But laying around all day is so boringgggg

/whinewhine

xD

I don't know. Like, I just can't sleep lately, otherwise, I'd just sleep away the day. But I just lay there and I can't stop THINKING. Ugh. I don't think I've gotten a good night's sleep in over a month

/complains some more

ANYWAY. My mom and I are going to attempt going out to an actual resturant and seeing how I do. Surely I won't die of exhaustion walking to the booth, am I right?

I doubt it.

HAve fun!
Restaurants can be a fun change of pace...
-snuggles- I has faith in your energy levels!

The light was too bright and it was loud. And then I didn't really eat much.

xD

I just suck to be around anymore. I feel so bad for my mom.

I think I'm going to go try to throw up and take a nap. That's healthy.

Squid, catch. <3

Oh! Oh, Yreka!

;3; <3

Thanks so much! How can I repay you?!

Eh, hate to tell you, but throwing up isn't exactly the best thing for you...
poor dear!
-snuggles-

I know it's not, but every time I eat, I always feel really sick after.

(I promise I'm not bulimic, like I'm making myself sound right now)

Does the tan mouse make anyone else think of a naked mole? Teehee. I just want to squish him.

*Lilim tackles Squid and Yreka* MINES!!!

/tackled

Oh my!

Hallo there!

n_n

Hello everyone. Back from my mini hiatus. Hooray!

Welcome back, then!

Hope your new year is being good to you so far!

Actually, now that you've said it, the tan mouse does look like a nakie mole rat...

Especially with his hands down like he's trying to cover himself

/giggle

Oh, naked mole rat <3

That's all you talk about! NAKEDNESS!

Faux, been naked is one of the truest forms of freedom. No clothes to hinder you or shield you from all that is in nature. True Freedom.

I wish I were able to be naked all of the time, but often being cold, fat and scar-ilicious, I cannot be :c

I am just as fat and scary as well. Really scary, but we won't get too much into that >.<

I miss being nake also
It's so nice to be nakie and paint your toe nails and put cream on and just have a nice me time... Havent done that in ages

Man. Let me tell you. I need to shave something wicked xD I've just been so lacking in energy lately, plus bending over is painful AND it's not like anyone sees my legs ever, so I don't think I will until summer returns xD

Or maybe I will before my surgery... Hmm...

Squid! I might have surgery too. Kidney transplant. I find out friday.

You can have my kidney, then while they're getting it, they can take out my tumor, too!

Win win!

Squidlette! Sounds like a plan!

I'd be getting it done at Northwestern. It's a great hospital. Do they have you on chemo? Northwestern has an amazing Cancer Ward. I stayed there during my stem-cell transplant. The nurses are AMAZING!
:vicky:

*Clings to Squidy cause she knows all about kidney stuff*
Are you getting another kidney or just going to do with the one?

Do yyou need a cookbook on how to eat health for your kidney?

No chemo, because they're not sure if it's cancer. Four tests were done, three of them came back normal and one came back abnormal. So... I don't even know.

But I am going to the doctor today and I have some questions and other ... things to bring up.

Like, the whole thing started with pain in my lower abdomen (Turned out to be my ovary) but now, I'm not having pain there, my pain is all ... like along my ribs. And like RIGHT under my chest. And it's kind of a burning sort of pain, which is really weird I think. I hope my innards aren't cooking :c

Wow. Squid, I wish you the best of luck. Let me know if there is anything I can do to help you out. Surgeries are never a lot of fun.
*huggles*