid to say.

So why do I get scared when the time comes to perform?

...and I continue letting my bizarre train of thought run uncontrolled on this thread. I'm glad to see at least one person understands. :sweat: