Now, our signatures are similar, cuz I just put that "love boys who love boys" thing in my sig. XD hahaha.

Aww, she sounds so adorable... I love babies. <3333
That totally reminds me of my sis when she was a baby... She only one hair sticking out of the top of her head and it was all curled and waved to the front of her face like a bang... XD So cute!

Hmm, sometimes the generation has something to do with it...
I was talking with my friend and he said something about me being part of the "X" generation since I was born in the 80's. And supposedly the 90 babies are "Y" generation. *shrugs* I dunno. Nope, some racist older people might even be more offended cuz its their grandchild whose married to someone whose different... That's how my grandparents are, they distrust black people, because they watch COPS too much and don't realize that black people are just as nice and friendly. I have many black and mexican friends... I do live in california tho, so there's lots of mexicans and blacks. They're cool tho. I just don't like all the gangs in Oakland... x------x Too violent.

*kisses christy* <333 Violent? I can't imagine you being very violent either, I must admit. Lol.
Haha, I like how you said "dark side." XD Don't worry hun, I'm not into s/m crap...
Hmm, your brother is the same height as I am... which makes him very short, in my opinion.
My brother used to do the same stuff to me when I was younger, but being a boy I was expected to defend myself so I used to tackle his legs (cuz he was 6 foot) so being top-heavy I was always able to make him fall over. Haha. Same thing happened in middle school, high school & in juvie... You have to prove that you're not a wimp or everyone will try to mess with you... Noo, its cute to watch you attack your brother. *huggles* <3333

Well, he says evil stuff, like... "Liberals are all faggots that need to be shot!" Or
"Ewww, I can't believe they allow those THINGS to get married. Gays should be shot." Or
"Fuck the mexicans, they should be shot." Or "Why should I care about people in Iraq? They're all gonna be bombed and dead soon anyways."
That's how my step-dad talks... x-----x And he's serious. Seriously a moron.

No, you won't be like that again. *snuggles with christy*
I think mentally and physically we've both healed a lot of scars...
Now, you just need to keep pushing forward with life and discover new things and new people. Life only gets better once you're an adult and don't have your parents and siblings to abuse you anymore...
*nod* Yeah, I think my moms given up now that I'm an adult and she has no legal control over me anymore... Mmm, blueberries. 0 30 <3333 *munches happily*

That's cool. I like flip flops too, but lately I can't wear them cuz its been raining most days... And today its really cold out. I have pink & rainbow colored flip flops. Lol.

*huggles christy* so warm. <333
*nods* My friend scott told me the other day that Metro PCS has a free long-distance plan but you have to pay like $30 bucks extra every month for it... Its supposed to be considerably cheaper than if you didn't have the plan... Right now I'm trying to get a house phone, something thats only like $5 a month...

Kita's 4th post on this page just smote your longest post. xDD

-leaves cookies for thoth-
o 3o

Hahaha I can't see it, cuz your pretty art is too big.

Awww yeah babies are adorable.
Your sister sounds like she was sooo cute! o3o
Damiana (my niece) had quite a bit of hair when she was born. I remember, I bought her hairbands with ribbons on them, and I wanted to put them on her, and the nurse was such a bitch and she told me off for no reason, and I was so tired (I had been awake the whole 48 hours my sister was in labor) I just burst into tears. :gonk: Oh my god did she get told off by multiple people. :x

So does that make kids born after 2000 the "Z" generation? o:
And if so, what happens in 2010? What generation are babies born after that? We'll be out of letters. O.o
My grandparents are like...like my grandpa will say things out of the blue like something negative about the "niggers" and if I hear it, then i get pissed but I'm trying not to be disrespectful to him either, so I just keep my mouth shut. But every once in a while he'll say something directly to me, like "You're not going to shack up with some damned colored man are you Christa" And I seriously, SERIOUSLY want to go on a rant about how if I did more power to me and all that shit and what the fuck is the problem with black people for god's sake, but I DON'T because he's my grandfather, so I keep my head, and just make a true statement of "No" for the simple fact that my personal preferences have always been pale, blond, and blue or green eyes. XD I've yet to see a black guy meet that criteria. >_>
There's a lot of mexicans and black people here too. More mexicans. My mom is actually rather prejudice towards mexicans, and unlike my grandparents, I've called her on it, and told her she's prejudice to her face, because i don't fucking like it.
There is some gang activity here, but not a lot. Some people will fake report bad gang activity and it will wind up on the news and then my nana will go "ITS GOING TO BE JUST LIKE LA!" XD
Her and my grandpa and my mom and aunt lived in LA for like...quite a while.

hahaha talking about dark side. where i got this icon, i saw another one there and it says "come to the dark side. we have yaoi porn." :rofl:
Hahaha I'm totally imagining you doing that. XD That sounds so funny. <3333
I used to get into fights with boys in middle school and high school, cause i was "one of the guys" lol. They never gave it their all i don't think though, cuz i am still a girl. XD It was all fake fighting...but girls didn't understand it. o.O
Then one guy punched me in the boob once and I was like "holy shit you fucker that's fucking sensitive! That fucking hurt. Here let me kick you in the balls and we'll call it even!" and started chasing him and he was like "Nuuu I'm sorry Chrissy. T_T"

Oh my GOD! :o He is evil! D:

-snuggles- I hope so.
I'm glad we're better. I'm glad we've both left our pasts behind. <3333

I know. You told me about your flip flops cuz we thought it was funny that we had the same shoes, remember? XD

-snuggles close to you- <333 I'll keep you warm as long as you let me.
Well, getting a phone is the first step and then maybe you can work at getting a long distance thing from there.. -nods-

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You're totally right, twins. Christy's posts are always longer than mine, even when I try to type extravagantly long... XD

Nuu, why do you want to leave meh thread twins? 0 30 Stayyyy~

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I know, Christy. I just used photobucket to shrink it...
I didn't want to get in trouble for having too big of a pic in my sig.

Yeah, my sis has curly brown hair... she's very very cute. x3
Damiana is such an adorable name for a babie. 0 30 hehe.
Ohhh what a mean nurse to hurt your feelings. *huggles* <3333

Yes, I suppose they're the "z" generation.
Hmmm, you're quite right, christy. They'll probably just start at the beginning of the generation and call it like A2 or some crap. Lol.
Hahaha, so what you're saying is you prefer white boys? XD
I do too actually, even though I have some black guy friends... I just don't find them attractive in the least, though they are intelligent and very thoughtful. One of my friends is a really good rapper. 8) Mmm, my grandparents have always been the same way too... Many people from England and from the south (n. america) are racist.
Haha, I can't imagine missouri being anywhere near as bad as LA or Oakland. Lol. I live pretty close to oakland... and theres tons of black gangs there. Its scary cuz theres a shooting everyday. ><

Hahaha, whut? XD Yaoi porn is fabulous...
The dark side would have me in an instant if they had better porn than heaven. Lol.
I knew a few girls in high school that were fighters... It was pretty hawt. <333
Thats so mean of that guy to hit you. >< grr.
I think kickin him in the balls might have hurt more but yeah I know what you mean. Boys or men shouldn't be hitting girls, no matter the reason.

Yes, I'm glad too christy. *glomps* <333
Haha, yeah... sometimes I have short term memory problems. Lol.
Definitely. *cuddles* <333

Its prettyyyy art. Who did it?

Aww, I bet her hair is super cute. OH that's what I forgot to ask you- is your hair straight or curly? XD
Yeah. She was a total bitch. =_=

XD Yeah, that's what I'm saying. I've been friends with black guys and mexican guys, but I've never been sexually attracted to them. o:
I think some famous black guys are hot though. Like Travis McCoy (who's the singer for Gym Class Heroes) I think he's totally hot. XD
OH and Ludacris. >w> And Will Smith.
But my mom was joking with my grandparents once and she was like "If she ever winds up with someone of a different race, he'll be Asian." To which I replied, "Mmmm...Hyde." :rofl:

Lol no its not even close. Like a lot of people that live in LA or just california in general seem to move here to this city though, and make all kinds of comparisons. Good and bad. And once, the dj on a rock station was commenting on that, and Welcome to the Jungle had just finished playing...and he was like "people here if you haven't been to big cities you haven't seen nothing. LA is welcome to the jungle. Here is like welcome to the park." :lol:

I know. XD I think it was like "come to us! look what we have. ooohh!" hahaha
Hahaha! Oh, I was in hastings today and found an adult manga. xD And it was yaoi so i was like hmm and it took me like 5 mins to realize that I'm legally an adult now so I could buy it. :rofl: -is so slow-
Unfortunately I didn't have any money with me. XD

Well...I mean, I was like "a guy" so they start fighting with each other, it was either fight or get left out. So I fought. XD; They didn't seriously fight with me though, they were always more gentle with me, cause I'm more breakable apparently. XD
Only one guy really fought with me, he slapped me across the face. :x And my best guy friend found out about it the next day and had him up against a wall, punched the hell out of him, and had him held by the hair and said if he ever touched me again, he'd regret it. o_o

-snuggles- That's okay, I'll remind you when you forget things. c: <333

Thoth!
i miss you! (:
Hope to talk to you soon o3o<3

Yep, Iros a very good artist. ^^

Its straight, christy. 0 30 Since my parents both have straight hair, my hair has always been straight... I find it interesting how my sis has curly hair tho. ((makes no sense)).

I find asian, hispanic and european men to be very attractive... I rarely find black guys hot but I have a black friend who I must admit is a very hawt African American man... I'd ask him out if he weren't straight. Lol. Travis McCoy? I don't think I've ever seen him before..x---x Lol.
Hahaha, hyde? XD I must say asian guys can be very smexy., in my opinion. hehe.

Hahaha, thats pretty funny, kitty. I've been to LA and Las vegas before...
Both cities aren't that great. In fact, theres trash, smog, and homeless ppl everywhere.

That's nice of your friend to protect you... I don't think girls should have to fight, no matter the reason.

Aww, thanks darling. *kisses* <3333
How are you today?

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hey lia~ *glomps* how are you? ^^

Maybe like, something that skipped a generation or something that she inherited from someone somewhere back in your family. I think that happens sometimes.

Asian guys because...I mean...come on. XD And I like European guys too sometimes because accents are attractive. :sweat:
Travis McCoy isn't "hot" like most people think hot should be probably hahaha. >_> Like there's this one picture of him, where he's wearing these dorky thick-rimmed glasses, and I'm like "lol that's so hot" and my friend was like "wait...whut?" XD

Yeah...but I think people who haven't been there just think about the shiny nice parts. You know?

-shrug- I don't exactly like real fighting. I'd be pissed if I got my nose broken or a black eye or something. D:
But play fighting's kinda fun as long as there's no harm meant. xD

-snuggles- Warm. <3333
Its cold. It snowed some today. o:
I'm getting ready to leave to go to my sister's birthday party. ^^

Yeah I think thats definitely possible, christy. ^^

Asians are hawt... I think its more the personality and intelligence which allows so many European guys to go to college schools. I've met quite a few of them already.
Hmm, I consider some people wearing glasses very hawt so I totally understand, christy. hehehe. *huggles* <3333

I'm not really into real fighting either... I play box with my friends sometimes but we rarely punch each other straight-on... My room mate loves to watch boxing on tv, but I like all the violence. ><

Wow, that is so awesome. *snuggles with cute christy* <3333
I love snow! <333 Have fun at the b-day part! Happy b-day to your sis. ^^
Your sis and you have really close birthdays.

I've only met one European guy in person. xD He was a transfer student in my Jr. High and he had bright bright blond hair and ice blue eyes. I only had home economics class with him (he looked pretty spiffy in an apron. XD) But it was sooo funny, because he literally had a fanclub. Owo He had like, two stalkers. D: And like a ton of girls followed him around being wayyy nicer than was necessary. I was among the legions of uber nice starry-eyed ones. LOL
Haha yeah, glasses can be really cool. I've always thought that though. -glomps- <333

I don't like violence either. ><
At all, like that's what my brother gets on my nerves watching wrestling constantly. >< And trying to act out wrestling moves on me. Cause that's like, really dangerous. D:

I do too. o3o <3333 But its like really really cold. In the house too cause I'm sitting by the window. -shivers and snuggles with you-

It was fun! ^^ Except for this annoying man that came with his wife, who's a friend of my sister. He was really loud and annoying. And he kept calling me Mama. O.o;; =_=;
Yeah, our birthdays are really close. ^^ She's 6 years older than me though.
We had a joined birthday party once when we were younger....I think we would have had more but, we didn't normally have her. Her mom did. Especially when she was littler like when I was very little. Our dad like, hardly ever had her. There was just a lot of fighting then...

Really? That's not many foreigners at all...
In high school we had 20 transfer students (15 from Germany, 1 from Thailand, 1 from Pakistan, 1 from India & 2 from China.) A few of the german boys had blond hair, 2 of the girls had blond hair I remember... I became best friends with 2 of the german guys. One of them had black hair... the other one was blond. The blond one I remember had a girly name... Oh right, it was Florentine. Hahahaha. x3 We'd hang out on the beach smoking pot all day long. Lol. XD Good times.... hehe.
I'm not surprised... I mean, if he's the only foreigner any of your classmates have ever met and he's also an attractive blond guy... That's only to be expected. Lol.
Me too. *huggles* <333 I wear sunglasses all day even if its not sunny out. My eyes are super sensitive... My friends say I have cat eyes cuz I can see in the dark. They found out when we went camping and I was the only one who didn't bring a flashlight and I was all, "Whut? I can see perfectly fine in the dark...*wanders into dark*" And than I like jumped out of a tree and scared the crap out of them. Hahaha. It was great.

Yeah... most wrestling is fake now adays tho.
My brother and I use to wrestle a lot as children... We'd try to pin each other down. I think all little boys did that... Its mean to attack for him to attack you tho. Women usually aren't into wrestling... I think its instinctual in our genetics... It makes it fun for us. XD

*wraps blanket around your shoulders and cuddles with you*
Aww, don't get cold. <333 I don't want you getting sick.
I always sit by the window too when I type on the comp. I like to sit here and stare at the moon or at the sky.... Tonight I can't cuz its foggy.

Haha, it almost sounds like he was drunk... calling for your mama and all. 8)
So it was your families that kept you seperate... that sucks. You should have more joined parties... I had one of those once cuz my gf at the time was only 2 days younger than me....

I know. I don't think many foreign people (minus Mexican people) come here. That school district has an exchange program, though, with Germany. My mom's cousin and her family got to be the host family for one of the more recent exchange students. She was pretty eh. She liked horses. And got in trouble for dating a boy. :/

I love sunglasses! XD I just bought another pair tonight... I have three now. My mom says they're all odd and she called my red pair flamboyant. XD <33
But I do that too, even if its cloudy and my mom's like "WHY do you need those?" and I usually just stick my tongue out at her. >_>;
XD Hahaha! Just never do that to me, cause I'd probably have a heart attack. XDD

Yeah. My brother and I used to play wrestling when we were little too. I don't like it now though. We're not kids anymore. ><
But I think girls (like me and this other girl i knew in high school) who are only raised around boys, or in my case a boy and a sister who's a tomboy, act a lot less like girls are expected to act and a lot more how you'd expect a boy to act.

-shivershake- .... -cuddles under the blanket with you- <333 Mmm. Nice.
Its so effing cold in here though. The rest of the house is warm. Its just this stupid, heat-sucking window. D:
Aww cool! I always do that too! :D And I'm usually on the computer for a while. -lol addict- So I watch it as it goes across the sky... :]

No, he was calling me Mama. >< And I was like, "Dude, my name is Christa. Stop calling me Mama. Its creepy on so many levels."
Finally my sister was like, "Her name is Christa. CHRISTA."
Cuz he was like "POUR MAMA A SHOT! :insane:"
And I was like...creeped out and halfway hiding behind my sister. ><;;

Yeah, her mother wasn't quite psychotic then. So she was still being a bitch and keeping us separated from her...
Then she went psychotic. And abandoned her. But we were much older then and that's when she came to live with us, and that's when I absolutely hated her, because she made my life a complete fucking hell.
But I've forgiven her for that now. And accepted the fact that uh...well, we're our dad's two daughters and he loves her and doesn't love me. ._.

Oh yeah... I remember this German teacher explaining the exchange program in missouri and texas to me... I think its a good idea, so that they can be more integrated and understanding of the rest of the world and world's cultures. Why'd she get in trouble for dating a boy? *confused*
I've dated 3 foreign exchange students... XD

Aww cute. I love flamboyant glasses are girls. <333 *kisses* hehe.
Most of my pairs are really flamboyant too. Lol. I used to have 5 pairs but recently 3 got broken. TT_______TT I wanna buy new ones soon. D:
I want rainbow ones. hehe.

Hmm, I guess you're right, but I don't expect much from either sex...
I mean, I think people should do what feels normal to themselves, not society. ^^

Why don't you put duct tape over the window? Thats what I did in my old apartment... cus otherwise my room would be freezing in winter.
Yeah the sky is very amusing... Tonight its foggy tho, so I can't see nothing. ;;

Hahaha, he was probably calling you mama to freak you out, rigtht? XD

Why did she abandon her own child? D:
Aww, I don't think thats true about your dad, christy love. *huggles* <333
Every father has problems with showing his love... For a long time I thought dad preferred my brother to me but just last night on the phone he said "You know gab.... I think you're the more responsible of my 2 sons." That was like the first compliment in yrs he's given me... ;;

She got in trouble, because the boy (focusing on the boy) was making her grades slip. So she was forbidden to see him, which of course didn't work. XD And she snuck around.
Its funny when parents make rules against the same things they did when they were teenagers. Sad. And funny. :lol:
Ha, exchange students for the win! XD

You'd like the red ones then. XD
Rainbow glasses would be pretty spiffy. o:

I think that too. ^^
Which is why I am the way I am. Hahaha.

Because the duct tape comes off. Like, water condenses on this window and tape won't stick. If I can find a towel I might put it there but the cat will knock it down after I go to bed... I have my comforter from my bedroom wrapped around me now. Lol.

Yes, and he was succeeding. o_o;; Cause he was like...old. And obnoxious. And creepy. >_>;;
And I think he was starting to piss my sister off. Lol.

Because, she's psycho. I mean really, she's really crazy. o_o Like, she called my sister once, when the baby was still alive and said she needed to bite the back of his knees until she drew blood, because that would prove her love for him as his mother. O_o;;; D:
She's insane.
They don't let my niece around her, because they're afraid she'll hurt her.

Ah...well. You don't know my dad... ._.;
Its true. But it doesn't bother me anymore. Because I don't love him either. :] I mean, there's the whole "you're my father" thing, but that's just a connection. I don't waste my time trying to have a real relationship with him anymore. I only get hurt, and its stupid. Sometimes I go far enough to say I hate him, but not often. When I do though, I mean it, and I don't feel anything. :/

Yeah, but I think that's normal. Stupid, but normal. ;-;
My dad's different than that though. ._.

Well yeah if you have boy-love in your head all day you can't concentrate on studies...
I had the same problem in high school, but weed got me turned in the right direction and is really the only reason I stayed in school. (Sounds pathetic.) Hahaha. XD

Yes, they are hawt. <333
Now, in college I ALWAYS chat it up with the foreigners since I figure they might be the only way to really save us from this great depression. \Lol.

Hell yeah they'd be radically awesome. 8)
Unicorn, rainbow glasses... Now, those would be perfect for me.

*nod* Cool. F*ck society. Lol.

That's good. I have a nice comforter too. hehe.
Maybe you should tape the towel down so the cat doesn't knock it down. XD

Hahaha, that sounds pretty damn creepy.
I used to have a stalker. Hahaha. Now, that was creepy...
I was all worried about getting raped so I finally had the police give him a citation...
I haven't seen him since and he doesn't know where I live now so all is well. x----x

Whut? That made no sense... bite his knee? ;////
So she's on pills than? She sounds schizophrenic... Thats sad.

Aww... That's not good.
What happened for him to hurt you so much that you won't give your father another chance? My father used to abuse me too... but I got over it. I mean, I'm still angry about it, but it feels like he has no control over me anymore so I don't care about it anymore....
He even apologized once about it... cuz he'd verbally & physically abuse me sometimes when he got drunk.... ;; My step dad did the same thing... but I don't forgive him cuz he should have known better. ><

*hugs kitty* I don't want you to get hurt again. <3333

Haha that sounds like something like 'thank you for smoking'. xD <33
Have you ever seen that movie?

Most of the foreign economies are going down too, it seems like. :/

Oh! I was in Journeys in the mall last night, and saw a pair of converse with little unicorns on them! XD They were so cute! Lol...they made me think of you. x3

I love my comforter, but its old. XD I've had it since I was 14. Its got Eric Draven from The Crow on one side, and a bunch of logos from the movie on the other side. Its pretty lame. XDD But its awesome, and Eric is hot. XD
Oh. Yeah. That would be a good idea, wouldn't it? >_>;;

Oh. Ew. D: -clings-
I had a stalker once too. Well, he was like, my boyfriend? O.o But he thought it was fun to stalk me? Anyway, the whole thing was creepy. ._.

Nothing she says makes any sense. x_x
I think she's schizo... but she has a lottt of other issues too. I think.
Anyway, she's just crazy. And I wouldn't just say that about someone, you know?
O.o

A lot of things. :[
My dad has made me feel so low, that I felt like I didn't even deserve to live.... he was a big factor in me almost killing myself.
He used to tell me, when I was 8, when he first got sick, that I wished he would die, and that it would make me happy, if I came in the room and found him dead. He'd yell that at me...
Since he's got sick, he's mentally and physically abused me. ._. Mentally, really bad....
He's made me feel like I'm not even a person. Like I'm just a thing...
And I'd cry so bad that choke. Or hyperventilate. ._. And he'd tell me to stop being a drama queen. And quit crying or he'd really give me something to cry about. ....I used to hide in the woods behind our house and cry. So he wouldn't see me.
Once he threw a can of soda at me because he was arguing with my mom and standing in front of the television and my anime that I watched every saturday was coming on, and I told him to be quiet. It hit my face...
Sometimes if he's in a bad mood, I say things that I don't even realize are wrong and he's slapped me across the face.
Other stuff too...
These are things that make me hate him. what makes it worse is that I used to forgive him. Because he'd apologize. But when someone fucks up over and over, and it feels like its costing me my sanity, there's only so much i can forgive. I'm done with it..

-kisses- I'm glad you don't. I love you. <333

Yeah, of course, christy. I love that movie. hehe.
I saw it when it first came out in theatre.

Hmm... Yes, cuz america's fate is connected with europe.
China's economy is still doing fine.

Aww, those converses sound very cute. x3 <3

I don't get why a bf would want to stalk his gf...
I mean if you get to see the person every day whats the point in stalking them?
Thats super weird, christy. *hugs* No more weirdos for you. Lol.
I know... the guy was really freaky. I wouldn't be surprised if he was like secretly a serial killer or something else really bad.

Hmm, she probably is schizo than...
Some people also just had too many hits of acid when they were kids and than they grow up and there minds are fried... It happens.


You're right... I do mention unicorns a lot, but I LOVE them. Lol.

Wow, sounds like a cool comforter. I used to have a mickey mouse and goofy comforter... I don't know what happened to that thing. ;; Mom probably threw it away...

Aww Im' sorry christy, thats absolutely horrible! *hugs christy tightly* <333
Does he act like that normally or when he's drunk?
My dad would act like that really bad when he was drunk...

Yes, my love. *kisses* <333 I luv you too.

I've never seen it, but I've wanted to see it for a while and my sister told me the plot of it when i was at her birthday party and it sounds really good.

I only know about them when they're major in the news. >_> Otherwise I don't keep up. XD;

They were cute. Cute price too. Hahaha. $_$

I know. He was...ah...weird though. Like scary-weird. >_>;
-hugs- I don't want any more weirdos. xD
Aww that's really horrible. D: -cuddles- I hope he never messes with you again. ;-;

Yeah. She has a LOT of problems. Plus she's done a lot of drugs too, her and my dad both. >_>

I know you do. ^^ <33

Its an awesome comforter. :D
But its so lame that I have it. XD
But its awesome. Hahaha.
Aww. Goofy is so cool... >_> I want to go watch 'an extremely goofy movie' now... lol.

-hugs you closely- ._. So that's why, when I say I don't love my dad...you understand why now? I can't even stand being around him sometimes, because...its like, when I look at him, all I can see are bad things and it makes me...sick. ._. I hope you don't think I'm a bad person for that. If I am, I can't help it. I hope you don't think I am though. ._.;

No, he hasn't drank for ten years, he can't drink because of his sickness. His liver can't tolerate the alcohol. He acts that way like, normally. >< He didn't before he got sick though...he was like the most awesome dad before he got sick. But then he changed. :/
I'm sorry you've went through shit like that too. -hugs tight- Some guys (and women too, I guess) get mean when they drink. My grandpa was like that. :/

-kisses and snuggles- I'm glad that you love me. <33333

awww... how cute.. you guys still write incredibly long messages to each other

xD Of course we do. <3

How are you dessert?

Yep yep, dessert. How are you?^^

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Yeah, its a really good movie... You should totally watch it sometime, Christy. XD
Ohh... I never read the newspaper. Lol. I read the news online.

Nice. ^^ I have these cute green pumas... hehe.

I know what you mean. *huggles* <333
Me too christy... I honestly think I won't see him again.

*nod* I'm always amazed at how many families have large cases of addiction to some drug or other... Its all mental will power. If you have the will power to not give into the temptation... than drugs will not destroy you. Drugs are scary. ;;

Aww, thats cute. Its nice to have something cute from your childhood. hehe.
I still have a couple of my stuffed animals I received when I was 5.
Hehe, yeah that goofy movie is really cute. I especially like those beaver hats they wear. XD

Yes, I understand, christy darling. *hugs and kisses* <3333
No, you're not a bad person... I think your dad just did a crappy job as a father.

Thats horrible. D: Aww. *hugs christy some more*
*nod* yeah, I think alcoholism can really ruin a person mentally and physically...
I'm never gonna allow myself become an alcoholic... Like I'll drink sometimes but not every week...

Of course, love. *snuggles* <3333


How are your day? ^^